Aerospace

Chapter 38 - Awkward

Camila Pov's

I went down to the first floor to the dining room. Papa and Mama were sitting at the table.

" morning ma, morning pa" I kissed the backs of the hands alternately.

" morning darling.... Let's sit down for breakfast."

" well ma"

Only then did I land my ass on the chair, the sound of Dirga's footsteps coming down the stairs to the dining room.

" morning mama" I saw Dirga fondly kissing both cheeks before sitting on the chair next to me.

" morning pa." Screaming he began to sip coffee from the cup that was already available before him.

" morning dear." she turned to me, I forced her to give her a smile. He called me baby again. Just a few minutes ago, I told you not to call me baby. It felt strange to sound in the ears. Hm.... It is true the totality of him playing himself as a husband.

" Mila's... Later after college Mila come back here again right?" ask mama.

I who just filled my plate with rice looked up at my mother-in-law. I'm confused as to what to answer because honestly I'm still too awkward to live here. A new place so foreign to me. And honestly I've been eager to go home Mother, sleeping in my own room feels more comfortable than here. For two days being here has made me miss Mother very much. Then I have to answer what to refuse Mama's request.

Kulirik om Dirga and I know the man is also looking at me.

" My dear mother..... Looks like tonight Mila has to go back to Mother's house. Mila is a lot of work to do. And all her lecture books are at Mother's house." it was Dirga who finally revealed me to answer Mother's questions. Maybe she knew that I couldn't resist my mother's wishes. It seems I should thank him for saving me this time.

" yes already then from now on Mila just stay here nemenin mama. Mila's belongings were moved to this house. How's it? ."

I smiled and once again looked at Dirga a little fiercely. Om Dirga just put his shoulders.

" that's ma..... Don't force Mila like this. Mila also still needs to adjust. "father this time who defended me made me a little relieved. It's not your fault if you expect too much of me who is none other than his daughter-in-law.

Here I am the wrong one. Making a decision just for the reason of not having the heart to see your mother sick. I honestly have no intention of getting married at this young age. But it's all happened and I have to accept the consequences of all the decisions I've made. Just now I realize, maybe dealing with Dirga om is easier but it is precisely dealing with mama om Dirga that makes me very difficult. Oh my God, what should I do now.

" ah mama knows for sure that here Mila is afraid of being jailed by Dirga again right.." mama chuckles.

" just relax there's mom. That Dirga is naughty.... Hem mama jewel later." he continued.

" mama's own son molested."

" lha you. Mila diusili mulu kasian. Mama saw it for herself. It was early in the morning and gatel tegodain Mila. Sampe Mila shouted so. Fortunately, my mom was. Try it if your mom did go upstairs. That must be Mila, she's not safe. "

Oh, my God, this is mama talking about shit, so I'm ashamed.

" you guys are old and still like to make noise. Not ashamed to see Mila. "papa mediate the debate of the mother and child.

I just found out if Dirga's om spoiled her like that with her mama. It would be nice if he loved my mom.

The atmosphere was quiet again, everyone was busy enjoying breakfast. I also dare not act much. However, being in the middle of a new family like this feels really strange.

" Dear, we're done eating. Let's go." I looked up at Dirga.

" it is." I replied briefly.

" let's go." om Dirga took a sip of water before standing up from his seat

I followed her. Don't forget to say goodbye before leaving the dinner table.

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Om Dirga drove me to college. On the way there was not much he was talking about. I also remained more silent. An awkward feeling enveloped both of us. It is very different to be with your mom. Dirga's behavior is not appropriate for his age, spoiled and more attention seeking. Sometimes I also wonder how I can decide to marry someone I do not know the nature and character at all.

" what time will it be ". Question about Dirga broke my daydream.

" do not know yet. Om don't have to pick me up. I have a promise with Temen. "

" promise? The cement? Temen who?" tanya om Dirga full of search. His eyes are staring at me.

" search a book in gramedia."

" ooh....."

" o...."

I took a heavy breath and exhaled slowly. I had to talk back to her about our relationship status. I don't want Dirga expecting too much from me and this wedding. Honestly, I'm really hard to do this. This is only the third day we got married.

" am Dirga remember about our agreement before I agreed to marry om." I asked.

" yes... I remember." spoke without expression. And I'm not sure if he can talk seriously if he's like this to me.

" i know that I love my mom very much. But..... "

" but what. "question her quickly before I finish my words.

" you also have to understand my position. Honestly, I'm not comfortable in a situation like this. And I want you to keep the promise to give me back to my life as it was. We have agreed if after marriage I can still live my activities as usual. "

" yes... I know it. "

" if om tau means I don't have to bother to explain it back to om. I'm going back to stay at Mother's house, going to college as usual. And no need to be picked up by om Dirga. "

" okay okay. "

" Thanks. "

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Tunjungan Plaza Surabaya, one of the largest malls in my city. Since I entered the University, I have rarely visited this place. In addition to my busyness with various tasks as well because I help Mother and Ken more often take care of the resto on holidays. Like there's no time for me to just walk or hang out with my friends. If in the past I could spend once a week just to walk in the mall, if now not necessarily once a month. Sometimes I still go to watch sometimes or sometimes just to look for a book in the gramedia, like I am doing now.

" eat first yuk gaes.... I'm this heavy lager." Steffani one of my best friends started chattering. We are four friends who always get along where we often go together.

" you didn't eat it in the cafeteria." - timpal nadia.

" it's just Siomay nad..... Still laper.... " Steffani stroked his stomach.

" we ate first" I said

" Yes...... Mila always understood me.. Muach Muach's..." Steffani's lip-sniffing makes me ticklish.

" ishe... What the hell.." I tried to avoid Steffani with his absurd behavior.

Walking backwards while laughing until I accidentally hit someone.

" auw. "my body staggered I couldn't hold the balance.

Quickly the man I just hit, supported my body until I did not fall to the floor. I should have thanked him for at least helping me. But remembering my current position that looks more like being hugged by her makes me embarrassed and uncomfortable.

I tried to get away from him, looked up and my eyes were perfectly rounded. I immediately let go and a little bit away. My three friends they had no one to help and with a surprised look they just looked at me with a gaping mouth. I saw once again two men in front of me, one of whom I accidentally bumped.

" deck Mila......!!!" I watched one of them say my name.

My eyes looked back at the man I had hit. Damn why meet them both here. Even worse, the man I hit was staring fiercely at me.

" the next time it's the heart's way." after saying that the man left me followed by the other man.

" deck boss Mila... That's Mila's deck...."

Oh, my God, Ferdy just waved his hand at me. Kulirik om Dirga just passed without looking at me one bit.

" Miles... Miles... You know them" Nadia pulled my arm. His eyes were fixed on Ferdy and Dirga who were walking further and further away.

" heh. What..?"

"you know them...."

" don't.."

" cook anyway.... That was he knew your name was Mil." tia who had just been silent to talk too.

" auk ah's.... Temen ken may be. Yuk ah he said mo eat." I pulled Nadia's arm back towards the foodcourt.

" Miles... I want dong to be known by that handsome young executive.... " Steffani hugged my left arm.

" why don't you want to know yourself."

Steffani just chipped and I chuckled at her.