Aerospace

Chapter 61 - Accident

Dirga Pov's

A month passed, while in Jakarta my life was not calm. Trying to keep yourself busy with work. But Camila's shadow just kept spinning in my memory. I feel so guilty about him. I shouldn't have run away like this. Running away from problems will never solve what has happened.

I thought it was just one. I want to calm down. I'm in a very difficult position. Must choose between a niece or a wife whose two I love very much.

But now that I have listened directly to Danu's explanation, I have steadily made up my mind.

Three weeks ago Danu called me. He returned to London. His business in Surabaya has been completed. Indeed the existence of Danu in Surabaya is to witness the marriage of his papa, Bumi Perkasa. I regretted not attending to see my sister remarry. When sister Bumi had her wedding, I was already here in Jakarta.

Flasback three weeks ago

" uncle I want to say goodbye." Danu's voice I heard on the phone.

" i have to go back to London tomorrow" Danu said.

" tomorrow?" ask me to make sure.

" yes. I'm sorry uncle. I'm......"

" why are you apologizing so much. It should be the uncle who apologizes. Because Uncle's guilty of you."

" uncle don't talk like that. You shouldn't feel guilty about me. These few days I've been pondering a lot and I think it might be true what Camila said. "

" Camila? " again I repeat Danu's words. Hearing Camila's word reflexively I became curious about what happened between Mila Dan Danu as long as I wasn't around.

" uncle.... I met Camila. Honestly, although I was a little disappointed with his decision, at least my heart was calm now."

" what do you mean Danu?"

" what Mila said about life, death, soul mate, sustenance is there that regulates everything is true. And maybe Mila wasn't my soul mate. But her soul mate is uncle. "

I was still silent trying to digest what Danu said.

" uncle. May I ask. "

" you want to ask what. "

" i should have asked you this since yesterday when Uncle was still here. But.... Maybe it's because I'm being too selfish to never think about what you're feeling."

" don't twist around Danu. Just tell me what you want to ask Uncle. "

" what uncle loves Camila? "

A word of silence came out of my mouth.

" with her silence uncle I can conclude that uncle loves Mila. And what you need to know, Mila also prefers to be my aunty rather than being in a relationship with me. So I guess uncle should have kept Mila."

" uncle, I realize love can't be forced. Although I have loved Mila for a long time but it turns out that Mila can not repay my love. Mila just thinks I'm her best friend no more. And Mila said even if Uncle divorced her Mila still wouldn't want to marry me. "

" Dan.... "

" i think Uncle could think about his plans again the other day. And I'm sorry for making Uncle feel worried. It wasn't supposed to leave Mila. Mila deserves to be happy. Danu beg uncle to make Mila happy."

" will not try as much as you can to make Mila happy. "

" thank you uncle. "

Tut's... Tut's.... Phone calls are cut off.

Flasback end

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Actually ever since Danu called me back then I've wanted to go straight to Surabaya and meet Mila. But I'm giving up my intentions. I'm too embarrassed to see Mila. However, I have hurt her heart and easily now I will retract my words the other day. I still can't see and meet him face to face.

What should I say to Mother if she asks. Can I face them. I'm sure Mila must have told them about the word divorce the other day.

I'm really sorry. But it happened and I was determined to apologize to Camila immediately.

I can't help myself anymore not seeing Camila. A few weeks with anxiety . I have decided to go home while going to Surabaya. Meet Mila and straighten out the problems.

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Juanda Airport Surabaya

I quickly stepped out of the airport. My return this time no one knew it was Ferdy. I deliberately didn't tell Mama too Mila.

I decided to take an airport taxi to go home. It's not good that I asked Ferdy to pick me up. A month ago, when I forced Ferdy to take care of my departure to Jakarta, my assistant reminded me many times that it was true that I would leave.

And now it's only been a month that I can't wait to get home.

The day went up in the afternoon when the taxi I was riding split the streets that began to creep. I can't wait to see my mom, dad and especially Mila.

Brakk...

The sound of a loud bang along with the sound of a sea horn.

I don't know what happened when suddenly my body in the passenger seat bounced forward and hit the steering wheel. All I could feel right now was my head being so dizzy from the violent impact that had just occurred.

I was still conscious when the crowd started coming and I also felt my body being taken out of the taxi I was in. It seemed like my blood was dripping from my forehead and my body was in all pain. Gee whiz..... The taxi I was in had an accident. With the awareness that I still have trying to endure the pain in the head. The boisterous sounds of some people I could still hear but I was unable to open my eyes.