Aryana Hanna

Awan

Beautiful, everything looks beautiful

The flickering starlight makes me always shady of his presence

The night clouds do not block the starlight from reaching Earth

The light of the Sun illuminates the darkness of night and day as the Sun

Don't make me stranded in the valley of darkness. Please, I'm afraid, very afraid to be in a narrow room without a light gap illuminating, through the oxygen hole.

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Name: Hana Aryana

Born: Jambi, 21 May 1995

Type. : Female

Religion : Islam

Country : Indonesia

Blood type: A+

Hana accidentally finds her biodata paper during Kindergarten first in a Pikachu-shaped backpack that is still stored neatly in the old house, considered long ago Hana to miss the past. Want Hana back to a time where she did not feel the agony of tightness, making it difficult to breathe

Clouds are just clouds that Hana always looks at when she always feels lonely, her fear of dark and narrow spaces is always haunting. Somehow he was always trapped in the valley of darkness, absorbed so deeply that he could not reach the root of the rope to creep up

Maybe Hana is a stupid and innocent girl but behind it all a lot of stored hope, hope to change perception is not good. Hana forgets her promise to someone, someone who wants clarity.

Trapped in two worlds, Hana was born half-human which is the reason why Hana never wanted to kill. Since he couldn't do it, they said "Your daughter is too weak, why? why princess?" and Hannah spoke three words "I don't have the heart".

They always call Hana Princess but princess in their nature not in the real world

This little girl had made a stupid pact, where she asked for help. Hana's great-grandfather and Grandparents had died a long time ago and continued to Hana 'The curse is not broken forever'

"Daughter you must live, live" An adult girl dressed in old swordsman's clothes said, she was wearing a long cloth tied to her waist, her hair in ponytails, she was wearing a long cloth, then in the middle of the forehead there is a prism-shaped sign of square betel leaf, his right hand holding a samurai

Then Hana answered, "Urus is your own business"

"*My daughter came to protect you"

"Go, I don't need help don't need protection. I'm not a princess"

"Daughter you can't kick me out, your grandfather assigned me to protect you, protect your life. When you die they will all rebel"

"I don't care, let them rebel and fight each other, let them kill each other, and let them not protect each other anymore, I don't care"

"I don't want to live like this continuously"

"My daughter is always with you and will always protect you so don't be afraid anymore. There I am here near you always with you even though you cannot see and feel my presence by your side at all times"

"I want to break that stupid deal"

"can't. You made it with your blood, you said you didn't want to kill. Letting us do all that, as long as God permits, we fight because you want us to eradicate the traitors. Why are you weak?"

"All I want is one little thing, to live as a whole human being. Not a blood demon"

"You're really pathetic*"

For some reason whenever Hana sat pensively staring at the clouds it was always the one in Hana's mind, always ringing incessantly

Hana was eager to reach for the stars in the sky and talk to her deceased grandfather. Grandpa, Hana lonely Hana scared. Grandpa help Hana, can Grandpa hear Hana's inner voice in nature?

The little girl who believed in superstition, where she believed that when she looked at the stars, the brightest flickering star was the spirit of someone who had died. The one who is most longed for and named in the heart

But Hana also believed in another superstition, anywhere she was staring at the clear sky night or day, or day, mean the person who is very missed in the heart was the same looking at the sky and also the same self-defeating. Connections between distances

"Truly, is he also this time trying to miss me?" Hana muttered while not stopping looking at the clouds highlighted by the blinding rays of the sun.

Since that day without separation, Hana always misses all about her heart. Hopefully someday he who awaited all this time will come to meet him to say a sacred promise and take it, bring a new home to live together. Take care of each other and love, give hope and a whole family

Hana the girl who never cared about her origin was born on this Earth, she believed God created her and she believed she was not a creature that should be exiled because of differences.

Likewise with his promise to someone who wants certainty, hoping that we all creatures on Earth live side by side and respect each other without choosing or ostracizing because of racial differences. Live properly but do not exceed the limits and rules because it is not a good thing.

Believe that those who live on Earth are not only humans, trees and animals but there are many other types of course they also want life without being disturbed let alone disturbed peace

Currently they are in nature there are killing each other, a betrayal that begins with greed. Have we all thought, why there are natural disasters coming? I don't know if I can't answer for sure and exactly, but I know we can all turn bad things into good things, right?

Can we all unite to turn this world into a calm and peaceful world not in the sense of bloodshed not in the sense of no war. Can we protect each other? Protect whatever is dear, loved, loved and loved. All will be well awake when opening each other's eyes and conscience

Never ostracize or ostracize each other, forgiveness is better and forgiving each other is perfection. Can we shoulder-to-shoulder? working together to defend each other's beliefs to achieve the same goal? that goal, the rays of the Sun that will give the light of the Sun, he will show the way of light every time it falls mired, plunged into the valley of darkness.

The light will shine in the darkness

Don't be afraid and don't run, face it all. Let the light that guides each path not be lost as long as the Sun is still shining brightly

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Hana smiled at the biodata, and then she put it in her closet drawer box, all of it is a memory left over from childhood, but Hana does not want to forget all those beautiful memories that are still a secret.

Hana wanted to tell it but it was too long and long when it was spelled out, requiring a lot of paper and pen to record every word detail of her diary story