After the Rain

Survive, or Let go

Daniar massaging chest. Trying to dampen the sense of tightness that is increasingly popping in his chest. Her heart really hurt because she was forced to silence her husband. However, Daniar had no other choice. Seeing Yandri before him, it would only make Daniar's wounds gap again.

There was a lot of disappointment that she felt for her husband. Even so much disappointment, Daniar himself never wanted to care anymore about his own feelings. He always tries to understand and understand. Endure for Yandri and his love.

However, the attitude of his mother Yandri who had humiliated himself in front of the family of Aji, who had zolimized him so much that he had no hope of having another child, all of it had crossed the threshold of his patience.

Daniar can no longer stand by and take everything for granted. The more Ms. Maryam zoned herself, the more she realized she had to let go of Yandri. For him, for his safety and also for his son's future.

That woman has made me lose my future son. It doesn't rule out the possibility that he can also eliminate me. Mommy knows, you will be devastated if you leave. However, surviving will not be of any use to the mother, the inner Daniar.

Knock on the door, sound again. Daniar awakens from his daydream. However, he was still reluctant to open the door. Daniar thought, the man standing behind the door, must be her husband. Yandri who is still faithful waits for a greeting from him.

"Liar, can you come in?" ask Miss Salma.

Hmm .. Apparently the one who knocked on the door outside was his own mother. Daniar breathed a sigh of relief. Apparently, Yandri had already left for work.

"Just go in, Mom. The door was not locked" Daniar replied, still staring at the green Japanese grass from behind the window.

Chequek!

Ms. Salma opened the room door. Daniar was standing in front of the window.

"Kok wake up anyway, Ni? You should have just slept. Don't move much" said Ms. Salma.

Daniar. He smiled faintly as Ms. Salma approached him.

"It's okay, Mom. Learn to walk too. If you keep lying down, the blood can freeze. His muscles will feel stiff, too" Daniar said.

Miss Salma smiled. "Yes, but don't stand in front of the window for long, son," said Ms. Salma.

Daniar could only nod in response to his mother's words.

"Oh yes, Brother. Yandri has returned to Indramayu. Did he say goodbye to you first?" ask Miss Salma.

Hygiene ....

Daniar did not respond at all to the words of his mother. Apparently Daniar was reluctant to discuss about her husband. Only a breath so heavy was clearly heard.

Ms. Salma realized that her daughter did not want to know anything about her daughter-in-law. However, Daniar's attitude was certainly wrong in Ms. Salma's eyes. Therefore, Ms. Salma always looked for opportunities to discuss the problems that might be going on between Daniar and Yandri. She did not want her child's household to be stricken with disharmony.

"Sit, Ni!" ma'am Salma's orders arrived near her bed.

Daniar according. He then sat down on the edge of the bed. So did Miss Salma who sat next to Daniar. A split second later, Ms. Salma looked at Daniar so closely.

"What's up, Niar? Even after Yandri returned to Indramayu, you still silenced him. What was Yandri's fault with you? Did he have a mistake so fatal that it's worth keeping it that way?" Ms. Salma poked Daniar with a variety of questions. He was trying to figure out the reason his daughter had silenced her beloved daughter-in-law.

"No, ma'am .. nothing. Kang Yandri never got it wrong with Niar," Daniar said, bowing his head.

"If he never did anything wrong to you, why would you silence Yandri like that? In fact, you deliberately rejected him. No good loh Ni, happen like that to your husband. Your priest! Do you not realize that your attitude will make your relationship and Yandri become tenuous?" said Mrs Salma.

"The more tenuous, the easier it will be to accept" muttered Daniar, staring blankly at the room window.

Ms. Salma who was still hearing the murmur of her eldest daughter, immediately frowned.

What does all this mean? What is the meaning behind the words I just heard? What does Daniar mean by talking like that? inner Lady Salma.

"Ish, be careful when you speak, Niar. Do not let one day you regret your own words" advised Ms. Salma.

Daniar looked back at his mother. Seeing the look of worry on his mother's face, Daniar immediately grasped both hands of the mother.

"Easy, Mom. Do not think too much about the words Daniar just now," said Daniar.

"How could you not think, Niar. Since the disaster that happened to you, your attitude began to change, Ni. Strange, and it always makes us all confused. Huh, dizzy Mother thinks about your behavior!" madam Salma looked annoyed.

A moment later, Ms. Salma got up from the bed. He also came out of his daughter's room. And Daniar, the woman who was still pale could only look at the back of the mother who had disappeared behind the door.

Daniar move. He leaned his back against the bed. Daniar began to look at his face while closing his eyes.

Ten years of sailing the household ark with Yandri, is not a short time to forget every memory that occurs. There were many joys and sorrows he went through together.

Daniar replayed the footage after the recording of the events he had been through with his husband. Her smile expanded as she recalled her first encounter with Yandri.

Oh my God .. I never thought that the story would end like this, inner Daniar.

People say, when we decide to get married, we are not only married to our partner, but also to his family. However, what should we do if our spouse's family can never accept this marriage? The choice is two. Hold on, or let go! Thought Daniar.

And it seems, your mother won't be satisfied until we're apart, Kang. It's not that I don't want to survive. However, if I were to continue to force myself to endure, I would one day be doomed, Kang. And maybe, I will never be able to get up. As for me .. hhh .. I still have a Star that needs me so much. What would a star be if I were destroyed, Kang? I can't risk the future of the Stars. Therefore, I would rather let you go than defend you, kang. Your happiness is more important. I don't want to throw you in the position of choosing between wife and mother. Because I know that heaven is on my feet.