As sincere as Zara's love

wedding

"Will it be my sunnah, whoever does not like me, not my people" (HR. Ibn Majah, from Aisha r.a.)

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Today is the day that Zara will remember during her life where she will let go of her youth, by marrying a young businessman.

Zara sat in a room with Helen and her half-sister, the son of her second papa wife despite their excellent half-brother relationship.

"Don't be nervous, your hands are so cold" Helen said.

"Yes, your deck is so cold" said Sandra, her half-sister.

zara simply smiled, "God may this be my first and last" she prayed in her heart. "Let's done, '" said the mother of his young wife.

Zara is led by Helen and Sandra to the bottom floor where the marriage contract is carried out. Zara looked at the few people who were watching her with a look of admiration making her a little embarrassed. Zara circulated her gaze looking for the figure who would become her priest.

"please deh Ra will also meet your husband," said Helen knowing Zara looking for the figure of Fatan. Sandra smiled to hear Helen flirting with her step-sister. Zara sits between Aminah and Maryam. Aminah squeezed Zara's hand she knew her son was nervous even though he was not the one who said ijab qobul.

"I accept the marriage of Fatimah Azzara bint Darman Prayoko with a dowry set of prayer tools and money two million sixteen thousand rupiah paid in cash," said Fatan with one breath.

Legitimate?

Legitimate.

Zara grew increasingly violent as Fatan approached her, this was the first time a man approached and touched her hand pinning a diamond-studded ring. Zara lowered her head as Fatan's hand was placed on her head. Zara kissed Fatan's hand when Fatan had finished reading the do'a.

"Assalamu'alikum" hail.

"Waalaikum salam" he answered and kissed the top of Zara's head.

Zara sees Helen smiling seductively while she is in a photo session, "the ehem that has been copied," seduced Helen who will take pictures with Zara.

When the photo of the two Zara just realized that her husband was the person she had met first the first man who touched the heart of a Zara three years ago. the messy-haired man came out of the supermarket with a few baby diapers with his upset face.

"Don't keep looking at me, everyone is looking at us" said Fatan, awakening his daydream and making him bow down in shame.

The event was over Zara was already in the room to remove her makeup and change her clothes with more casual clothes.

While tidying up her hair Zara recalled when she first met Fatan.

Zara, who had just wanted to enter the supermarket, was hit with a man carrying a lot of plastic bags containing baby diapers that fell to the ground

"Damn it, the road does not look around" he said

"Assalamu'alaikum, sorry my master accidentally," Zara said apologizing instead of forgiving Fatan instead of looking at Zara and cursing at Zara.

"He next time the road looks ahead," he said. "forgive me my master accidentally" Zara said as she helped pick up the fallen diapers..

When his eyes are on him.a

"God willing, this man" he said in his heart. "Astagfirullahaladzim" Zara took heart after realizing she admired a man who was not her muhrim.

"This sir forgive me" he said once again as he gave the plastic bag

after the death of Fatan Zara held his chest that felt dag dig dug.

"God what's wrong with me?"

"why do you just shut up, get your hair done, and get ready." He said he'd dunked Zara's daydream

"Where are you going?" Zara asked confusedly.

"Go to my house quickly" he said and passed away.

Zara quickly tidied up her hair and went after Fatan ahead.

"Mama!" Call zra when you see Aminah.

"Be prepared" said Aminah.

"Where's Emank going, mama?" Zara asked confused as to why everyone had told her to get ready.

"Go home to your husband, your son is alone at home" Aminah said.

The kid? astagfirullah Zara forgot that she had an express child. "Astagfirullah ma Zara forgot, Zara said first ma," said Zara.

"Be careful, dear" said Aminah as Zara got into her car.

Now it was Fatan's turn to say goodbye to Aminah.

"Ma Fatan said goodbye, we will come here often" Fatan said, kissing Aminah's hand.

"Dragon mama's son, he's mama's only treasure," Aminah's message read.

"remind him if he is wrong" continued Aminah.

Fatan.

"Fatan will take care of Zara, we go first." he said and got in the car.

"Assalamualaikum mama," greetings Zara. the car slowly walked away from the yard of the house owned by Aminah who became a silent witness she grew up until she married.

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Zara saw the big house in front of her, the house that will be her residence now and as long as God willing.

"Until when do you stay there" asked Fatan while carrying his bag that was in front of the door.

Zara slightly gasped when she heard Fatan's voice, "sorry," Zara muttered as she walked after Fatan. Zara Fatan house which looks beautiful arrangement of space is very fitting with Fatan which is authoritative and luxurious.

"awwuh," complained Zara as she hit the back body of Fatan who stopped suddenly.

"This is our room, next to Lana's," Fatan said as he stared at Zara fiercely.

Zara nodded at Fatan's explanation. "Have a rest, I want to finish the office work" Fatan said.

"emh sorry Bang, how are Zara's clothes?" Ask Zara.

"did you see any limelight? Put there!" said Fatan in a slightly loud voice making Zra slightly lowered her head in fear.

After Fotan came out, Zara walked to the closet on the right side of Fatan's room she arranged her clothes into a closet that blends with the wall.

"a house as big as just two" he murmured considering this big house was only occupied with Lana alone even the housekeeper was not there.

Zara, who finished her dress, walked out of the room to the kitchen, and opened the fridge in a refrigerator full of chocolate ice cream, fruit, vegetables.

Zara took out some food to cook she knew Fatan had not eaten from the morning because after the reception they went straight to this house.

"I'll pick Lana up first,"

"Astagfirullahaladzim." barito Fatan's voice surprised Zara who was busy cutting vegetables.

"Does Zara need to come?" Ask Zara.

"No need," he answered briefly, Zara cuddled and walked towards Fatan as she extended her hand to shake hands with Fatan, Fatan looking at him confusedly.

"Salim," said Zara he raised his hand and reached out his hand welcoming Zara. "be careful bang" Zara's message, Fatan just nodded.

Zara followed Fatan without being asked to drive Fatan to the front door and returned to continue cooking after Fatan's car disappeared from view.

Zara finished cooking and preparing her dinner table downstream of the wall clock that had entered the prayer time isya' she immediately rushed to the bathroom to take ablution water and carry out her duties as a Muslim.

"Assalamualaikum," hail Zara.

"Greetings waalaikum" he answered Zara reaching for Fatan's hand to be in her without saying Fatan went inside leaving Zara with Lana at the door.

"Dear Assalamualaikum," Zara greeted Alana who was silently staring at the door.

"Waalaikumsalam," he replied softly, Zara crouched down to be on par with her son.

"What's the matter?" ask Zara.

"mama here?" Alana asked in shock and confusion.

Zara nodded and smiled amusedly at the shock of her son.

"mama's gonna stay here?" ask again.

Zara nodded again, "forever?" he ensured

"God willing, dear" replied Zara.

"Yeeaaahhh" he cried happily and scurryingly in Zara's arms.

"Alana happy?"

"of course, dong Alana is very happy," he replied with his distinctive voice making Zara very fond of Alana when he first met Alana.

"Lana's already mammed?" Alana shakes.

"Mama was cooking, want mama's cooking?" Zara asked as she carried Alana maasuk, Alana nodded happily.

Zara sat down Alana's special seat, and she called Fatan to eat.

"Lana bentar mama want to call papa first yes," said Zara. He nodded without looking at Zara as he was already tempted by the dishes at the dinner table that there were some delicious dishes in his opinion.

Zara smiled at Alana who was excited by the dishes at the dinner table, she stepped towards the Fatan work space near the family gathering room.

Zara knocked on her door open a little she saw Fatan was being serious about his work.

"Sorry brother, Lana's eating first waiting at the table to eat" said Zara. Fatan looked at Zara for a while then refocused on her worksheet.

before long Fatan closed his worksheet and moved out Zara followed behind him.

Zara sits next to Lana while Fatan sits at the end of the table watching Zara interact with her son.

"Mama, Lana asked for the bulls," pointed Lana at the plate containing the pulsating tofu

"Know darling?" Ask Zara while taking a round tofu to Lana's plate.

"Lana doesn't know her name, but the bullet-like ping pong ball is lo ma," Lana said. Zara nodded "yes dear this name knows round," Zara told him.

"Which one do you want?" Ask Fatan but there is no answer coming out of Fatan's mouth, Zara can only exhale hopefully given patience.

"astagfirullah patient Zara," inner Zara.

"papa likes all the food mama just take everything for papa," said Lana while enjoying the round tofu made.

Zara nodded she gave some of her cooking to the Fatan plate.

"Lana finished eating straight to sleep as usual," said Fatan and passed away leaving Zara slightly dumbstruck with Fatan's nature.

"Mama accompany Lana bobok ya!" Lana said, Zara who was dumbfounded immediately focused again on Lana.

"okay but wait a minute, I want to clear this up first" Zara said, and received a nod of approval from Lana.

*****

Zara recites a bedtime story to Lana in Lana's room she sees some neatly arranged fairy tale books set beside Lana's bed.

"papa always recites a fairy tale to Lana every day if papa is not busy," he said typical of 3-year-olds, Zara stopped reading and focused on listening without making a sound.

"mama keep Lana company, huh? Don't ever stay in Lana, "he said. Hearing that Zara immediately hugged Lana, "God willing, dear Mama will accompany Lana until anytime."

Zara continued her reading until she could not hear Lana's funny voice she smiled when she saw Lana was asleep, Zara stood up and put a blanket on Lana's little body, so she kissed her forehead and turned on the sleeping lamp after she came out.

Before entering Zara's room back into the kitchen to wash the former dinner last night after all was finished he immediately walked towards the room when entering the room he saw Fatan was already leaning on the bed with his hands holding the tablet.

Zara walked towards the closet she picked up long-sleeved pajamas and immediately entered the bathroom. Doubtfully Zara steps out of Zara's bathroom a little scared because it's her first night, Zara keeps thinking whether Fatan will demand her to fulfill her right, Zara says, let the time answer it all because Zara felt like she was avoiding it.

Zara sat down on the bed and looked at Fatan who was still busy with his tablet, ignoring Zara who was beside him.

"Bang!" Call her.

Fatan turned his head to Zara, Fatan frowned when he saw Zara extending her hand with a confused feeling Fatan welcomed Zara's helping hand.

"Zara sleeps first bang, sorry if Zara made a wrong assalamu'alaikilum" said Zara

It is customary to go to bed always apologizing to his mother because no one ever knows when the angel of the lifeless comes to us because death is a divine secret.

"Waalaikumsalam" Fatan replied in a confused tone looking at the Zara ritual before going to bed.

*****

Fatan looked at Zara who was sleeping on her back, he looked at the small body to be honest she was a good and beautiful girl, but he still did not believe in her half-woman. The reason is because a woman in the past her future is almost destroyed.The stupidity in the past who loved the woman so much that maybe even until now she is still very much in love. The woman who gave him a beautiful daughter, but unfortunately the woman he loved preferred another man who was richer than him and left the little princess without sin with him.

Flasbacks.

Fatan recalled the incident three years ago where he had just returned from his business trip he was surprised by the arrival of his lover Delisa to his office by holding a tiny baby without sin, he was shocked by the arrival of his girlfriend Delisa to his office by holding a tiny baby without sin, with a smile Fatan greeted him and invited Delisa in. He was very sure that the little baby that was held by Delisa was his son, because a month of his departure Delisa told him that she was pregnant with the results of her relationship on the night of her separation first.

Fatan had come home from his business trip only to accompany Delisa went to check her content without the knowledge of her family. He did not tell Delisa's condition to his parents nor did Delisa tell his parents about his condition because he lived alone in the capital. At that time Fatan promised after his business trip he would marry her.

"Hay dear," said Fatan "i miss you so much, is he my son?" tanyakanya.

"yes, he's your son and will be your own son,? Delisa's words confused Fatan.

"what do you mean? This is our son going to be our son, the day after tomorrow I'm going to ask my parents to propose to you,"

"no need, I gave this child to you, instead of you wanting me to keep it, no, now this child has been born and I give it up completely to you" said Delisa who increasingly confused Fatan.

"you mean what? I don't understand anymore" said Fatan.

"i will marry someone else who may be more than you, and she rejected this child, I regret following your orders to keep her that time," Delisa said to the disappointed Fatan.

Fatan did not expect Delisa to say that, the lover she loved so much said that. He pioneered the business that he lives now only for his future with Delisa because Fatan realized the lifestyle of Delisa who did not want to live an ordinary life, in fact, he received business trips abroad just to develop his business was even urged from Delisa. But what he got after his business trip he got betrayal from his lover.

"never involve me with this child again I will live happily with my future husband and I don't want you to come bring this child to me," delisa said and handed the little baby to Fatan. Not yet Fatan said anything Delisa had gone to leave him with a tiny baby who was carrying her.

At that time Fatan promised the baby he was carrying to work hard to prove that he was incomparable to any man, he also swore that one day Delisa would come back to him.

"don't worry dear papa will take care of and care for you, papa will work hard so that your mama back to papa, you know dear papa loves your mama very much," whispered Fatan.

Fatan saw the small body squirming he immediately lay down and closed his eyes pretending he opened his eyes when he felt the side of the bed move, Zara who realized it immediately apologized to Fatan.

"sorry Bang Zara woke up brother huh?" said Zara.

Fatan closed his eyes again without answering Zara's question, Zara complained and went to the bathroom.

Fatan reopened his eyes to see the clock that was still at half-hour two in the morning, Fatan was confused by Zara why he woke up this morning and prayed. Actually Fatan is still not ready to open his heart back to other women, but Lana always asks where her mother is and always cries to have a mother, but she always wants to have a mother, Fatan did not have the heart to see him finally Fatan received advice from his mother to marry his best friend's son whom I had never met before.

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