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Chapter 57 - Conflict

Camila PoVs

Did I hear wrong?

Dirga said he wanted to divorce me. I'm appalled. My mouth is open but I can't say anything. I was too shocked. Not only me but my mother was also no less surprised, even now the woman seemed to shed tears again.

" lady.... Everything will be fine. Mama don't be like this." om Dirga trying to calm mama.

" Danu, please bring Mama inside. Mama needs to rest."

Without a word Danu stood up and brought my mother-in-law inside.

" what does it mean to talk like that." I asked when we only lived together in this living room.

" as I was saying. I'll take care of our divorce soon.  "

" divorce !!! It's easy to say divorce. After six months of Dirga ensnaring me in a self-created marriage."

" i'm sorry Mila. This is the best path for everyone. "

" make everything say om? Who all do you mean. Om myself, mama, Danu or even me. "I pointed at myself.

I don't know why I can't control my emotions right now.

" obviously not for me . Not best for me. This is really unfair to me. Maybe for Dirga divorce is easy. But, does Dirga ever know what I feel.?"  My words are passionate. My emotions no longer control me.

" Mila, once again I'm sorry, this is the final decision I have to make. Ii'm sorry. I used to ask you to marry me because of mom. But now all you know is that Danu loves you and has wanted you for a long time. I can't continue our marriage if Danu is hurt. Besides, I don't want to keep tying you to a marriage you didn't expect. Rest assured one day you will be happier . You can live free again. Free to make choices with whom. And maybe Danu is the right person to stand with you and make you happy. "

I started sobbing. This is so unfair to me. It's so easy for a man to just knock a woman out.

" i'll be taking care of our divorce soon. It was night I drove you home. "o.m Dirga passed by me to the exit.

I wiped the clear circles that wet my cheeks. Can no longer resist the crying that just broke. Actually I'm ashamed to cry in front of Om Dirga. But I don't know if I feel like my chest is so tight and I can't hold it anymore.

I still have tears that won't stop. Step out of this luxurious house. This time it felt heavy. I tried hard, convinced myself I must be strong.

I saw Dirga sitting behind the wheel. I slowly opened the car door without seeing it, and I went in and sat down next to it. Without a word, Dirga began to continue his car out of the garage.

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The atmosphere of silence was not as usual. We are like two strangers who don't know each other. Until when Dirga's car stopped in front of the house, I opened my seatbelt. I was going down but I paled. Om Dirga spoke something to me.

" quickly I will talk to Mother. But not today. I'm not ready to face Mother and Keenan. I used to ask you to your family in a nice way. So I'll give you back to your family in a good way. Please give me a little time to prepare. "

Without being able to answer Dirga's statement, I tried to open the car door with trembling hands. Holding back such great emotions and disappointment in the man who was still my husband. The man who had made me fly high but in the end just threw me to the bottom of the lowest.

" Mila." my hand was blocked by her.

" i'm sorry "he said again.

I pulled my hand off. I'm almost sick of hearing his apologies.

Immediately out of the car, a little run I entered into the yard of the house which happened to be the gate was open. I dare not look back and rush into the house.

My crying can't hold me anymore. I kept running up the stairs. I didn't mind the Mother calling me.

I put my face on the pillow. I myself do not know why I can be this sad just because Dirga will divorce me.

It was Dirga who forced me to marry her. And now with so gentlest he gave up and wanted to let go of me just like that. Surrender for Danu's happiness. Though if om Dirga still want to defend me, I'm sure mama also danu certainly can accept it. But it's a pity. Dirga loves Danu more than me.

Without Dirga asking questions or speaking kindly to me, he made a unilateral decision. I'm disappointed. Very disappointed. If only Dirga om knew that I from the past until now only consider Danu nothing more than a friend. My best friend.

" dear.... Hey you why son."  I feel my mother stroking my head.

I flipped my body, my crying broke again. I hugged my mother looking for calm.

" Mother....."

" relax baby. What's the matter come Mother's story."

My crying is starting to subside. I rubbed my cheeks and both my eyes. No matter what happens, I have to be honest with my mother.

" Bun.... Om Dirga.." I took my breath.

" dirga wants to divorce me."

" what???? " mother was surprised.

Of course Mommy can not accept all decisions about Dirga. Which parent wants their child to be a widow at a young age. Mother was also very disappointed.

" Mila, if you really don't have any feelings for Dirga you shouldn't have accepted her proposal just yet. If in the end the marriage you created, you will destroy it too . Honestly, my mother was very disappointed."

" i'm sorry Mila mother. "

" all has happened. And it can't be regretted. Divorce is a consequence you have to accept. Although actually the mother can not take for granted a unilateral decision Dirga especially with trivial reasons like that, but back again to the two of you. If indeed you can not live this marriage is better to end. "

" sum... Forgive Mila. Actually Mila. Mila has also begun to accept the presence of Dirga in Mila's life. Then now Mila must how Mother ."

" jeez Mila.... "

Mother hugged my body.

" you better rest. Calm yourself. Mother down first yes. "

" mother.mila please don't tell your mother first to kak Ken yes. Mila doesn't want this problem to get worse. Give Mila and Dirga time to get this done."

Mother nodded.

" thank you Mother. "

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It has been an hour since my mother left me alone in the room. At least I can't close my eyes. The shadow of this afternoon continues to ring in my memory.

Flasback a few hours ago

I parked my matic motorbike in my mother-in-law's garage. Dirga family can be said to be family. The luxury house alone is in an elite residential area west surabaya.but even so papa and mama om dirga these are very good people.

Walked quickly to the door that was already open. Honestly my heart is agitated at the thought of Dirga. In my heart I pray that nothing will happen to him. Especially when in the garage earlier I did not find his car, making me panic more.

" assalamualaikum's. "

" greetings waalaikum. "

I'm stunned. It was these two people before me who simultaneously answered my greetings.

" Danu.." said I was surprised to find that Danu was in the living room with mom.

" Mila.ayo in. "

I awkwardly stepped in. Danu looking at me sharply made me misbehave. This isn't the Danu I used to know. Why is Danu now so scary aura. His sharp gaze seemed to draw me.

I was sitting on the same sofa that my mom was sitting on.

" Mama how are you. "kiss the back of your hand.

" mama is healthy. But....My dear Mila forgive mom for asking you to come here. "

" oh no what ma. Mila's already finished class."

I smiled, hesitantly looking at Danu and unfortunately Danu's eyes were still intimidating me.

" Danu, how are you. When did you come home, "ask me.

" i'm not in a good situation if you want to know. "I'm in shock at Danu's answer.

" Mila.you know how shocked I am. Just coming into the house has been treated to that view. "

Danu pointed to a large-pigured photo on display on the wall of the living room. Next to their family photos. And the photo that you mean is my wedding photo with om Dirga.

" i really can't believe it. A Camila Wijaya can take pictures together with my uncle Angkasa Dirgantara . Wearing a wedding dress. And the word oma makes me more and more miserable. Oma said it was an uncle wedding photo. "

I was speechless at last Danu knew about my marriage to Dirga.

" why Mila ? Why did you even marry Uncle Dirga . Why don't you wait for me. I didn't ask you to wait for me. Have you forgotten ? Answer me Mila. !!! "

"  danu's enough.don't judge Mila like that. We wait for your uncle to explain everything. "mama said to Danu who was finally able to dampen Danu's emotions that had exploded.

" mila. Mama is too confused by your love story. When Danu said that Mila was the woman Danu loved, she was also shocked. Mama doesn't know anything. So mom decided to call Mila earlier and ask Mila to come here. "

My long mother's explanation made me shut up. Especially now that my mom is starting to sob. I hugged my mom and leaned on my shoulder. In the end, the people waiting for him came too. Who else if not Dirga.

Flashback end