As sincere as Zara's love

#7

Abu Daud, Prophet Muhammad SAW. said: Come (gauli) your field (Wife) according to what you want, give him food if you eat, give him clothes, give him food, don't be surly to him and don't hit him.

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After the party Zara immediately perform prayers Isya' while Fatan entered his work room. And immediately sat down at his desk thinking about what his friend had said about Zara.

"Am I lucky to have it?" Ask Fatan to himself.

The knock on the door made Fatan stand up and open the door. Zara stood at the door still wearing her face. Fatan raised his eyebrows.

"the brother's phone sounded, Zara thought it was important so Zara brought it here," Zara said as she reached out to Fatan's phone, Fatan picked it up and saw who had contacted her.

"Thank you" said Fatan and went back into his room.

Zara returned to her room to remove her face.

When she wanted to get up on the bed Zara heard the sound of the door opening, she saw her husband had just entered the room.

"You want to sleep?" Ask Fatan.

Zara heard her husband's question just silently still in disbelief.

"Zara!" Call Fatan.

"ah! No bang, Zara did not want to sleep to check the income of Zara's cafe" replied Zara a little surprised.

"Will you drink?" Zara asked, Fatan shook his head.

Zara still looked at Fatan waiting for what Fatan would say because he knew that Fatan wanted to say something visible from the restless look on Fatan's face.

Zara decided to take the tab because Fatan did not reveal what he wanted, he starts opening his emails while Fatan is confused to tell Zara if he wants to ask for her rights as a husband but Fatan is self-conscious what he deserves to be called a husband?

When her friend insulted Zara she was silent, and she was always cold to her was she worthy of being called a husband?

But the desire of Fatan can no longer be postponed, long before he married when his libido wanted to be satisfied he would look for a woman of the night but now he has his wife Zara he does not want to make any more sins by hurting his wife quite first the great sins that he do so.

"Did you want something?" Ask Zara.

Fatan shook his head, Zara still stared at the restless face of her husband

Zara put her tab on the table next to her bed. He held his seat facing Fatan who was now lying down trying to close his eyes.

"Abang! If you can't accept Zara as your brother's wife, accept Zara as your brother's best friend, a friend who is there when you need her," Zara said, making Fatan open his eyes and glance at Zara.

"Sleep!" His order.

Zara could only sigh the little Fatan still could not accept him.

Finally, Zara laid her back on her back, and she did not want to sin in vain because she slept against her husband.

Fatan opened his eyes and glanced at Zara who had already closed her eyes.

He looked at the face of Ayu Zara, a shining face that provided shade for anyone who looked.

now he is also accustomed to the habit of Zara who wakes up at night to pray even though his marriage is still one month old.

He could not sleep at all, he occasionally glanced at Zara who was sound in his sleep.

Slowly he raised his hand he pointed it at Zara's face he rubbed slowly on Zara's smooth white cheeks.

"She is beautiful, gentle and loving" she murmured, touching her natural red lips without lipstick.

"Teach me to accept you" he murmured.

Slowly he drew himself closer to Zara and kissed Zara's forehead briefly then he laid his body again because soon Zara would wake up.

And it was true that soon Zara got up and got out of bed and looked at her husband.

Pulling the blanket up to cover her husband, she stepped into the bathroom.

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One month later.

Zara had prepared breakfast for her and her husband, because Lana was staying at her mother's house.

"Assalamualaikum" said Fatan who was neat with his work suit.

"Waalaikumsalam" Zara replied.

"Today Zara cooked some fried noodles" Zara said with a smile.

Fatan smiled back and it was the first time that Zara was happy, being stunned by Fatan's smile for her.

He also prepared black coffee for Fatan.

"Let's let Zara pick Lana up" Zara said.

"No need, Lana was taken to Singapore for the next week" replied Fatan.

"mama?" Ask Zara.

"yes, my mother called me yesterday" said Fatan.

Zara nodded and did not ask again she started eating her breakfast.

Fatan who had finished his breakfast prepared to leave as usual Zara kissed Fatan's hand and as usual without any kisses dear.

"Assalamualikum" greeting Fatan.

"waalaikumsalam, be careful" Zara said.

Fatan nodded. Fatan is still not ready to make Zara his full wife.

Fatan at the brooding office promised he would try to accept Zara as his wife.

Although her heart was still for Delisa.

"Where did you go was actually Delisa?" Ask Fatan to himself.

"I miss you so much" he said again.

"Hmmm this way who will never be happy," said the new God who entered as usual without knocking on the door first.

"Can you knock on the door first?" furious Fatan, God only grinned.

"your wife who has been patient with you who can never see his kindness" said Dewa while sitting in front of Fatan's desk. The gods have begun to lose patience to see the attitude of his best friend who can never appreciate his wife.

"lo never fretted that you should be able to appreciate the feelings of someone let alone your wife," advised God.

"Gue should how Wa?" Ask Fatan. Which according to the Gods was a stupid question for the Fatan class.

"accept her bro, she's a very special girl, I know all that from Helen because Helen was good friends with her since she was a child" said the god

"I'll try," he said.

"Never let her down, she's a good girl, too good, honestly when I first heard from Helen she was going to marry you I warned her to refuse because I'm not sure you're the same, and you already have children even out of wedlock," said the God without noticing the change in Fatan's face.

"He said that he hasn't met your son yet and now see your son loves him so much, think about it! " said the Lord, "remember never to regret if one day Zara leaves you, if you do not want to change your attitude," continued the God and left.

Fatan saw the departure of God can only see God deliberately coming to his room just to lecture.

"Damn lo Wa!" Fatan Umpat.

True God said he should be able to accept Zara, Zara was so good with him even she was willing to take care of her son and loved her son very much.

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In the afternoon Fatan drove his car to his house. At home Fatan went straight into his room when the door opened Fatan silently pecked, he sees Zara changing clothes he does not intend to turn around he continues to stare at Zara's smooth back until Zara's screeches startle him.

"Astagfirefull!" Screaming Zara as she saw Fatan standing in front of the door.

Zara quickly changed her surprised face with a smile as usual to disguise her heartbeat.

"assalamualaikum" said Zara, extending her hand to greet her.

"Bath let Zara make you drink first." Zara said and passed out.

Fatan sat on the bed to normalize his heartbeat.

Fatan came down from upstairs to see Zara calling someone with a serious face making Fatan curious and approached her.

"Is there a problem?" Ask Fatan.

"Slightly but already solved bang," Zara replied without wanting to tell what the problem was.

"Feed a meal first" Zara asked.

After eating Fatan directly into his study only his study room that makes him able to think, While Zara was in the tv room so love her husband with his ex-lover until he did not want to accept other women in his heart.

"Is God this hard to get a little love from my husband?" Bathin Zara stared at the big photo in front of her.

"Can I survive this ? give zara the Way, O Allah," he continued.

A drop of tears fell on his cheeks he immediately removed it, in fact he was very fragile inside, no one he invited to talk to remove all the grunts he had in his heart at a time like this.

Adhan isya' reverberated telling all Muslims immediately to carry out their obligations to rest on the one who has all this universe.

Zara immediately went up to perform prayers Isya', Actually she wanted her husband to be a priest during prayer but it seems it will be difficult to see Fatan who always avoid when invited to congregate.

Zara raised her hand upon asking the Supreme One.

"Oh God! Not many requests I just open one little door of Zara's husband's heart." Zara told me,

"Give Zara the patience to face Zara's husband, give Zara's husband the flexibility to accept Zara," Zara asked, and unbeknownst to Zara Fatan standing behind the door, she heard everything Zara said, When he entered Zara was already sitting on Rias's desk while tidying her hair.

Fatan sat on the bed and watched Zara combing her hair.

"Zara!" Call Fatan.

"Yes bang?" Zara replied gently while facing her husband.

"I want to ask for my right," said Fatan suddenly, Zara froze Fatan so actually he wanted to apologize for his attitude all along but what was said did not match what he was in his heart.

"Zara is ready and sincere bang," Zara said with a smile.

Fatan stood up and stepped closer to Zara, fuming Zara's forehead for the third time for Fatan, yes the first three times after the marriage contract, after the marriage contract, second yesterday third now Zara just closed her eyes to absorb the kiss of a husband a second time for Zara.

In Zara's heart just give thanks, hopefully this will be the beginning that will change her cold attitude to Zara.

She carried Zara's little body onto the bed and put Zara's little body to sleep, she also lay down.

"What makes you love me?" Asked Fatan, he knew Zara was nervous now so he did not immediately exercise his rights he wanted to invite Zara to chat to make Zara more rilex.

Fatan was lying on his side facing Zara with one hand to refute her head.

"Zara doesn't know" Zara replied with a slight nervousness.

"That's not the answer, why can you love me? give me one reason" Pinta Fatan.

"Zara has no reason why Zara loves you...,"

Fatang frowned not understanding with Zara's hanging answer.

"If Zara loves you for your brother's wealth but one day if God takes away all your brother's property and you have no more Zara's wealth there is no reason to love you anymore, if Zara loves brother because brother is handsome if old brother Zara will no longer love brother because brother's face will be wrinkled and not handsome anymore then Zara has no reason to love brother, therefore Zara has no reason to love brother, Zara loves you because of God, Zara loves you there's no reason why Zara could love you" Zara replied, leading Fatan to look at Zara silently, His hand outstretched against Zara's cheek.

"it's inappropriate that I have a girl like you too kind" Fatan said, Zara shook her head.

"it's not appropriate to be inappropriate for everyone to be with whom, I'm even more fortunate to be one of the family members in this house living with a man who is able to raise his own little daughter" Zara said.

"I didn't take care of her myself Mama helped me".

Zara nodded and looked at Fatan's face boldly Zara held Zara's hand holding the hand of Fatan caressing her cheek.

"I still feel unworthy of you with my past even I still can't love you," Fatan said, Zara shook her head softly.

"it's okay brother don't be burdened about it, Zara accept brother as he is, accept brother's past, the past is the best teacher is not so brother?" Ask Zara.

Fatan nodded and looked at Zara.

"I can't even see another woman in my heart still bearing her name," Fatan said making Zara smile in bitterness.

Zara took a deep breath and exhaled slowly removing the tightness in her chest.

"Teach me to accept you!" Pinta Fatan's. Zara nodded.

"i can't teach you to accept me because accepting or rejecting him is your choice, only one sincere bang, if you sincerely accept Zara God willing you can accept Zara" Zara replied slowly.

"Zara!" Call Fatan.

"Yes?"

"Let me ask for my rights" he said.

"There is no need to ask permission bang Zara ready and sincere".

Fatan approached Zara with a frown on Zara, as Fatan wanted to tempt her into holding her back, making Fatan look at her with a flash of disappointment in his eyes.

"sorry Bang, read the do'a first! Let God know what will happen next" Zara said.

Fatan nodded and recited the do'a and blew on the top of Zara's crown.

Zara was slightly fixated that Fatan understood the sunnah moment before doing that.

"Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim" said Zara, closing her eyes as her body fused together.

"Alhamdulillah" Zara said as she gained first-world enjoyment with a halal man.

"She's!!" Shouted Fatan as he reached his peak.

Making Zara shed tears and immediately turn her face away she did not want her tears seen by Fatan, and make Zara a little disappointed even when like this that there is in the mind and heart of Fatan is only his ex-lover.

"Describe me, O God, that only You can turn your heart back and forth." Bathin Zara's,