A Husband's Love

Remembrance of Wounds

Sinta felt her heart throb. The photo that sent Vina to her wa application made Sinta think hard about the disease in Vina. A clock needle stuck in Vina's wrist signifies that Vina is really sick which cannot be considered trivial. Last night when they gathered Vina looked fine. And Sinta felt the clock running slowly. Suppose he could break through the drug-taking queue, Sinta would.

Seeing Sinta's uneasiness, Andre clasped Sinta's fingers. The anxiety is a little lessened. But not with a mind that keeps asking in the heart what happened to Vina.

"Mas, I went to Vina's room first!" said Sinta who impatiently wanted to know about Vina. Andre.

"Don't baby, it's soon our turn, we're the same to Vina's room" replied Andre. Andre rubbed Sinta's back gently. Sinta tried to suppress the uneasiness in her heart. He took the queue number from Andre's hand when the queue number fifty-two was called.

"It's still a long time ago mas, this is still number 52, our queue number 71," said Sinta again. Sinta is really impatient. Sinta hopes Andre will allow her to go to Vina's room first.

"Wait a minute" Andre replied while standing up. He walked towards the dispensary. Andre spoke briefly then handed the queue number and prescription to the clerk. Then Andre returned to his seat earlier with Sinta.

"Come, we'll get the cure, I've spoken to the officer. When it's our number's turn. The officer will take the medicine and keep it for a while. After from Vina's room we'll take it," said Andre softly. Andre pulled Sinta's hand. Sinta Andre's hand slipped on her arm and they walked towards Vina's room. Andre felt afraid that Sinta should go first to Vina's room. That's why he found the officer.

Sinta opened Vina's room with a thumping chest and full of worry. While Andre behind him held Sinta's shoulder. Vina who heard the sound of the door being opened turned to the door.

"Vin.." call Sinta slowly. He walked over and approached towards the Vina bed. Sinta examined Vina's paled face.

"Why is this Vin, what happened?. Where's your husband?" ask the sad Sinta. She researched around the room and only Vina was in the room besides herself and Andre. Getting such a question, Vina did not answer. Vina was just pictured this morning. How she endured the pain in her stomach and under her stomach because Radit brutally and mercilessly beat her up.

After being satisfied and spit, Radit actually left without removing the belt that binds Vina's hand. Radit doesn't care about Vina's sobs. It was hard for Vina to untie the belt from her hand. It was long but the belt finally came off. Not only was Vina increasingly feeling her stomach hurt. Not wanting to die silly in that room, without asking for help Vina came out of the house and stopped a taxi to take her to the hospital.

Given it all, Vina's tears were unstoppable no longer. Vina crying. Weeping over the stupidity and greed of his family. Suppose he's a little smart. Maybe Vina's not in this hospital right now. Seeing Vina crying. Sinta was crying. Although Sinta does not know the real problem of Vina. Sinta knew that at this time Vina was very sad and not good. Sinta bent her body. He hugged his best friend Vina. Sinta hopes her embrace can win Vina's heart. Andre was still standing on the side of the bed. He also felt sad to see Vina's state of complete chaos.

"Vina, what happened?. What are you sick with?" ask Sinta again. He wiped away the remaining tears on Vina's cheek. Vina was silent. Empty views.

"Vin, man,"

"Don't be forced, dear. Let Vina calm down first," said Andre softly. Sinta finally shut up and sat down on the chair beside the bed Vina. Sinta stroked the back of Vina's hand. I hope Vina will tell me.

"Vina, you can't keep your own problems. I'm your best friend. You have many friends. Don't you trust me so you won't share the trouble with me?. Who do you trust between us?. I'll tell him to come here. Tini or Beautiful?" ask Sinta softly. Sinta looked at Vina's face which was still staring straight ahead.

'When I have a problem you are always there for me Vina. You're very kind. You are in trouble now. You just keep quiet, you have to share Vina. Don't shut yourself up like this" Sinta said again. Looking at Vina who was just silent. Sinta knows that Vina needs a friend to devote all her problems.

"I've ruined Sinta, if suicide is not a sin. I've been doing it for three months now" replied Vina lirih. His eyes are straight ahead. The tears have dried up too. Sinta and Andre were very surprised to hear Vina's words.

"Vin, man,"

"I raped Radit when the escape failed. And this morning he repeated it."

Sinta and Andre were even more surprised. They did not expect Vina to experience such a tragic thing. Especially Andre. She regrets telling Radit when Sinta and Vina ran away first. Andre rubbed his face rough. Vina's current agony reminds her of her treatment to Sinta who was once also abusive and even nearly raped Sinta. Andre looked at Sinta and Vina alternately. Those two good women should fall for such a jerk like the two of them. Andre felt grateful in his heart because a woman as good as Sinta was willing to forgive her asshole.

As for Sinta, she closed her mouth as if not believing what she heard. His fate and Vina's fate have little in common. Getting married for different reasons but the same causes suffering. Although now Andre has started to change and say love to Sinta. Sinta could still feel the pain and suffering. I don't know when Sinta's heart will heal. What is certain is that he is currently trying to recover from the heart wounds inscribed by Andre.

"Vina, sorry. Ii'm sorry. I didn't think Radit was that bad to you. Suppose I didn't tell him about your escape plan. Maybe you didn't suffer like this" Andre said slowly. He lowered his head, unable to see Vina's extremely miserable state. Her paled face was also her swollen lower lip. In Andre's heart also cursed Radit. Although he was a jerk, he also did not allow Radit's attitude to rape Vina.

Vina did not respond to Andre's words. Inwardly also he regretted Andre's attitude first. But she still appreciates Sinta and chooses silence rather than having to curse her best friend's husband.

Still a few minutes in Vina's room, Sinta saw Vina grimacing in pain.

Vina came back grimacing. Seeing Vina grimacing, Sinta rubbed Vina's back slowly.

"Mom's afternoon" said the nurse. He got closer to bed Vina.

"Suster, my stomach hurts a lot" said Vina weakly.

"Take a breath, then slowly. It will reduce the pain in the mother's stomach. I'll call the doctor" said the nurse after hearing Vina's complaint. Vina did what the nurse suggested. Although the pain does not go away at least can divert the pain because Vina focus on taking a breath and exhaling slowly. Not long after, a doctor entered the room. The doctor named Agung examined Vina. Andre briefly came out of the room embarrassed to see Vina's stomach.

"Mom's addiction is still weak, please don't think a lot of things that can trigger stress. In addition to keeping things that we do not want the mother also I recommend to bed rest," said Dr. Agung after finishing checking the state of Vina. Sinta who heard Vina pregnant grew even more incredulous. He waved his hand towards the door when he saw Andre looking into the room. Andre walked in and stood beside Sinta.

"How long do I have to bed rest a doctor?" ask Vina slowly. The pain is starting to disappear.

"Fast three to seven days. Depending on the health of the mother and the condition of the fetus in the womb. Therefore avoid thinking that can make the mother stressed,"

"Good doctor. Thank you," said Vina sadly. The doctor passed from the room. As Sinta Andre again surprised by the reality about Vina.

"Did Radit know you were pregnant with Vina?' asked Andre restlessly. He thinks that Radit must not have known about Vina's pregnancy.

"He doesn't need to know and forever doesn't need to know" Vina replied sadly. As Andre alleged, Radit did not know Vina's pregnancy was three months old. It was the final decision from Vina. Before this morning. Vina was always looking for an opportunity to tell Radit her pregnancy. But Radit's cold and often yelling attitude makes Vina forget to tell her pregnancy if there is a face-to-face time with Radit.

"Vin, don't be like that Vina. You have to tell Radit. However it was his flesh blood," said Sinta trying to advise Vina. He used to be in a position like Vina. Advice and support from his friends and Bella also came to fruition. Until now he has a very beautiful daughter who realises Andre will all his mistakes.

"After she found out, she told me to remove this fetus. Is that what you want Sinta?. Until whenever I won't tell him. Also you, I hope not to say anything about my situation to him. He definitely wouldn't ask but how would he know to ask Mr. Andre. I beg you not to say anything about me" Vina said as she pleaded with Andre and Sinta. Sinta and Andre were still staring at Vina. While Andre, Vina's words reminded him who had rejected Sinta's pregnancy. The man recalled the pieces of the wound that were inscribed on Sinta.

"Vina, that's not what I meant. I was in your position too. But it was your advice that kept me going until now. I just said what you had suggested to me first" Sinta replied slowly. While Andre who heard Sinta's words again felt his heart throbbing pain. From the words of Sinta it is clear, that the day passed first is not easy.

"That's different Sinta, Mr. Andre never raped you. While me. I'm not human to him. My self-esteem is not at all. He took the women alternately to the house. Without thinking about my feelings as his legal wife. I've also been trying to make Radit change. But what I got. I'm like an animal. It's getting worthless" replied Vina sadly. Tears flowed back without excuse on her cheeks. Every thought remembers Radit's treatment. His heart is getting sick and hurt.

Sinta hugged her best friend tightly, she did not expect that Vina's fate was this sad. Once seeing Vina with Ronal who loved each other, Vina's life in her eyes was near perfect. But destiny says something else. The matchmaking that Vina's parents wanted led the beautiful girl to the pit of suffering.

"Don't remember that bad thing again Vina, now you focus on your womb yes!, you must be strong there is a life in your womb that you must take care of" said Sinta to strengthen Vina.

"Yes Vina, listen to the doctor. You don't think that can trigger stress" said Andre to strengthen Vina again. Seeing Vina destroyed like this made Andre very sorry. He imagined Sinta as well once was like that. Again Andre felt his heart throbbing pain.

"I don't really want this child, but I'm afraid of sin. He's there because of Radit's sexual crimes. I hate Radit so much and don't want anything to do with Radit, including this pregnancy."

Sinta was shocked and shocked by Vina's words. Sinta held her chest to hear the words. The sweet and pretty girl he knew meekly could say that evil to her own fetus. Suppose the pregnancy is something that can be moved, Sinta is willing if Vina's pregnancy is transferred to her. Unfortunately, that can never happen.

"Vina, I beg you. Do not turn evil because Radit has been evil to you. I beg Vina, don't say that again. Your pregnancy is not just the seed of Radit. But your pregnancy is also because you also have a share in it. Our seeds are also there Vina. This is also your flesh and blood" Sinta said in tears. He held onto both of Vina's cheeks. Vina also finally came back crying.

"Vina, we'll both shut up about you to Radit. But never think that is not not to your content. You yourself know that I once made that mistake by rejecting Sinta's pregnancy first. I am so sorry and got karma. I don't want you to experience regret and karma like me. But you see now. I feel blessed because of our daughters Airia and Sinta. About Radit being so evil to you. Let him do as he pleases. He will get karma. He does not yet know what karma is and how it hurts. So, I'm asking you to focus on your content. Sinta and I will help you as much as we can. I'm sure your other friends will help you too" Andre said at length. He was trying to wake Vina up to her words just now.

Vina looked at Andre and Sinta alternately. He needs them now. Her parents could not have expected. Sinta nodded in affirmation and agreed with her husband's words.

"Thank you Andre and Sinta. I need your help and support. But I beg you. Help me get away from Radit. I can't take it, Sinta," said Vina. He no longer calls Andre sir. For him, Andre was like his own brother who realized from his recent error, by sharing his own experience. Sinta smiled and nodded. Sinta hugged her best friend again.