Aerospace

Chapter 71 - Sad and Happy

Camila POVs

Between sad and happy. I find it very difficult to describe it. As a woman should her at this time I feel happy because the windfall comes unexpectedly. But on the other hand I suddenly felt a great sadness.

Actually, the presence of a baby is not a barrier for me to achieve goals. I know and I realize that. I never even blamed a fetus in my womb. I'm happy there's another life in there.

My stomach is still flat. Based on the calculations of the doctor, my current gestational age of eight weeks means that it has been two months this fetus lives in my womb. He is the fruit of my love and of Dirga.

Remembering Om Dirga, lately I feel dislike when I see him. I just feel like getting angry. Because what? Because he did not keep his promise. Though from the beginning we both agreed to postpone the pregnancy until I graduated from college.

With my current condition forced to work my script abandoned. Due to the condition of the body that is still often dropped. If this is what about my study? Sometimes that is what triggers my anger. The journey of being a doctor is long. After this I still have to undergo intership until I can really become a doctor. Therefore why all this time I always try my hardest so as not to cross the maximum limit of medical school study period.

" Dear, let's eat first. Mother has cooked your favorite chicken porridge." Om Dirga goes into the room with a tray in his hand.

Today after coming home from the doctor, I asked Dirga to take me home to Mother's house. And of course Dirga obeyed him.

After sitting on the mattress om dirga put a tray in front of me. Take the bowl of porridge and start feeding me. One day I vomited more after eating. My body's gone limp.

Just two mouthfuls that made it through my throat felt nauseous. Immediately I drank the warm tea that was on the tray, drinking his two sips.

I close my eyes, I hope I don't throw up.

" Let's eat again. Just two spoons of what I love to eat."

I shook weakly.

" Nausea again?" ask me about dirga.

" Yes." Yeah."

" I'll get you a cure for a minute."

Om dirga put a bowl of porridge. Then take the medicine as well as the vitamins that are in my bag. Take her and hand her over to me.

Soon I drank it hoping to relieve nausea.

" Just rest again." pinta om Dirga. Raised his tray and moved to the top of the nightstand.

I lay down and pulled the blanket. Trying to close your eyes. It feels really tormented. Hopefully, the nausea that I feel is soon subsided. Info from the doctor, nausea and vomiting that will disappear by itself when the pregnancy entered in the second trimester. But back again, the condition of pregnant women one and the other is different.

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Suddenly I woke up in the middle of my sleep tonight. I turn my head to the side. Om dirga sleeps on my back beside me. I spread my eyes all over the room.

My room has been a few weeks since I stayed at my mom's house more often. If I thought I really wanted to go back to this house. But somehow suddenly now I want to go back to my mom's house. I want to sleep in my room. The feeling of kangen wanting to hug the pillows and bolsters that I used to wear can not be evasive anymore.

I woke up from my bed. Staring at Dirga who was not disturbed in the slightest by my movements. I doubtfully shook his arm intending to wake him up.

" oops..... Om Dirga wake up..."

Om dirga only moved a little but his eyes were still closed.

My hand stretched out to touch her cheek. The fine feathers that filled his jaw felt smooth. Kuelus slowly cheeks her and I stick my face in front of her face.

" oops...... Wake up...."

I smiled, the way I woke him up was successful because now om dirga started to rub his eyes.

It seemed surprised to see my face that was already this close to his.

Suddenly my hand that was still on her cheek was caught. He took her to his lips and kissed her.

A second later pulled his body until it fell on his chest. Our eyes meet. His hand had already pulled my nape and his lips were clenching my lips as fast as he could.

Finally released his kiss after I was out of breath. Om Dirga's thumb had wiped my wet lips from his kiss and it managed to make my body bristle.

I know Om Dirga wants something like this. But I am the same. Wants something from him.

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And here I am now. It was in Om Dirga's car was traveling from the mother's house to the mother's house. I don't mind om dirga with his pillow face that looks pouty and dislike. What matters is that my wish is fulfilled.

Yup, I want to go home and sleep in the room om dirga which is also officially my room. I've missed sleeping on my soft mattress and hugging this month's bolster pillow is my favorite.

Even then the mother was amazed when I knocked on the door of her room and said goodbye to go home mama. But no doubt also mom whispered to om dirga. ", follow it. The baby's wish."

I giggled to myself feeling like I was winning. I don't know what it's like to be unable to describe. Is this really baby stuff? I wonder in my heart too.

Arriving at my mother's house I immediately went up to the second floor regardless of om dirga who walked behind me with his face bent.

Opening the door of the room and with a sparkling face, I immediately threw myself on the bed. Taking a roll and hugging her tightly as if it had not met for a long time.

" baby... Next time don't repeat something like this."

My eyes are staring at Dirga. Didn't he bring me here.

I saw him sigh. "it's not that I don't like bringing baby home to this house. It's just... It's two in the morning. "

I saw that Dirga was still pouting, dropping his body beside me. If I think I think I'm a little too much again. Forcing her to come home to her mother knows no time. Even when she seduced me that I would take me home tomorrow morning, I disagreed. Even though it's less than 4 hours later it's six in the morning but somehow I don't want to wait.

I smiled, I stuck my body to him. I put my hand on his waist.

" sorry.." Just one word I said but I'm sure even if only one word but able to melt the anger of om dirga.

And sure enough, om dirga has changed his sleeping position. sleeping on his side facing me. His outstretched hand removed the hair that covered part of my face.

" don't apologize. I'd do anything for you too our baby. I love you. "

" love you too." I said.