As sincere as Zara's love

first chat

It did not feel like a week Zara had become the wife of a handsome young businessman, but in a week Zara has not been able to talk about Lana who wants to go to school because Fatan always comes home late at night when Zara is asleep.

Not that Zara does not serve suaminyja but Fatan who always comes home too late when he wakes up to pray night Fatan just finished bathing and morning usually leaves work at seven hours a week he leaves at 6 morning Lana often asked her papa fortunately Zara could handle it.

Zara had wondered in her heart what Fatan was like before she became his wife or just wanted to avoid it Zara did not know.

Today Zara invites Lana to make the onde-onde habit of filling up every afternoon while waiting for her papa to come home.

During this week Lana always goes with Zara to her boutiques and cafes.

"Ma what is this?" Lana asked while pointing at a pack of glutinous flour.

"That's glutinous flour baby," replied Zara.

"It's ma?" He pointed at the yellow box.

"That's maizena." Lana nodded in understanding.

After preparing all the ingredients on Zara's desk take one apron for Lana and one for herself.

"Look on," Lana's pinta.

Zara sat Lana down on a chair near the pantry table and watched what Zara did from pouring a packet of glutinous flour into the container and then put a spoonful of maizena and then sugar a little bit of betel lime water and mix it up with warm water

Zara kneads until the dough is calisthenated. afterwards Zara divides it into small circles until the dough runs out.

Lana notices everything Zara does while eating the green beans that have been processed into onde-onde fillings. Zara shook her head looking at Lana's cute pattern.

"Hehehe yummy ma," he chuckled while continuing to eat his green beans.

Zara nodded, "Lana likes it?" Ask "Lana likes ma" she replied.

"It's better to make this stuff into a ping pong ball" Zara said.

"Make Lana a ping pong ma ball" he said Zara nodded and began to flake the skin dough and filled with green bean fillings and then rolled into sesame.

After all, Zara lit a fire to fry it.

"Ma look," he said as Zara began filling the frying pan with onde-onde, but, previously the fire has been reduced because frying onde-onde can not be with a big fire later will not be able to expand if the fire is too hot.

After finishing the event making an onde-onde with Zara invites Lana to play in the backyard of the new house Zara knows very beautiful in the afternoon.

"Assynolt," greetings someone makes Zara turn and see who comes turns out the person who for a week always comes home at night and there is no time for Lana who else if not Fatan Dwija Anggara papa from Lana.

"Waalaikumsalam," replied Zara, Lana who heard the voice of her papa immediately welcomed the arrival of her father with a hug.

Zara picked up Fatan's suit and her briefcase Zara saw Fatan look tired eye bags that look under her eyes Zara took Fatan's hand to cross her and kissed the back of her hand,

Zara went into the kitchen and returned with a glass of cold water for Fatan.

"drink bang!" Zara said as she handed a glass of water to Fatan. Zara nods and receives an empty glass after Fatan drinks it.

"Papa Lana cama mama made ping pong balls have nails" said Lana.

"Ping pong balls have nails?" Ask Fatan to Lana.

"Yes papa, don't you think the ping pong ball has me, right?" Lana asks Zara who just came out of the house with a plate of onde-onde.

"the name is onde-onde dear," said Zara.

"Onde-onde bang," Zara bargained while sitting in the garden seat next to Fatan.

"Please taste the bang" Zara said as she offered a plate of onde-onde.

Fatan took one and ate it, Fatan was silent while enjoying the onde-onde chew on his mouth.

"Papa's girl?" Ask Lana.

"Lana did it?" Ask Fatan. Lana nodded continuously.

"So who made it?" Ask Fatan.

"The mother who made her was me rolling into her lice" said Lana,

"So it's called Sesame darling not a tick" Zara said.

Fatan glanced at Zara for a moment then focused again on Lana.

"Lana let papa take a bath first we play with the rabbit again yes," said Zara and was taken by Lana Zara lifted Lana from the lap of Fatan to invite her to chase the rabbit.

"I've prepared my brother's clothes in the usual place" Zara Fatan said just nodded and went inside.

"Hmmm patient Zara," said Zara as she looked back at Lana who was chasing the rabbit.

"Be careful not to run" Zara shouted at Lana, who was chasing the rabbit.

"The rabbit's lali kecana, '" he said, pointing at the rabbit running into the pit.

"Yes, don't be chased anymore, it looks like the rabbit is going to poop, baby, here drink the milk" said Zara.

Lana runs towards Zara, giving Lana a glass of milk.

"Honey mama want to take the tab mama first yes do not go where –where," Zara's message, Lana nodded.

Zara went inside to pick up the tab and the design book that was on the dining table.

And back again to meet Lana who was cool to enjoy the milk in the garden.

"What is mama?" Ask.

"It's my dear mother's workbook" replied Zara.

Lana is back again playing with her rabbit who came out again from the ground hole until the magrib.

"Honey the game already yes want our magrib in yuk," asked Zara.

Lana nodded and took Zara's hand to go inside. Inside Zara saw Fatan was holding his laptop in the middle room.

"Father!" Call Lana and run to her papa.

Fatan who heard being called he put his laptop on his desk and greeted Lana raised Lana in his lap.

Zara put her work on the front desk of Fatan then went into the room to fulfill her duties as a Muslim.

******

"Mama!" Call Lana when Zara comes down from upstairs.

Zara smiles at Lana who looks scared when she nods her dirty worksheet with milk, "it's okay to make it again, but next time Lana has to be careful!" pinta Zara's. Zara does not want to make her child afraid of her but she also does not want to make her child do not know her fault and not be careful.

"Sorry Mama Lana" said Lana.

"Mama sorryin dear yaudah Lana studied again yes," said Zara she nodded and returned to study. Zara had glanced at Fatan who was still focused on his laptop.

*****

Fatan came home early today because the work in his office was done, he immediately brought his car home at a moderate speed.

Fatan stepped his feet into the house that looked lonely he was a little confused because it was not usually his house was quiet without babbling the child. When Fatan was near the kitchen he heard Lana laughing cheerfully in the backyard.

Fatan saw Zara being focused on watching Lana who was busy chasing a new rabbit and then he bought it for his son.

"Assalamualaikum," said Fatan. Since he married Zara he became accustomed to saying greetings that he had never said.

"Waalaikumsalam," answered the two Lana immediately ran to embrace Fatan.

as usual, Zara took a bag and a suit Fatan then Zara entered the house before long Zara returned with water for him as usual, she always kept eating and drinking Fatan.

Actually during the week Fatan was married to Zara, Zara always served him well she also always did good to Lana, Lana sat on Fatan's lap while chattering cheerfully.

Fatan sees Lana so in love with Zara, Fatan finds out from Lana's eyes when Zara teaches him to write.

after bathing Fatan immediately opened his laptop checking his work earlier.

while he was busy checking his work Fatan heard his son's chatter from the back door, Fatan saw Zara bring Lana in and walked towards him while putting some sheets of paper with some pictures of clothes on the table then he climbed up the top floor.

Fatan knew that during Zara's time as his wife Zara did not forget his duty as a Muslim. Fatan watched Lana who was learning to write on the desk.

And when Lana wanted to show her writing to Fatan she accidentally spilled the milk chocolate of Zara's design.

"Father!" call him.

"Let's say mama and apologize next time Lana has to be careful, son," Fatan said.

As Zara descends Lana immediately tells her and Fatan is a little surprised by Zara's gentle nature which is not angry at her son Lana. "O Allah is of what his heart is made of when I know it is an important work for him" said Fatan

Zara is so good with Lana, Zara always serves to prepare food, drinks and clothes for her but Fatan still can not accept Zara.

His heart still hopes that Lana's birth mother returns even though she used to have heartache. Fatan still hopes Delisa returns to him.

******

Zara sat with Fatan in a sofa, Fatan was still focused on his laptop, but Zara had to talk Fatan was at home because usually he was very busy.

"Bang!" Call Zara.

"Hem" he replied with a murmur.

"Lana said last week that she wanted to go to school" Zara said, making her look at Zara.

"School?" Ask.

Zara nodded, "actually from yesterday Zara wanted to talk this but Abang always came home at night and the next morning Abang left once in the morning so Zara did not have time to talk to Abang," said Zara.

"later I find a good school for Lana," she broke up and refocused on her laptop.

"Sorry Abang, Zara there is a recommendation Lana school there is a Zara boutique decket if you can later ask Zara's friend happens to be Zara's friend who manages," said Zara.

"As far as you are" he said.

"Thank you" said Zara.

as usual Fatan just nodded without saying anything.

Zara started taking books to redesign her work and inevitably Zara had to overtime tonight because tomorrow the design would be seen by her customers.

"Mama!" Call Lana.

"Yes baby?"

"Bobok, Lana was sleepy," said Lana, Zara smiled and went to Lana to ask her to sleep since Zara married Fatan Lana preferred to be accompanied by sleep by Zara.

After Lana sleeps, Zara immediately returns to the middle room to do her work that was damaged.

"Not sleeping?" Ask Fatan who wants to go into the room.

Zara who heard Fatan's voice immediately turned her head, "later bang, the work is not finished and tomorrow has to be given to the order," said Zara, a little pleased Zara because Fatan was a little willing to talk to Zara, Zara saw Fatan who did not go into the room but Fatan sat next to him, Fatan pulled Zara's worksheet and put the spell, "it's night come to sleep" said Fatan.

Zara was eager to refute but Fatan was her husband, her paradise was at Fatan's feet finally Zara nodded and stepped to follow him into the room.

As usual Zara reached out her hand Fatan welcomed "bang pardon if Zara is wrong today, Zara sleeps first assalamualikum.".

"Waalikumsalam," he answered and went to lie down .

Actually Zara could not sleep because her work was not finished but how else Fatan had asked her to sleep.

As usual Zara woke up for the evening prayer after the evening prayer Zara opened the worksheet that was almost finished probably only 10% finished with deft Zara working on it.

When Zara wanted to get up from her seat to get some drinking water she was shocked by Fatan standing in front of her making Zara shocked.

"Astagfirullahaladzim," Zara said as she stroked her chest in shock.

"Why not sleep?" Ask.

"Zara finished praying at night Bang, Zara could not sleep so continue it is not finished, but it is finished anyway, brother thirsty Zara get me a minun huh?" Zara asked because she saw him carrying the water glass that Zara usually provided in the room, Zara saw the wall clock in her room was three in the morning.

Zara took the glass in Fatan's hand and walked open the door to fill the water again. Fatan followed him and sat down at the table watching Zara, "sorry if Zara woke up brother earlier," Zara said feeling guilty.

Fatan did not answer and continued to look at Zara, making Zara bowed in shame.

"Why not get angry?" Fatan's question confused Zara.

"Anged?" Ask Zara.

"When you found out your worksheets were broken by my son." Zara smiled gently at Fatan's words.

"Where would Bang Lana be angry and Zara's son would also now he be more valuable than the paper if Zara was angry with him what could Z's worksheet be back like the beginning, not bang? later he was even afraid of Zara that made Zara more unsettled, he had also asked Zara to forgive." Zara said to Fatan.

Fatan did not ask any more and brought his glass into Zara's room just looking at Fatan's departure.

Zara was already struggling in the kitchen to prepare breakfast for their little family, today is also Thursday as usual Zara wants to fast Sunnah like what she used to do before marrying Fatan.