
Sinta still could not believe that she was pregnant. Still with Bella, Sinta bought a prescription drug written by the doctor and also some test packs. They're in Bella's room. Seeing the look on Sinta's face, Bella understood that her pregnancy was not what she wanted.
Sinta was still confused and dazed, the pain in her head had gradually subsided with sadness. All married people want children, but for Sinta this pregnancy comes at an inappropriate time. Pregnant at a young age, the state of college, her husband does not want her pregnant even Sinta is increasingly confused for how to deal with both parents.
Bella offers a test pack to Sinta. Sinta goes to the bathroom. After holding her urine in the container, Sinta put in a test pack. Although the doctor had told her pregnancy still Sinta pounding. Hoping for a negative result, with trembling hands Sinta took a test pack from the container.
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Sinta cried seeing line two in the test pack, still hesitating back Sinta put three test packs at once into the container. The result is all two-striped. Sinta was crying while beating her head. She never expected to get pregnant. Sinta feels her world is getting destroyed even though the seed is from the husband she loves. Several months married to Andre, not even though Sinta used contraception because Andre always used safety.
Bella who heard Sinta's crying voice, opened the bathroom. Bella knows the result is positive. Bella leads Sinta out of the room and sits her on the sofa.
"Love, don't make me misunderstand. If you want to tell a story, I'm ready to be your confiding friend" Bella said as she clasped Sinta's hand. Sinta is still crying. Bella makes Sinta sweet tea.
"Drink Love!" bella said again.
"Sir, I'm married, actually" Sinta's great-grandson softly. He had to tell her his status and Bella was the first to find out. Bella frowned, indeed first entered Bella did not ask Sinta status, besides at Sinta ID card is still a student, Sinta is also very young. Bella thinks Sinta is like Agnes and Vina is a pure college kid. Bella didn't know what to ask. Bella is so confused, if Sinta is married, she should be happy to be pregnant instead of crying like that.
"You're married, so why cry knowing you're pregnant?" bella asked softly and heartily. Afraid to take offense.
"I'm just Siri's wife, rough mistress of my husband's. My husband definitely doesn't want this pregnancy. Our marriage also no one should know including both our parents." Still with tears Sinta told a story. Bella did not expect Sinta to live such a complicated life.
"Geez Sinta, why is it like that?"
"A few months ago I was desperate, I needed money to pay for college."
"Yes, whatever your motive for doing that now you focus on your future. There are fetuses and studies that you have to fight for."
"But how I've been going through this on my own, and my husband hasn't been home for almost a month because his first wife is pregnant young."
"Whatever happens you have to tell your husband, accept not accept he should know. She should be in charge of your fetus. Do not be discouraged or feel inferior, your fetus does not exist because of illegal acts. He exists because of the sacred bond of marriage regardless of what your motives are for marriage. So spirit yes!. Sinta nodded even though in her heart she was still hesitant.
"Sir, can I still work here?"
Bella advised Sinta at length, there is also fear in Bella's heart, fear Sinta abort her womb considering Sinta is only a mistress. Sinta was relieved that at least there was someone who could accept her pregnancy and encourage her. Sinta also did not want to tell Andre's identity when Bella asked about her husband. Andre's threat was still recorded in his brain.
After resting a few hours in Bella's room, Sinta left. According to Bella's advice, Sinta should focus on health because approximately two weeks later Sinta has also started attending third semester college.
Sinta sat in the living room at her house. Many times tried to contact Andre but his call was not answered. Sinta wants to tell Andre immediately about her pregnancy. Accept not accept Sinta was determined to keep the content. Sinta realized that her future son was innocent.
Sinta stroked her flat stomach, advice Bella can really grow maternal instinct in her. Sinta cries again imagining her son not being accepted by her husband and she has to fend for herself. In the living room, Sinta was crying when she remembered her parents. Remember the advice of his parents not to be like Wulan who was pregnant out of wedlock. Sinta was crying more, she denied it would not be like Wulan, in fact she is now pregnant even though there is a husband. Husband who does not accept the pregnancy.
Sinta again tried to contact Andre.
"Hello..."
A missed call but not Andre's voice, it is certain that it is Cindy's voice. Quickly Sinta turned off the call. Sinta is afraid that Andre's wife is suspicious and discovered that Andre has a mistress. Sinta immediately deactivated her phone. Sinta smiled wryly realizing her cowardly self. Suppose he dares to argue with Andre and find out about Andre's family maybe his life is not this complicated. Sinta is weak.
A few minutes later Sinta re-activated her phone. Deep down Sinta wished Andre had contacted her.
Hope the phone rings. Somewhat doubtful Sinta ignored him fearing Andre's wife was calling him. Until the first call is missed. The phone rings again.
"Hello...." Sinta answered the phone without any frills. Sinta is on alert to know Andre's wife is calling back.
"What's calling me?. Sinta was relieved that the one who contacted him was Andre.
"Mas I want to talk something. Can you come here?"
"Today can't, later if I have time to go there. Don't ever call me first fear my wife misunderstood."
"Yes, I'm waiting. Please come as soon as possible!. Without answering again Andre decided on a call. Andre always keeps Cindy's feelings in check and ignores Sinta's feelings. Andre didn't realize the word he said just hurt Sinta. Sinta was crying again.
Conscious crying also needs energy, Sinta out of the house with a fruit basket. True colorful flowers that he treated for several months was able to make his mood improve. Sinta looked at her yard. Only red fruit. The watermelon he planted a few months ago is still as big as a small ball. Sinta plucked a guava that she could reach. Without washing Sinta enjoys the red guava.