A Husband's Love

Heartbroken

Sinta felt like she was in a dream. A word from Andre came out of her husband's mouth. Unwilling to hurt herself, Sinta pinched Andre's waist to make sure that she was not in dreamland. Happy, of course Sinta is happy. But unfortunately Sinta felt like a false happiness.

Andre's grimacing voice was clearly real in Sinta's ears. It's really real. Even though his heart was beating fast. Sinta still does not believe in Andre's declaration of love. His heart still felt empty. Three men have expressed love for him directly but none of them are romantic. Including Andre her husband.

"Pinch the nibble, honey?" asked Andre softly. Even though the impact of the cut was very painful. Andre was not angry at all. Andre is very happy. Andre felt relieved after saying that Sinta word. He hoped, Sinta also still loves him like before.

"Don't joke around. I don't like it" Sinta replied. Andre's love statement, Sinta still considers it a joke. Andre did treat Sinta well, but either still traumatized by Andre's attitude that is always good and can just throw away makes Sinta not sure about Andre's love statement.

"I'm not kidding, baby. I really love you" said Andre again. Just like Sinta Andre also felt her heartbeat speed up. He held both cheeks of Sinta with both hands. His eyes also looked at Sinta's eyes looking up at her face. Sinta let go of Andre's hands and lowered her head. He backed off and sat down on the edge of the bed. Andre is too. He followed Sinta sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I'm not forcing you to believe, baby. But please, don't hide anything from me. About me the end of this busy end has nothing to do with Cindy," Andre said again. Andre could feel Sinta's hesitation. Sinta was silent. And let Andre talk. To be honest Sinta was pleased with Andre's declaration of love. But Sinta chose to be ordinary. Sinta did not want to show excessive pleasure.

"I don't want to lose this moment of your pregnancy baby. Starting tomorrow. I'll go home as usual" Andre said again as he stroked Sinta's flat stomach. Sinta looked at Andre in wonder. If starting tomorrow Andre can go home as usual, it means that he has been busy for almost a month this is not a very important and urgent matter.

"Somehow I should repay Tini's kindness. Fortunately the tomboy girl was starving and dismantling the corner of the kitchen" Andre said. Although Sinta was silent, Andre continued to speak. Andre now embraces Sinta's shoulder. In Andre's heart still curious about Sinta's intention to hide this pregnancy.

"Love, do you still love me?" tanya Andre makes Sinta flutter. Sinta lowered her head to hide the hue of her face. Her heart raged between telling her feelings or not. Never rejected up to three times make Sinta not confident to express her love to Andre. The pain was fleeting but strangely could not erase his love for Andre.

"Let's know mas, I can't interpret my current feelings to you. Seeing Airia happy and getting enough affection from both of us is enough for me," replied Sinta still lowered her head. It was better to express that word than to have to confess his love to Andre. Sinta must make sure in advance Andre's love is really sincere to him.

"I understand Sinta, if the love that once existed for me is now eroded. My mistake was too fatal. But I'm gonna try to get your love again,"

"What if I can't, and it turns out that my love is not for you but for others,"

"I'll keep trying. And you're only mine forever. What Sean do you mean?" andre asked not to believe what Sinta said. For three months back together, Sinta has always been kind and me?serve as Andre wishes.

"I didn't mention anyone's name. Don't guess yourself. Are you glad I'm pregnant again?"

"I'm very happy dear" said Andre very confidently. Sinta's second pregnancy is something she has been waiting for for for two months.

"Mas, I received this pregnancy just like my first pregnancy. Even though at that time in terms of any situation I was not supportive. But in this second pregnancy I was very disappointed in you mas," said Sinta slowly. Spontaneous Andre looked at Sinta who was only a few cent away from him. Andre was a little nervous and sweating.

"Didn't you want this pregnancy?" andre asked confused.

"I'm not that cruel mas, it's just that I feel this pregnancy is you intentionally and a tool so that I can not be cut out of you. You gave me the Pill, but after I asked the pharmacy when I bought the test pack. It is not a Pill, but a pill. And I also feel like your love statement is just trying to please me. Not real love" said Sinta at length. When she feels bad in her stomach and feels nauseous dizziness in the morning. Sinta brought the pill Andre gave to ask the pharmacy about the side effects of consuming it.

The apothecary's answer greatly surprised Sinta, the pill was not a Pill but a pill. At that time Sinta also bought a test pack and tried it in the pharmacy bathroom. Positive result line two. Sinta bought pregnant milk which is also sold in the pharmacy. She deliberately hid the pregnant milk and drank it silently. Sinta did not tell Andre the range of her pregnancy because she was already disappointed with Andre.

Andre was surprised to hear Sinta's words. He had indeed intentionally given the pill to Sinta. Andre did not expect his lie this time quickly exposed. Not the intention to make Sinta not warty. Andre was just afraid of losing Sinta. Love is real for Sinta.

I'm sorry Sinta. Not what you think I mean. I'm just afraid of losing you,"

"But that's not how you do it. You know clearly that I'm sixth semester. Just a few months away from semester seven. How I'm going to practice fieldwork is pregnant big later. If you want Airia to have a sister. You should have asked me. Because I was pregnant. We can postpone it until I graduate college. I feel sorry for myself and for Airia and my future fetus. Their presence is always at the wrong time,"

"Don't say it baby, Airia and our future fetus and you are a tremendous blessing to me. I'm the stupid one didn't realize it long ago. I will prove my love to you and to our children. But I beg you!. Please open your heart back to me" Andre said seriously. He had already rested at Sinta's feet and grasped both of Sinta's hands.

"Don't squeal, sit beside me. Seriousness is not shown in that way. You must show with attitude and action to our little family. I'm waiting for proof of your love" replied Sinta. Seeing Andre rest assured, Sinta could not bear to see Andre like that. Although this pregnancy was due to Andre's lies. Sinta continues to accept and forgive Andre. Andre is very happy. She smiled and hugged Sinta.

"Thank you dear," he said sincerely. Andre kissed Sinta's head with affection. This is the first time he has done that. Usually close with Sinta he immediately play nyosor just kiss Sinta's lips. This time Andre did want to prove that his love for Sinta was not because of. Sinta also felt Andre's sincerity this time. He returned Andre's embrace. In Sinta's heart pray that Andre will be his partner until old age.

"Do you not feel nausea or dizziness in the morning?" ask Andre. His hand was still stroking Sinta's stomach. Sinta looked at Andre in shame.

"If there is you, there is no nausea and dizziness. But if there isn't. I really feel nauseous and dizzy," replied Sinta quietly. She was embarrassed to say that. Don't let Andre know that he loves Andre. But that's the truth. This week Sinta felt nauseous and dizzy if far away from Andre. Andre chuckled at Sinta's reply. Andre was happy. Because of its presence near Sinta can reduce even eliminate nausea and dizziness.

"Then I have to follow you wherever you go,"

"Yes can't be so donk mas, you also have to work,"

"Tomorrow afternoon we check with the obstetrician. I want to know your condition" Andre said. Sinta just nodded.

"Where are you going?" ask Sinta as Andre stands up.

"I want to cook a special menu for my beloved wife" Andre replied with a smile. Sinta. The corner of his lips revealed a faint smile.

What Sinta experienced was inversely proportional to what Vina and Tini experienced. Along the way Vina looked at her watch. Vina is scared, Radit is home first. Because the clock is almost six o'clock, while he's still on his way. As for Tini, the tomboy girl felt defeated before fighting. Considering Sean didn't offer a second time, Tini joined his car. Tini thought that indeed her love clapped one hand.

Tini sees herself, the tomboyish girl who never gets out of jeans, shirts and sneakers and also a backpack on the back. Should he change his appearance for Sean to glance at him. Tini kept thinking and thinking about her appearance. And after thinking for a few minutes, Tini decided not to change his appearance.

With a doldrums and a backpack on his back, Tini comes out of the meatball stall. It was after Sinta's house. Tini didn't go home right away. He entered the meatball stall not far from Sinta's house. Such is Tini, if there is a problem or there is a burden on his mind, his appetite increases. Though it was at the house of Sinta, in addition to breakfast led to the discovery of pregnant milk. Tini also had lunch.

Tini walked over to cross. He chose to take public transport instead of taking a taxi or taxi. In addition to the cheaper cost, Tini hopes to meet with others to shift the burden of her mind.

Sinta flinched as the sound of the car horn deafened her ears. He held his chest and did not cross.

"This, let's go in," take the driver of the car who is none other than Sean. Sean just popped his head out of the car. Tini was surprised of course. The man had already left with Cici almost an hour ago. But this moment. The man was in front of his eyes.

"Thank you, I'm taking public transport. I can go home by myself" replied Tini who was standing next to Sean's car door. He repeated what Sean said he could go home alone. I don't know why that word offended him so much. After all, Tini did not want to hope too deeply for Sean. She was afraid of heartache like Sinta and Vina. Seeing Sean and Cici so familiar earlier, making Tini plan to bury deep in his love.

"Just go up!. If you don't want to go up. I'm gonna leak your secret that told Andre to give Sinta the fertility drug. Try to imagine if Sinta knows, the idea is from you," replied Sean while giving a ignorant smile to Tini. Tini felt like a snake whose head Sean was holding. Tini's not picking. In his heart he regretted giving the idea to Andre. Finally, Tini got into Sean's car.

"Where's the boyfriend?" tini asked after she sat down next to Sean. He didn't see Cici again in that car.

"I drove you to a beautiful house. He said he was staying there. Beautiful old man out of town," Sean replied calmly. Hearing Sean's answer that does not refute Cici as his future girlfriend. Makes Tini speechless. It's true that Sean likes Cici his own best friend.

"This, how do you think Cici is?" ask Sean again. His eyes focused on the streets.

"Cici is good, brother. Besides being beautiful, she is also smart. And neither is tomboy like me. Perfect for Sean's brother. I support big brother with him," Tini replied with a straight forward look as well. He deliberately set his tone so as not to be found out that when saying that Tini withstood a deep heartache.

"He doesn't have a girlfriend or ex on campus?" ask Sean again. He really did not realize the look of Tini's face that deliberately turned his face.

"There is no brother. Maybe he was fascinated with older brother at first sight until he closed his heart to the boy who liked him on campus,"

"Thank you the kind Tini information," Sean replied with a smile. He turned his head to the side and saw Tini who was opening her backpack.

"Same Sean's handsome brother, who has filled Cici's heart," replied Tini while chuckling. When his heart is hurt, he can still joke. Sean reached out his hand to scramble Tini's hair. Tini caught the hand and said.

"Focus is driving, if Cici sees my sister scrambling my hair. It can be tasteless later," said Tini calmly. He would not let any male touch him even if he just ruffled his hair. Including Sean.