Aerospace

Chapter 58 - Conflict (2)

Dirga PoVs

" uncle" Danu's call made me turn my head. Maybe because my mind was in a state of turmoil I was not focused even when I climbed the stairs I did not see the existence of Danu.

I just got home from driving Camila. Seeing him sad and angry at me I really don't have the heart.

" mama where. Is it sleeping." I asked Danu.

" oma just went to sleep.... Um Uncle can we talk to you for a minute"

I decided to sit down maybe it was time for me and Danu to solve all these problems.

" what did uncle say earlier already uncle think ? Does Uncle not have any feelings for Camila." Danu's question is really very difficult to answer.

If I'm honest that I've loved Mila since I first met, what Danu can accept.

" is my answer important to you "

" of course you are. Uncle knows I've loved Camila for a long time. Even I trustfully leave Mila to the uncle. I know that Uncle can take care of Mila."

" then my job is done. Let's just say that marrying Mila was one of my ways of keeping her. "

Danu was stunned to hear my answer. I don't know why I can give an answer like that.

" because now that you're back and you know why I married Camila, it's time for me to let go. My job of keeping Camila is done. It is your responsibility to take care of him. Soon I will take care of my relationship with Camila. "I stand up.

I can't stand it anymore I'm facing Danu.

" thank you uncle. Only Uncle understands me. Uncle is the best for me. Thank you for all you have done and given me. I hope Uncle doesn't regret letting go of Camila for me."

I nodded and immediately left Danu. As soon as I entered the room, I slammed my body on the bed. Today was exhausting.

" divorce." I murmured with my eyes closed.

Camila's shadow filled my mind. Can I part with her. Six months with him have been a lot of things that we both went through. Every day I have to hear Camila's grunts if I'm going to hang out on the phone a lot. Always got a sharp gaze and his attitude is ketus if I force him either force him to come with me or accompany me the road sometimes invite him just to eat. Always got a sharp shot when I purposely kissed her adorable cheeks. Moreover, her sweet attitude that addressed her to me this late.

I don't think I can afford to divorce her. I have to how now. Prefer to Danu's happiness or my own happiness. If I don't divorce her, can Camila be happy and love me. Or Camila will feel depressed because she has to undergo marriage with me.

"aaargghhhh.." I cried out in frustration.

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" Ferr..... How our company cooperates with inter corporations Jakarta." this morning I remember if yesterday I had missed an important meeting with a large company from Jakarta.

" tumben boss in the morning called me. Even this I might not have woken up if there wasn't a call from the boss. "

" continue how. What's the result."

" set boss. All smoothly. We agreed to start working on the project next week. And Rio who will handle this Project has agreed to start the day after tomorrow will stay temporarily in Jakarta. "

" let me handle this project. "

" do you mean boss.? " ask ferdy

" i'll go to Jakarta. "

" ah boss is joking. "

" i'm serious. "

" but boss. It's gonna take a while. Three months at the earliest. Is the boss sure to stay in Jakarta for that long. "

" yes I am sure. Did you forget that before that I was in Riau for two months. "

" it's because Miss Vira forced the boss to be there" replied Ferdy

" Ferdy..... You just set everything that matters I know is in order and just leave. And for all the work in Surabaya, I leave it to you"

" ready boss. Tickets and residence of Dirga boss during in Jakarta I will arrange all. "

" thanks Fer. You can always count on."

Kuhela. I hope this decision I will make is the best. I need to cool my mind so I can make the best decision for my life, especially for Camila.

******

" where else do you go Dirga. "

Mama who saw me packing, went into the room. Her own eyes can still be seen.

" Dirga to Jakarta ma. There's a project there. And it looks like it'll be a little long there."

I cringed. "why? Why what ma. "

" why did you have to leave my mother."

" am..... Dirga is not leaving her mother. But Dirga has a job. Dirga must have returned to Surabaya as soon as the project business was completed. "

" and what about Mila. "

I'm woken. Stopped my activities for a while. Sit next to your mom and embrace your shoulder.

" mom... Once again Dirga apologized for making a sad name. Camila's problem will soon be solved after Dirga returned from Jakarta. "

" huft's.  Then what about Danu."

" lt... If Danu really loved Mila, Dirga would have let go of Mila. Dirga is wrong. Didn't know she had taken Mila out of Danu's hand. "

" Dirga.... You're a mother's child who is always loyal to be on your side. And my mom sure is right if.... You love Mila. "

Kuhela. My mom always knew what I was feeling.

I nodded." yeah.... Dirga loves Mila very much. Dirga loves him. But for what if the love of Dirga will actually hurt Danu. Dirga darling mom dear Danu. And Dirga doesn't want Danu to be disappointed with Dirga."

" dirga, you've grown up mama sure you can make the best decision. "

" thank you ma. "

******

" uncle .... wait for !!!!! "

I who had left the house and was dragging my big suitcase had to stop stepping. Danu is the one who is approaching me now.

" why uncle left. "ask him

" i left because I have a project. Ferdy's waiting for me up front. "

" not because it avoids me, is it?"

" avoiding you? What do you mean."

" yes who knows uncle wants to run away from problems and uncle will not keep his promise to me. "

" jeez Danu.... Pli..... No one wants to run away from trouble. Give uncle time. Okay. "

I left Danu still dragging my suitcase.

" next week I'm back in London. I wish I could get some good news from Uncle. "

I just nodded while still dragging my suitcase. Ferdy's been waiting for me outside the gate. He's the one who's gonna take me to the airport this morning.

" boss okay, right.?"

Only then did I land my body on the car seat, Ferdy was already researching me. Seeing me intensely.

" i don't think the boss is doing well" he said again because I didn't respond.

" fer's way." I ordered

" okay."

Ferdy started running his car out of Mama's house.

" boss."

" hemm."

" that was Danu. When he came home from London. "

" three days ago. "

" really right. "

" what really"

" yes really must be the boss again the same problem Danu"

" savvy of you. I'm going to sleep, don't be noisy. Wake up when you're already there."

Immediately I closed my eyes to avoid all Ferdy's ravings.