As sincere as Zara's love

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Zara is still awake with her body wrapped in a blanket and Fatan's embrace, when she wanted to wake up she felt heavy in her stomach she looked at her husband's hand coiled her stomach she tried to get rid of him but instead of getting away even more Fatan close her arms.

"Dragon!" Call Lirih Zara.

"Be quiet Delisa I still miss you and hug you" Fatan said hoarsely.

Zara took a breath and threw it away.

"Abang! Zara wanted to go to the bathroom" Zara said, making Fatan open his eyes and look at Zara.

"Zara wants to go to the bathroom, brother" said Zara with a voice holding back tears.

Fatan turned his hand from Zara's stomach.

Zara immediately covered her body with a blanket and walked towards the bathroom. He immediately turned on the shower under the cold shower of night water Zara squeezed her chest which felt tight at this time.

"wouldn't there be a slight gap in his heart for me?"

"Just a little, just a little," said Zara in her tears, her cry muffled with a shower so Fatan wouldn't hear it.

Zara wakes up when the bathroom door is knocked. He immediately finished his bath and wudlu. Zara opens the bathroom door and sees Fatan wearing only his boxer.

He wanted to touch Zara but Zara took a step back.

"Sorry Abang Zara has wudlu," said Zara and was taken by Fatan, and left giving way to Zara.

****

Fatan woke up to hear the melodious scripture, He sat and leaned on the head of the bed watching the calm face of Zara who was teaching.

Fatan realized he had not carried out his last obligation he was serving his duty was graduated from school, he was, after that he did not serve his duty anymore especially after knowing Delisa he made more sins than making rewards.

"Zara woke up brother?" Zara asked after finishing teaching her.

Fatan shook his head, Zara took off her face and folded it she approached her husband in the hand of her husband, He took his hijab and wanted to leave but his hand was held by Fatan.

"where you going?" Ask Fatan.

"want to make breakfast for your brother" said Zara with a slightly grim face unlike usual.

"sit here!" Fatan's orders, Zara obeyed him.

"What's the big brother?" Ask Zara.

"Why did you ask Mahar for just a little?" Ask Fatan from the past he wanted to know the reason why Zara only asked for a dowry of Two million sixteen thousand only.

Zara smiled before answering.

"Zara wants to get a wedding blessing bang there is one hadith said,

"Truly the great blessing of marriage is the simple purchase (of his dowry)" (HR. Ahmadis).

what is important for Zara is not that many Mahar will be given but that the important thing is his blessing, Zara wants our marriage to get the blessing and the pleasure of God" Zara replied.

Fatan looked at Zara, he saw something different in Zara's eyes, Zara who noticed Fatan's gaze immediately lowered her face.

"Quick shower Zara will make breakfast for us" said Zara and left.

Zara was still pensive in the kitchen, actually she was sick with the attitude of Fatan could not he forget his ex when with Zara did not feel his tears dripping and hurriedly he removed them. He did not want Fatan to know.

Zara tried to calm down and had to be ordinary, a sincere smile was given to her husband who had now gone down to the dining table, but Fatan saw a smile Zara was not as usual a smile that implied a wound.

"Assalamualikum brother!" Greet Zara while giving black coffee to Fatan.

"Greetings" he answered.

"When do you come home? Zara kangen" asked Zara.

"Maybe two more days" said Fatan.

"Zara! I'll have lunch with me at the meeting"

"Good bang" replied Zara.

Fatan enjoyed his breakfast whereas Zara only ate his breakfast a little, it made Fatan feel astonished.

"What's up?" Ask Fatan.

"Hmm?" Zara murmured while looking at Fatan.

"What's wrong? Why are you daydreaming?" Ask Fatan. Zara shakes.

"I miss Lana," Zara answered a little lie.

"In two days he will go home, if I leave," said Fatan.

"Be careful" Zara said, Fatan nodded.

"Assynogaic"

"Waalaikumsalam" Zara replied.

As usual he kissed Fatan's hand, Fatan kissed Zara's forehead briefly making Zara happy.

"Allahamdulillah" Zara's bathin is one more advancement in his relationship.

****

Zara's phone rang she saw who was contacting her. Her mother-in-law's name is.

"Mama" murmured Zara.

"Assalamualaikum mom!" Zara's Greeting

"this is Lana Mama, " said Lana across the phone

"Lana dear, miss Lana," said Zara, apparently her son who called her.

"Lana also misses mama" said Lana.

"Clearly darling? Mama misses you even more dear," Zara said as she heard Lana giggling.

"why where's Ma?"

"Papa? Ouwh papa ah that papa just came," said Zara because he saw Fatan just entered his study.

"Jaudah Ma Lana wants to be invited to go for a walk, Lana loves Assalamu'alaikum mama," said Lana ended her call.

"yes yes, my mom is also very dear to Lana waalaikumsalam," Zara said.

"Assalamualaikum brother!" Greetings Zara and kiss her husband's hand.

"waalaikumsalam" replied Fatan while kissing Zara's forehead briefly.

"Who?" Ask Fatan.

"Lana bang, she said she misses Zara" Zara said.

"Come on!" Take Fatan, Zara nodded and picked up the bag on the sofa.

Zara came out of her room following Fatan before she had told her confidants that she had not returned after lunch.

"sorry to interrupt your work,". Fatan said while driving his car.

"No bang, nothing important from brother," Zara said as she looked at Fatan's serious driving face.

"Why?" Fatan asked Zara who had been staring at him. Zara shook her head and shifted her gaze forward. Fatan turned his car into a restaurant.

"Good day, Mr. Restu" said Fatan.

"Good day, Mr. Fatan, and his wife is right?" Ask mr. Restu.

"Yes! Zara she's my wife" Fatan said.

"The perfect woman" said Restu.

Zara just looked down. She actually heard the sentence from another man except her husband.

"Wife where are you, sir?" Ask Fatan.

"It was in the toilet" said Mr. Restu.

"Good day, Fatan!" A beautiful woman just arrived.

Fatan just nodded while Zara smiled, Fatan and Mr. Restu discussed the work problem while Zara and Mr. Restu's wife chatted .

Zara only answered with a smile and occasionally replied because Mr. Restu's wife talked about her husband's disgrace, and Zara did not like that a wife should not indulge her husband's disgrace.

"Sorry ma'am I want to take a toilet first." cut Zara because she does not want the sin of hearing Amel's story name Restu's wife.

"Abang Zara to toilet first!" Pamit Zara Fatan nodded.

When Zara returned Zara saw Mr. Restu's wife sitting next to Fatan and was not ashamed of her Husband.

"Excuse me!" The word Zara makes Amel name Pak Restu wife look up and lift his eyebrows.

Zara just pointed at her chair with her eyes Amel stood up and moved the chair. Fatan looked at Zara as Zara sat down.

"what's wrong?" Asked Fatan who saw Zara's face slightly irritated. Zara just shook her head she wanted to get out of here fast.

After finishing the meeting and the meal Fatan immediately said he understood Zara was uncomfortable. Amel hugs Fatan and wants to kiss Fatan's cheek but Zara tries to pull Fatan away.

"Sorry, excuse me!" Pamit Zara and hold Fatan's hand to come out.

Not polite!" Beware of Fatan when they're in the car.

"Sorry brother, it's not that Zara is disrespectful, but it's inappropriate for a wife in front of her husband to hug another man" Zara said.

Fatan just shut up and run his car to Fatan's office, until in front of Fatan Zara's office confused about what Fatan wants to take him to his office.

"Dragon!" Call Zara.

"Follow me down there's a meeting later you wait in my room," said Fatan, Zara according to him.

When entering Fatan's office all the employees saw Zara, Zara could only smile kindly and follow Fatan from behind.

"Get in an hour and I'll be back" said Fatan.

Zara nodded and went inside while Fatan took the documents and left for a meeting.

Zara saw her husband's workspace was very neat and fragrant. He smiled at the photo of Lana who was laughing happily while playing sand on the beach.

Zara also saw a photo of a beautiful woman who was touched when she observed her eyes similar to Lana's eyes and there was another photo of her husband kissing the woman's forehead in front of him there is a birthday cake.

"Is she Delisa?" Ask Zara to herself. Zara observes every room she does not see her wedding photos on display in Fatan's room.

"Don't I mean anything to him?" Zara smiled bitterly remembering she was not important to Fatan, "Aware Zara you are not in his heart in the least," Zara said slowly.

"O Allah strengthen Zara's heart in addressing this, in fact this is the test You have given to the servant, I sincerely O Allah accept all of this" Zara said in her heart, then he sat down on the couch in Fatan's room.

*****

Finished meeting Fatan immediately returned to his room as he opened the door Fatan saw Zara lying on his couch. Fatan walked closer to Zara and saw a tear on Zara's cheek.

"Did she cry but because of what?" fatan Mumm.

She covers Zara with Jas she walks to her desk and stares at Delisa's photo.

"I still love you Delisa still loves you so much" Fatan said without realizing there were other ears listening to his heart's expression.

"But I have to be able to forget you because I don't want to hurt a woman as good as Zara" he continued in his heart.

It was as if being squeezed so badly when she heard her husband say that to a photo of his ex-lover.

"O Allah is this sick to love without being loved" said Zara.

Fatan keeps looking at Delisa's photo but he has promised to try to accept Zara as his wife, he reverses Delisa's photo and he promises himself he will never remember Delisa again, tomorrow he'll throw away everything that reminds me of Delisa.

"Sorry brother Zara fell asleep," said Zara made Fatan turn to Zara.

"Away awake?" Ask Fatan.

"Sorry brother!" Zara said, Without answering Fatan stood up and invited Zara to come home.

"Let's go home!" Bring Fatan.

Zara nodded and stood up while carrying Fatan's office suit, He walked out of the office flanking Fatan's arm. All the Fatan employees greeted him.

Zaramengangguk and smiled kindly at every Fatan employee who greeted him.

"That's Mr. Fatan's wife is very beautiful, natural," said one of the officials.

"Yes fits the Fatan pack" Desas desus of every Fatan employee who sees Zara.

****

At home Zara immediately took a bath and prayed ashar after which she cooked for dinner for her husband.

"There's no need to cook we're going to eat out" Fatan said as he watched Zara pull the ingredients out of the fridge.

,"Good bang" said Zara, putting the ingredients back in the fridge, Zara followed Fatan in the central sofa.

"Zara!" Call Fatan.

"Hmm" replied Zara.

"thank you" said Fatan.

"for?" Ask Zara

"Have been patient with my attitude for a month, you have never complained with my attitude towards you" Fatan said.

"It's Zara's obligation as brother's wife" Zara said.

"Do you want to repeat from the beginning? we're gonna be husband and wife like husband and wife do?" Tanya Fatan made Zara smile, By saying bismillah in Zara's heart nod she hoped this was the beginning of everything.

"I will learn to accept all of this and teach and rebuke me if I'm wrong" Fatan said.

Fatan had promised himself to accept Zara, Zara was so kind and responsible and a good mama for Lana.

"God willing" replied Zara.

"I will learn to accept you even if I can't love you yet but I will try to love you for all my past" Fatan said.

Zara smiled and nodded she would learn patience again to get love from Fatan.

"Here!" Pinta Fatan, Zara approaches and Fatan pulls her into his arms.

"is this real, God? My husband will learn to accept me, even though he can't love me yet but I believe that love will come from getting used to being together.

is this a dream? If this is a dream then do not wake me from this beautiful dream, O God." Bathin Zara without realizing it she shed happy tears.