A Husband's Love

Dela Neutered

Vina put the original phone on the bed. His hand arrived like he was powerless to hold the phone. His head felt dizzy and throbbing. Vina tried to lie down hoping that the dizziness in her head would quickly pass. But after a few minutes, the dizziness did not pass in his head either. Vina was cold and getting shivering.

Vina pulled out a blanket to cover her body. Vina thought that she was just an ordinary cold. But the longer his body trembled with the cold. Vina grabbed the AC remote and turned off the cooling machine. A few minutes later, his body was still cold. The three babies were also fussy due to the rage. With a weak voice, Vina called out to Rita's mother.

"Why are you, son?" mama asked, Rita was very worried. Mama Rita put the back of her hand on Vina's forehead. Vina fever. Mama Rita called the two baby sitters to take care of the twins and contacted Hendrik to go home soon. As first aid. Mama Rita made tea and told Vina to finish the glass.

Vina groaned in pain. His head feels like it's about to break. His body was cold and also hot. To finish that glass of tea, Vina had to be full of struggle. Everything that entered his mouth was bitter.

"White water only ma," said Vina weakly. Mama Rita takes warm water and helps Vina sit down. Vina could not just drink the water.

Mama Rita is confused. Seeing Vina in pain, she could not bear it. To wait for Hendrik to come home took over an hour. Finally Mama Rita booked a taxi online to take Vina to the hospital. Mama Rita contacted Hendrik to just go straight to the hospital to bring Vina home later.

"Mama's at home, I can go to the hospital myself. Take care of the twins!" vina said while grimacing and twitching her head. She can't leave her twins at home. There are two baby sitters. But Vina did not dare and did not entrust her baby to the two baby sitters. They are, after all, someone who has only been known for a few months.

Vina is contaminated with news on television and on social media that tells a lot about the evil behavior of baby sitters. So far Vina can indeed see the goodness of the two baby sitters. But his affection for his three daughters' sons made Vina always vigilant.

"alright. Let one of them accompany you to the doctor" replied Rita. Vina nodded. A good suggestion according to him than his mother accompanied him to the hospital. Finally Vina was accompanied by one of the baby sitters to seek treatment to the Doctor.

Once in the hospital, Vina was bored waiting for the queue. The fever has not yet gone down. His head is still dizzy. Lucky baby sitter named Ema is understanding. Ema leaned on Vina's head slowly and let her master lean on her shoulder. Until Vina fell asleep.

"Sir Vina, wake up!. It's my turn now." Vina had just been awakened by Ema. Ema helps Vina to get into the doctor's room.

"Low tension. And it looks like the mother is exhausted" the doctor said after examining Vina. Vina simply nodded confirming the doctor's words. During this month, Vina did not regularly sleep both night and day. Taking care of the baby alone at night keeps Vina up most nights.

Vina does keep one baby every night in her room. The other two were with the baby sitter. Even though the two babies are in the next room. Every night, Vina always made sure that the two babies had drunk milk and changed diapers. Return from his room to the next. It's not enough just once. The frequency of drinking the third milk that is still often often makes Vina also often go in and out of the next room.

Very different before Radit out of town, Vina and the two baby sitters can sleep well at night. Because their work was taken by Radit. Radit was very painstaking in taking care of the baby at night. And never complain of being tired.

Vina got off that examination bed. The doctor prescribed what to pay for. After leaving the doctor's office. Vina saw Hendrik the papa was waiting on the waiting bench. Mama Rita told the hospital where Vina was treated.

"How son?. What pain?" asked Hendrik worried. Heard his daughter was sick. Hendrik directly tancap gas without permission to his superiors. He doesn't care about getting a reprimand. The important thing is that his daughter quickly handled by a doctor.

"Low tension and pa fatigue," replied Vina weakly.

"You're too tired, son. Different when there is Radit at home," said Hendrik while helping Vina walk. Hendrik asked for a recipe paper from the baby sitter. Hendrik sends Vina and Ema straight to the car while he has to redeem Vina's medication first.

In the car, Vina arrives remembering Radit. How Radit took care of it while pregnant to take care of their baby. Radit is very painstaking and looks sincere to take care of himself and his three twins. And according to whatever Vina commanded him. Radit is really the best father for his three children. Even after being far apart, Radit was never absent for video calls with the twins.

Vina smiled wryly. After remembering all the good deeds of Radit. Vina recalled her evil deeds. For a month Vina has been trying to forget the past. But until now. The past faithfully follows. Somehow he had to forget about the past. To be honest, Vina also wanted to forget about it all. Especially after seeing her twins.

Deep down, Vina desperately wished she could forget that past. After Radit refused a divorce, Vina only turned to the Power. He will live the destiny that was set for him. Follows the time of how the household ended up with Radit.

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Midnight Vina woke up. Two months into being a mother, waking up in the middle of the night is a routine activity that must be done. In his head was like an alarm that woke him up. Vina spread her gaze around the room. There is no room for a baby. He knew that the twins were in the next room. Vina tried to sit down and was about to check on the baby in the room of the baby sitter, making sure if they had been drinking milk but his head still felt dizzy. Vina finally lay back down.

Vina turned around to change her sleeping position. Vina frowned. Vina surprised. Radit was right next to him. Vina pinched her head that was getting dizzy. And back to make sure if the person lying next to him is Radit. He can see clearly. That is Radit. To be sure, Vina touched Radit's hand. He was afraid it was just his hallucination. And it's true. Radit squirming.

"Why are you here?" vina asked astonished but weak. Just this afternoon they were video calling for the first time after being far apart. But tonight Radit's sleeping next to him.

"I picked up my flight ticket right away after I found out you were sick. Papa told me and said you were tired. I think you need me to help take care of our three children" Radit said as he looked at Vina's face that had closed his eyes.

Radit was really panicked after hearing about Vina. The man did not think long to leave his job. For Radit Vina is much more important.

"I think besides being exhausted, you also catch a cold. I've bought horse stamped wind oil. I'm going to scold you Vin" Radit said again. Vina opened her eyes. He actually felt himself catching a cold, too. But hearing Radit's words, Vina was afraid. For some reason since the twins were born, Vina felt afraid if she came into contact with Radit.

"No need for Radit. Tomorrow I can call the masseuse home. Now you just sleep. You must also be tired" replied Vina reasoned. He won't let Radit to scold him. Those past deeds still felt terrifying and Vina was afraid that it was repeated again.

"It's okay Vin, let's just say I'm the masseuse you called home" Radit replied as he got out of bed. He took the wind oil, from the dressing table he bought earlier. Then Radit walked back to the bed. Vina had already covered her entire body with a blanket. As a rejection if he really does not want to be scolded by Radit.

"Vin," call Radit slowly. He knew that Vina refused. Radit also suspected that it was related to his actions first. Radit felt his heart throbbing pain. The effect of his actions turned out to make Vina up like this. The mother of the three twins who were very proud of him was rejecting his kindness. And Radit realized it was because of his actions.

"No need for Radit. Go to bed or look at the twins in the next room" replied Vina slowly. Radit is increasingly aware and convinced that Vina's rejection is related to his actions first.

"Vina, you don't be afraid. We're at Papa Hendrik's house. There is no way I can do something bad to you. Besides, I promise I won't repeat that damned deed. Sit down Vin, I will massage you from your head first so you can believe" Radit assured Vina. Radit uncovers the blanket and Radit helps Vina to sit down. Vina according. He wants to prove Radit's word. Vina also believes, Radit will not dare to do anything like this in his parents' house. Besides, Vina wants to get well soon. The pain in her head made Vina unable to take care of her three babies tonight.

Radit started to massage Vina's head. Vina felt the massage really felt good in her head. Radit massage is much better than Ema massage at the hospital.

"Vin, I'm twitching your back, yes" Radit said. Radit deliberately told her in advance so that Vina was not surprised to feel her massage on Vina's back. Vina who already felt good in her head finally nodded.

Radit rubbed the horse stamp wind oil on Vina's back through the collar. Then Radit stomped on the back with a shirt as a barrier. Radit pawns dare to reveal Vina's pajamas. Radit was afraid that Vina would think negatively of him. Radit wants to make Vina to be sure of him. And make Vina forget her actions first.

Vin, how. I can already be called a masseuse?" radit asked as he continued to massage Vina's back.

"It turns out you're talented as well as Radit. If open practice must be selling well," replied Vina jokingly. Radit laughs. His voice filled the room. Especially at midnight like this. His voice must have been heard outside the house.

"I'm just a masseuse for my wife. I didn't lack money until I had to open a masseuse" Radit replied. Vina speechless. He was afraid that his words would offend Radit.

"Why keep quiet Vin, don't you want to make me a personal incandescent for you?" ask Radit again.

"Don't be like that Radit. I know you're tired of working. I shouldn't have added to that tiredness of yours" Vina replied slowly. He then went back to enjoying Radit massage which is like an expert doing it.

"This was my job as a child. Nurturing my mother to fall asleep" Radit told me about his childhood. Since he was a child. Her mother was sick. And unfortunately very big, little Radit and teenagers became a masseuse for his mother. And Radit was happy to do that. But as an adult, his mother hired a professional masseuse to replace Radit.

"Vina, if I say. I already love you. You believe no?" radit asked after a few minutes of massaging Vina's back. His heart skipped a beat as he braved when he said that. There's no answer. Radit kept on peeking at that back. And neutralize his heartbeat. Looking at Vina who was sitting in front of him. Wanting to feel, Radit hugged Vina's body from behind. Revealing all this yearning one month cannot stare at this body directly.

Radit tried to restrain himself. He did not want to destroy the trust he had gained even just to massage Vina's body.

"Vina," call Radit again. Vina still did not answer. When Radit released his hand from Vina's back, Vina's body was shaken. It was fortunate that Radit immediately restrained Vina's body. Vina was already sleeping. Radit restrained Vina's shoulder so as not to collapse.

"I already love you Vina. Please give me a chance. If I act again. I'd love to be castrated" whispered Radit. Radit laid Vina's body. Radit stared at Vina's face for a long time. Take advantage of the opportunity, if Vina is awake. He could not look at that face for long.

"sorry. Sorry again mother of my baby. I'm really sorry. I realize I'm not easy to get an apology from you. But please consider this love" Radit said. Let Vina not listen to what she says. But Radit wanted to get all of his heart out. Whether you hear it or not. Radit just wanted to say. If what was in his heart was anything serious. Radit hopes that he enters Vina's dream and Vina hears what she says in the dream.