As sincere as Zara's love

new status

After dawn prayers Zara immediately kedapur as usual he did at home his mother did homework but the difference is now he does his own homework without his mother who used to help him.

The new status that he holds requires that he go from the warm embrace of his mother and become a wife and a mother who will serve the most delicious cuisine for her child and husband, and her mother, he remembered the last conversation with his mother before he got married.

"Zara the day after Zara will feel like a mama first, who woke up early to cook and berberes house tired for sure but there is a satisfaction when he saw the husband and children smile after relaxing the pleasure of cooking our hands,"aminah.

The sound of Fatan's footsteps coming down from the second floor was still wearing his night clothes by holding Lana who had just woken up. for a moment Zara could catch Fatan's shocked face when she saw him in the kitchen quickly Fatan changed his surprised mimic with his flat and cold face.

"Assalamualikum brother." Greet Zara when Fatan reaches the dinner table.

"Assalamualaikum mama's beautiful son," Zara said to Alana.

"Waalaikumsalam" the two answered. Zara takes Lana from Fatan's sling so Fatan can sit down and sit Lana on her particular chair.

"today Zara cooks pancakes and waffles I hope Abang and Lana like it" Zara said.

"Hmm Lana likes pancakes, but Lana wants waffles" says Lana.

Zara smiled and picked up a pancake and a waffle for Fatan and covered it with maple syrup.

"so what does Lana want?" Ask Zara.

"Waffle aja ma," said Lana.

"okey one Waffle for Lana," Zara said as she placed a waffle of Lana's plate.

"Lana will let Zara go to my mother's house, and Zara will leave quickly" Zara said. Fatan simply nodded without answering and looked at Zara.

Lana nods to enjoy the waffle on her plate. Zara saw Fatan finish his breakfast quickly and then he headed upstairs to take a shower and get ready for the office.

"Lana spend her breakfast first mama want to make clothes for papa," said Zara. Lana just nodded as her mouth was full of waffles. Zara wanders into the room and sees a new Fatan walking into the closet to pick up her shirt, "Abang! let Zara get her work shirt, brother take a shower!" doornya, without answering Fatan stepped into the bathroom Zara just stroked with a very cold Fatan attitude to her. After preparing the office clothes Fatan Zara immediately went down to see Lana, Lana, from the top steps Zara could see Lana was done with her breakfast.

"is it done, baby?" Zara asked, Lana nodded.

"now take a bath with mama, yes" she said.

"okay mama," Lana replied with excitement.

After Lana finishes her shower, Zara takes her downstairs to meet her papa, who is about to leave for work.

"father!!" call Lana and run to her papa's arms.

"Papa went to work first, so a sweet child should not bother mama," said Fatan made Zara feel a little bit of a subtle vibrating in his heart when Fatan called her mama.

"i'm leaving first, I'll have lunch with my client from Singapore" said Ethan, the longest sentence he'd heard from her husband's cold, talkative mouth.

"well bang, let's love salim papa first," Zara told Lana, Lana kissed her papa's hand, Fatan kissed Lana's forehead. Zara grabs Fatan's hand and kisses him Fatn just silently without the affectionate kiss that a couple would normally do.

"Assalamualaikum" hail.

"Waalaikumsalam" Zara replied.

After Fatan left Zara immediately took her bag in the tangah room and took Lana to go to her eye home.

Zara had arrived at the house of her father-in-law Anggoro family he dropped Lana off and invited her in yet Zara knocked on the door, the door was open.

"E little lady has arrived" said Bik Dilla.

"Assalamualikum Bik," greeting Zara and kissing Bik Dilla's hand made Bik Dilla misbehaved because so far nothing has happened like thati other than his son.

"uh, lamentations please come in," said Bik Dilla a little surprised.

Zara nodded and held Lana's hand inside. He saw his mother-in-law sitting on a sofa while knitting.

"Assalamualaikum mom!" His greeting and grabbing his hand on his cross.

"waalaikumsalam, just arrived? Want to jump right in?" Ask Maryam

"Yes ma, Lana here is the same eye what comes with mama?" Ask Zara.

"Let's here Ra," said Mama.

Zara nodded, "iya ma was Bang Fatan also invited Zara to meet her partner from Singapore," said Zara.

"have Lana here" said Maryam.

"sad mama wants to go to Butik ya, later mama pick up Lana okay."

"Okey mam, a" he said, raising both his thumbs

"If that's how Zara left first,"my camel.

"Be careful Ra" said Maryam.

Zara nodded, "assalamualaikum" as she kissed her mother's hands.

"Greetings" answered Maryam.

"Ma!" Call Lana as she walks out.

"Yes baby?".

Zara crouched down to keep her body level with Lana, Lana grabbed Zara's neck to get close to her and whispered something in my ear that was covered in hijab.

"Ma Lana wants to go to school" she whispered, Zara frowned and looked at Lana, Lana nods expectantly that she could smile at Zara's school. And nod.

"Let's let mama say papa first yes," said Zara and embraced by Lana.

"Why whispers?" Ask Mary with a smile.

"Lana asked for a school ma," said Zara and was embraced by Lana.

"Lana's still 3, baby" said Maryam.

"Later let Zara ask Bang Fatan ma, and as far as Zara there is a school for 3-year-olds usually only taught how to count or color, and thus Lana can also socialize" said Zara.

"yes too, Lana has no friends all this time always play with mama, yaudah negotiate with your husband," said mama.

"yes I have ma Zara saying goodbye first, assalamualikum" his greeting and passed away.

****

Fatan looked at his laptop but his mind was not focused on the laptop before which his mind drifted to Zara the wife he had just married yesterday.

Zara is a good girl who keeps her aura and is always polite and never makes a loud noise she is meek, and beautiful.

Fatan Wonder why Zara only asked for a dowry of only two million sixteen thousand, and a set of prayer tools only. Why did he not ask for more than that if Zara asked for more dowry than Fatan could give her.

Not with Delisa when she wanted to get her married. Delisa asked for a huge dowry, jewelry, a house and money.

Zara's name now filled Fatan's mind, he didn't know why, but his feelings remained mundane, there are no shakes that he felt first while with Delisa what because he still hopes Delisa back to him?.

The sound of the door opening blew his mind about Zara. Fatan looked at the cynical God,

"i've already knocked on the door from earlier but there's no answer," said the God understood the meaning of Fatan's gaze.

It appears that God brought some documents for him to sign.

God is a friend and assistant, and his secretary at this time because Fatan can not trust others.

"Why, just got married yesterday is working, is not honeymoon?" Ask God who is surprised by Fatan who has entered the office after yesterday's wedding party.

"It doesn't matter, either" replied Fatan as his hand moved to sign the document that the Gods had brought.

"Let's make a move on from the woman, and from now on stop maen woman there is a wife lo at home," said God trying to make his best friend is aware and he also does not want his wife's friend to suffer.

"Don't know la bro" said Fatan.

"She's a good girl bro, I hope you don't hurt her," advised God.

"The woman's heart is fragile even though it looks strong and smiling outside but in her heart it hurts bro" said the god.

"gue knows la, have done your work there" orders Fatan.

The gods just shake their heads and go out.

Actually Fatan since Lana was one and a half years old he rarely went out at night if not being a lot of thoughts or libidanya want to be satisfied.

Thought his watch was almost lunchtime and he made an appointment with a client from Singapore, finally he tidied up the files spelled out then he came out to pick up Zara.

****

it turned out that her husband who came Zara smiled towards Fatan.

"Sachi!" Call Zara.

"Yes mother?"

"Please serve this customer I want to see my husband" Zara said.

"Okay," replied Sachi.

"I'm sorry Mom, I want to see my husband first, my employee who will love my mother, "said Zara to her customer.

the lady customer smiled and nodded. Zara walked towards her husband.

"Assalamualaikum brother" hail zara and grabbed his hand to be crucified.

"Abang keruang Zara first, Zara wants to pray dhuhur for a while," Zara invited and stepped towards her room with Fatan.

Fatan observed the small room, in the room there was a work desk and a corner sofa facing the work desk, and there was a door like a bedroom.

Fatan stepped towards Zara's desk where there were two pigoras of Zara's photo and her mother was smiling happily staring at the camera and the ka'bah into the background of her photo was really sweet smile. And one pigora that caught his attention, a photo of his daughter kissing Zara's cheeks and Zara smiling as her cheeks were kissed the background of the photo was the room he was now in.

While being cool to observe the photo Fatan did not realize that Zara was finished with her prayer and was looking at him.

"The photo was taken yesterday the day after the brother drove Lana here" Zara said, surprising Fatan.

"Sorry to surprise my brother, you don't pray?" Ask Zara

Fatan did not answer making Zara exhale with the attitude of Fatan who did not want to talk to him if it was not important.

Zara follows Fatan out of her button before exiting Zara and tells Sachi that she may not be back, so she tells Sachi to close the button.

Zara enters Fatan's BMW after installing Fatan's seltbelt and immediately restarts her car to the restaurant where Fatan makes an appointment with Fatan's working client.

Zara followed Fatan from behind entering the luxurious restaurant.

"Good day" Fatan greeted with a smile on the tall white man but his posture was still higher than Fatan's.

"Good day, Mr. Fatan and...?"

"He's my wife" Fatan said.

"Good afternoon Mrs Fatan" said Fatan's client.

"Assalamu'alikum, good afternoon sir." Zara answered her greeting. Fatan started his light meeting while eating pre-ordered dishes.

Zara just kept quiet and paid attention to everything Fatan said for the cooperation of the project he would handle in Singapore.

Occasionally Zara noticed that client Fatan nodded in understanding everything Fatan was saying.

"You're lucky sir has a very cantic wife" said Fatan's client, after Fatan closed the meeting that afternoon, Fatan only smiled and looked at Zara after he felt that his hand under the table was tightly held by Zara..

"Okey so how is it, sir?" Ask Fatan.

"Okey deal sir I agree to cooperate with you," said Fahri occasionally glanced at Zara.

Fatan stood up and held out his hand Fahri welcomed him the sign his cooperation was approved by Fahri. as Fahri extended his hand to Zara, who was not involved in the process, Zara only put her hands in front of her chest instead of acting arrogant or not wanting to shake hands with her but Zara saw Fahri's strange gaze when she looked at him that made Zara afraid

Farhri pulled her hand back awkwardly.

"Then we say thank you, thank you for the project that you entrusted to my company," said Fatan, Fahri nodded and once again Fahri noted Zara with a strange look, with a strange view, it made Zara uncomfortable and lowered her head.

Zara was shocked when her hand was taken by Fatan to get out of the restaurant.

Zara got in the car put up a seltbelt, Fatan was running his car out of the restaurant's parking lot. Along the way it feels quiet as usual because fatan is a lot of silence.

The car went to her mother-in-law's house and stopped in front of her door.

"Assalamualaikum," hail.

"Waalaikum greetings" replied Maryam who was playing with Lana at the time.

"Father, mama," he cried after hearing Zara's greeting and ran towards Fatan kissing his hands both his forehead and papa's lips.

"Hoho misses me princes?" asked Fatan Zara smiling to see the togetherness of papa and the child he saw there was a difference when Fatan with himself and Fatan with his son. When Fatan with his son smiles and it always adorns his lips while with him Fatan only displays his cold face.

"Assalamualikum mommy," I said.

"Waalaikumsalam Zara," replied Mama. Zara sat next to Maryam who was smiling looking at Fatan and Lana joking.

"Have lunch?" Ask Maryam.

"has Lana had lunch?" Ask Zara.

"it's just finished,"

"Yaudah, I'll go back" said Fatan and moved from his seat.

Zara followed Fatan who walked first while holding Lana.

*******

Fatan stopped his car at a fishing place where there were several kinds of fish in his pool.

"Papa Lana wants to mincing" Lana told Fatan.

"Okey dear now we're down yeah," said Fatang taking Lana from Zara's lap and holding her

"Mama!" Call Lana.

"Yes dear"

"Papa's side street!" Her request.

Zara smiled and nodded as she walked beside Fatan who was silent and continued to walk regardless of Zara beside him.

"good afternoon, Mr. Fatan," said a fisherman.

Zara was a little surprised because there was a fishing pond there employees who wear uniforms, he also assumed that Fatan often came here so that the clerk in the pool was known as Fatan.

"good afternoon Ndre" replied Fatan.

Fatan took the fishing rod that was near the fish pond. Fatan handed him a fishing rod without saying anything.

Zara received him a fishing rod and his bait which he thought was like moss, Zara put a bait on his hook and threw it to the dirt.

Lana laughs when Fatan's bait is eaten by fish and when it is pulled loose.

Fishing is an activity that teaches us the meaning of patience, patiently waiting for our bait to be eaten by fish.

"Mama, the bait is carried by that lali," he said a little slurred.

Zara immediately saw the fishing line and Zara immediately pulled the fishing line a large gourami managed to catch Zara.

"Yeeee papa lost," said Lana making Fatan smile seeing his son happy. Zara smiled seeing Fatan smile.

"How much did you get, dear?" Ask Fatan to Lana.

"there was one that mom got," said Lana.

"Lana how many more fish?" Lana just shrugged her shoulders not knowing.

"has wanted magrib we go home just yuk," asked Fatan. Lana nodded and gave her fishing line to Fatan, Zara carried Lana inside to weigh the fish she had obtained earlier, Zara just found out that in this area there is a fishing place like this should be a fishing place just planted or at home to eat that provides fishing and fish immediately cooked.

Zara saw Fatan so painstakingly facing Lana who sometimes asked too much.

Zara smirked her smile as Lana looked at her.

"Are you cleaned or left alive?" Ask employees. Fatan looked at Zara like a sign language from Fatan. "let life, ouwh well there are sea fish too?" Zara asked when she saw the grouper in an aquarium.

"yes ma'am" replied the employee.

"okay can be about a mile" Zara said.

Zara looked at Fatan who continued to answer the questions Lana was asking while occasionally smiling to make Zara more happy.

"Bismillah may this be the best O Allah may this be the path that You give me the husband who will be my role model who leads me to Your heaven.

I accepted with sincerity the new status I now look at." Bathin Zara's.