
Water take me away with you, following the stream, the groove. I'm stuck in shackles. The shackles that always possessed the veins, the fear of myself. How weak I am, always hiding like a voice. It can be heard but is difficult to digest by the eyes. I don't want to give up but what power I have is nothing, not a swordsman gold bezirah and not a diamond as hard as steel. I am but a flower and will remain a weak creature. Fear of being hurt, fear of being hurt, fear of the dark
If only I had been ordered to choose! Which one will I choose between the right hand of Fire and the left hand of Water? Then the answer I will definitely choose is the right hand that contains Fire. At least Fire provides cleansing from all disease and illuminates from darkness.
The right is a form of purity while the left is a sign of uncleanness
Here I am, a rose that wants to change something stupid. Greed and greed destroy everything. The binding of the blood covenant made him rot 'rotten to death because of a punishment he never remembered why he had to serve the condemned punishment, he wept but he never got any answer from any question he asked the Almighty'
"Why? Why am I like this? I want to be let go."
Pseudo-dreams. Had he never been born into the world would he not have felt this fear? He kept remembering who he was about his old self. But on the one hand he wants to ask for help or just fix something about anger and the embers of hatred
The mountains and the sea are held by hand. Heaven and earth are the places of the earth. What else do you want from a snake? No, not incarnation. How could he possibly get a curse if he was just a female snake! It was, that flower was the new birth form of the 1000th Dragon. The Lord of the Mountains and the Sea
Too bad, he got punished. His body died but not with the pearl of life
The stone of life is reborn with a flower as its new container, and the withered flower wants to end all the strife that always dwells in the depths of his heart. He no longer cared, but he loved the loved ones in his life and he declared the covenant vow "I risked my life to protect all that I love. May my Lord always forgive a thousand times, protect and guard all lives and always give the opportunity of the lost stolen to repair themselves to all beings" That was his words as he looked at the blue sky, because he wanted to end the bitterness of his past life. He wanted to make a new way of life 'Peace does not mean without thought warfare or without emotional spillage, nor without sacrifice nor without selfishness'
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Hana smiled at the story of the picture of a sleeping flower, where she returned to her life when she was still not in school.
His dream last night was about his happiness playing marbles with his older brother in the front yard of the house. Although Hana is a girl but she also really likes to play boy toys because she always tailed her Brother at every time after waiting for Brother to go home to school
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Thou hast sent Thunder to frighten me into fear every time I fight against the image of destiny. You sent me a pill while I was shackled by hatred. You send sorrow every time a fire of anger comes near me, torturing me like a whip of hell. Just die a lie. Only dead the allied slaves. Just die the traitors. But I won't shut down your body, I'll kill your life and lead you into the pit of hell, the land of the undead. Greed is what you want and I will give you the path you deserve
True death is only for those who are chosen and regardless of all burdens without lies or not without lara_batin. The best possible path God gave and determined because all of his creation must have come back to him.
I am not an angel, nor an angel or a damned demon. I am just a creature who wants to find answers to every question of life, I want to be free to step, to look, to look, to go back, or where should I stay? Can I determine the path of life without having to look back or forward? May I smile to declare that I am grateful for the life You have given me? Surprised me, almost fell body also my body because the legs hum a hunk wait for the teak sticks that have worn out weathered age.
I want to cry. Telling me all my sadness and guilt. I want to protect and be protected. Scared, I was so scared
Do not end this life. I can't afford it. Apologize, give forgiveness. Have mercy, I beg of you. Lord
I do not want to bring murky water out of the ocean nor do I want to bring black clouds from the top of the hill. Not my Lord, because I want to ask forgiveness from you, so free me from the fear of my heart. The shackles that always torture at every umpteenth of a footstep tread on the ground with hair. The marshland was like quicksand, swallowing deep into the earth until it was unable to breathe, could I grab a handle to save a life? Give me a miracle
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"What are you there for?" I said, "What is it to show your beauty? But you are weak and fragile. Surely you won't be able to last long" I thought to you because you were silent "Wait a minute, because you always want to be looked at? You must want to be seen! Be careful because your desire can hurt you to the root" My hina's cry for the Flower "Don't cry. You will look very fragile and weak. The seduction will not work for me because the Blunt Arrow without the Bow will not be able to dart unless you plug directly using the expertise that has been sharpened" Warning I throw at the danger of approaching wanting to hurt from a distance or too close
I expect freedom from the shackles that always torment the mind binding the body