
Tini behaves normally as if she has no mind burden. He did not want to look weak in front of anyone including Sean the lover. Tini doesn't like dickhead guys who play with women's hearts. That is why he hated Andre and Radit before his lecturer was converted. But for Sean, Tini still has to dig up information and find out exactly who the special person he meant earlier. Tini doesn't want to be rash. He'll be waiting for Sean to explain.
Tini responded to every joke that was thrown by his interlocutors. Sometimes Tini was surprised to judge the men who sat with her in the living room of Sinta's house. Radit who had looked very sad could laugh out loud. Like no problem or burden of mind. In just a few hours, the man seemed to have forgotten his sadness. Tini knew that Radit only averted his sadness by joking and laughing. Tini will model the man to hide her heartbreak.
As always, if there is a burden of mind, the portion of eating Tini will always increase. They chose lunch together in the living room rather than at the dining table. Besides being more relaxed. From here they could monitor Airia playing on the carpet in the room. Radit only shook his head looking at Tini who was still eating while the others had already kept the dirty dishes. The woman seemed to be unconcerned with the astonished gazes of the three friendly men. Casually, Tini put the food in his mouth and chewed. Sit on the floor and lean onto the sofa. Legs straightened. Make Tini feel comfortable with a stomach that already contains a lot of food.
"What do you want to fill the stomach or the barrel of Tini?" radit asked while chuckling. Radit shook his head many times and saw Tibi. Andre and Sean were also astonished by Tini being able to spend almost two plates of food. Sinta is too. Although they were friendly, Sinta did not know this one thing about Tini. This was the first time, Sinta saw Tini eating a very large portion. Because something like this happens if Tini has a lot of mind burden. While among his friends, Tini is not much trouble and if there is a smart Tini to hide it.
"Silver keg, "" he replied as he chewed. Sinta was still astonished and noticed how Tini ate. Despite eating a lot like that, Tini's body still looks slim.
"Ih, girls eat it a lot like it loses the porters of the building," Andre said again. Tini doesn't care. He still eats casually.
"I don't care. If anyone is ilfill because of this and my spicy mouth, whatever," replied Tini lightly. Although his heart was waiting for an explanation from Sean, his heart was also very disappointed. Too many puzzles about Sean make Tini resigned if finally he and Sean are not a match. For Tini, openness in relationships is important. A few months into dating Sean, the man wasn't open to him. Sean just treated himself very sweet. Of course Tini likes it. But Tini also wants Sean to make himself a place to share either joy or sorrow. Consider him a friend as well as a lover like a lover in general.
"You resigned if Sean ilfill with you like this?" ask Radit while laughing. Radit could catch the word it was meant for Sean. Tini just shrugged her shoulders. Although often upset by the spicy words from Tini's mouth, Radit increasingly able to understand Tini's attitude. This is sincere and kind. Tini does not tolerate if there is a friend hurt because of men. Radit came here more and more to admire the attitude of Tini. After having twins with two daughters, Radit hopes that his daughter has a Tini-like attitude. Although impressed judes, but that's how Tini to take care of herself and her friends.
Sean who had been silent, just stared at Tini. He also knew that the word was for him. But Sean is not a man who is easily provoked and easily angry. He prefers to pay attention to Tini's movements that put food in his mouth. Sean was confused as well. What does that satire mean. Their relationship has been good all along. If it was because of what he said on the phone. Sean will explain to Tini. But the time is not now.
Sean took the dirty plate from Tini's hand without speaking. Then give her the girl some mineral water. Like there was no burden, Tini accepted it without rebuttal. He unscrewed the lid of the blue mineral water bottle and gulped it down while Sean got up from his seat and stored Tini's dirty dishes into the kitchen. Sinta smiled at Sean's treatment which looked very sweet in his opinion. Though little attention but showing such great love. Sinta herself can feel the slightest attention from Andre who more and more days can Sinta feel the sincere love of her husband.
"Brand... Thank you Sinta, Brother Andre," Tini said as he patted his own stomach. Andre and Radit just shook their heads looking at the girl. Their eyes were rounded when Tini could still put two bananas in her mouth. And chews casually. No matter with a few pairs of eyes that looked at him astonished. Tini threw the banana peel into the ashtray on the table.
"You can win, if there is an eating competition" Andre said, chuckling. Just like Andre and Radit, Sean was also very surprised to see Tini today. He wanted to stop Tini's hand from taking the second banana. But a sharp gaze made Sean's hand stop and let the tomboy girl enjoy the second banana.
"Sister Radit, may your journey tomorrow be pleasant and safe until the destination. If you return to this city do not forget to bring by. Brother Sean, I'm going home first" Tini said as she picked up her bag. He approached Airia and kissed the baby's face. Airia laughed cheerfully. When Tini asked the baby to kiss her cheek. The baby complies and kisses Tini's cheeks in turn. Tini then hugged the baby tightly and tickled him. Tini and Airia both laughed cheerfully. Tini bailed to Airia and sat back on the carpet.
"Thank you Tini. What do you want by?. You didn't drive Sean?" ask Radit wonder. Usually if met like this Tini will continue to stick to his best friend Sean. Today Radit can see, Tini's like avoiding Sean.
"By whatever the hell my brother is. Tomorrow brother leaves. I think, as a friend. The three of you can have fun until the afternoon," Tini said casually and smiled. It's just an excuse. Tini was already disappointed with Sean's enigmatic attitude.
"Come, I'll take you to the front" said Sinta while holding Tini's hand. Sean, Andre and Radit looked at each other. Sean feels alien to Tini's behavior today.
Sean patted Radit's arm nearby. Radit who understood the clap just nodded. Then Sean walked out. The scale is fast and precedes Tini and Sinta who walk slowly while telling stories. Sean stood beside the car. As Tini approaches, Sean opens the car door and pulls Tini inside. Tini could not resist or dodge. Sean's movements were too fast and could not be evaded.
Sean runs the car in silence. And so is Tini. Weekend, service and satisfaction, three words that always ring in his ears. "Whether the man I love is a gigolo," Tini's inner self suspected. Just imagine Tini shuddering in pain. He shook his head convincing himself that Sean was not who he thought he was. If that's true, Tini promises in her heart not to forgive Sean. Tini tried to remember Sean's behavior since the first time she met. Nothing suspicious. Only those words made Tini suspicious. Three words that make Tini able to prejudiced and riled. Tini could not imagine if Sean was right like her suspicions. Tini loves the man too much but won't accept the fatal mistake if her suspicions are real. Moreover, the mistake was related to a woman.
Tini still maintains her ego. He was still silent, even the headset was already attached to both ears. Tini closed her eyes while enjoying the song from the mobile phone. It is like there is no burden of the mind. Sean glanced beside him. Sean breathed. His hand stretched out next to that headset. Tini protested in silence. Tini removed the headset next to her. Waiting for Sean to speak up for an explanation.
"I think you should think of the best service to satisfy that special person" replied Tini sharply. He doesn't care if today there's a heated debate between him and Sean. They're in the car. According to Tini, this is the right place to ask for clarity from Sean. Safe, no one else will hear. At Sinta's house, Tini has managed to quell the anger. But after both like this. Tini can't take it anymore. He needs Sean's explanation immediately.
"It's not easy to be prejudiced if you don't know something for sure and right" Sean replied calmly. Tini was not satisfied with that answer. Tini silence. He won't ask for any explanation. Sean's reply was clear, that he had no explanation from what he had heard. Tini was angry in silence. Disappointed, his heart was very disappointed. He needed an explanation but Sean was still able to speak calmly like there was no problem.
"Hear the word service and satisfy, what is on your mind?" ask Sean again. Sean wants to open Tini's mind. If the word is not only intended for husband and wife scenes. Tini is lazy to answer. He did not want to bother thinking about answering that question. He only wanted an explanation that made his heart satisfied and relieved from Sean's mouth. Silence is the way not to vent his anger. He let Sean talk to himself.
"I think you're too prejudiced against me. So that your intelligent brain can't think clearly" Sean said. Tini did not answer. It is true that he was already prejudiced. He just wanted Sean to get that prejudice out of his brain as soon as possible.
Sean breathed his coarse breath. Although Tini is clearly angry, Sean feels innocent and wants to explain more details about what causes Tini to silence himself. Even as if there was no problem, Sean grabbed Tini's hand and carried the hand to his chest. Then Sean brought the hand to his lips. Peeling for a very long time with eyes staring at the streets and right hand holding the steering wheel. Tini felt unable to pull her hand. It's too sweet for her to think when she demands an explanation. Tini let the hand like that.
"Want to eat again?" ask Sean again. Tini's hand was still on her chest. Tini shook her head. It could make Sean smile. Tini pulled her hand slowly. He still needs an explanation. Tini did not want this sweet treatment to succeed in distracting her.
"It's only the first time I've seen the other side of you, baby. Eat with a lot of portions. Do you have a mind burden?. I used to have friends if I thought a lot of people would just eat" Sean said. He wanted to ask that question. Seeing Tini shut up. Sean forgot the question for a moment.
"If I had the burden of thought. Do you care?" ask Tini back. Tini really really felt if Sean switched their conversation.
"You're my lover, I should care" replied Sean calmly.
"But the reality is not like that" Tini replied quickly and tightly. His frustration grew to see Sean who was still calm and had not explained about his suspicions earlier.
"Why do you think that?"
"We're a couple of lovers. But I'm so hard to reach you, brother. We never spend the weekend together." Finally Tini was unable to hold back what was stored in her heart. Whatever, Sean will think he's selfish after this. Tini just wants to be like any other couple. Dating a couple. At the beginning they were. Sean often takes her out. But these last three months Sean has been busy even on holidays.
"I explained, baby. If I'm so busy this end." Tini rolled her eyes lazily, the same answer if Tini asked her out on a date.
"So whatever. I am lazy to hear that answer every day. Cheating will also keep you busy and not make time for your partner" Tini said. Unreasonable insinuations and no evidence. Sean chuckles and Tini is getting annoyed at Sean's still calm demeanor.
"I don't like to explain in words. I'll go straight to the evidence" Sean said calmly.
"Would you like to meet me with aunty who you'll satisfy?" tanya Tini was angry. He didn't want to meet anyone about that special person Sean mentioned earlier. Hearing and imagining it already makes Tini angry especially if you have to meet.
"I don't want to" Tini said again. He stared at Sean. Sean doesn't care. He kept doing his car. Seeing Tini's annoyance and anger. Sean will explain the details later.