
...- A Dusty Photo...
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..._Safrank...
Have I ever done anything wrong before? I'm not sure. But my inadequacy made me think more and more about things that were not.
My relationship with Han and Felix is going very well. I used to go to Han's house. Sometimes I go out with them. One thing that makes me a little confused. Why the moon is no longer among them.
At the end of this I saw the Moon ushered and picked up by a guy. From his stature and face I'm sure he's a crossbreed like Felix. His eyes were narrow, his cheeks dimmed and his skin color was as white as milk. The guy came in before the class broke up and came in a few minutes before the entrance bell rang. I doubt if he was the driver.
I also once asked about Moon to Juna but the guy did not know. The moon often comes and goes from home. Sometimes not sleeping at home. But Juna couldn't tell me where the Moon was and what she was doing. I was frustrated. And at the same time feel guilty.
Anastasya news is good. This time, my relationship and her relationship is back. He was close to the basketball team leader. Everyone is rumoring that the two are in a relationship behind me. Yups, I've heard it. But I don't really believe. For example, I don't care either. Maybe that's best considering I'm already reluctant to deal with the girl.
Anastasya once explained about his relationship with the head of the basketball team. But I don't care. Having a relationship never really affected my life. Ah, or really affect. That way I can easily break up with him.
Today's sports lessons. I didn't go because I wasn't feeling well. My body feels very tired because these three days are not sleeping. I study a lot of overtime. I also played a lot late this year. I sat on the top of the basketball podium. Seeing clearly the students of my class who were warming up before the lesson.
When I was focused on what I saw a man suddenly came into my view. A girl in uniform and with long hair. Ah, he's the Moon. The girl also did not take sports lessons.
I hesitate to get closer. But my desire to say hello was very high. After a long debate with the mind I finally ventured to say hello.
I was sitting at the top of the podium shifted down to meet the Moon down. The girl was holding two cans of soda that were still perfectly covered.
"Moon?" I ventured to reprimand.
The girl was a little surprised but then acted calm.
"Hey. Don't you play sports?" Moon says. I smiled and sat right next to him. But the Moon is shifting. Spacing one room to put two cans of soda that he had previously held.
"No. You're alone too."
"Gue's not feeling well. I've been under a lot of stress this week."
"Gue rarely sees you with Han now."
"Gue more tutoring. You know I'm in second semester."
I just smile. Then take my eyes off the many students down there.
"Sabrank? How's Felix doing with Han?"
I'm shocked. Righteous. It's not that the Moon is closer to Han or Felix. Why ask me now.
"Well." I kind of hesitated to answer. "Well you ask me?"
The moon is down. Playing his fingers. "Last I chatted them a week ago. I told you not to bother me first. I don't know if they are completely unrelated to me. I feel wrong about it."
"They are also waiting for news from you. When are you ready to play and tell them again."
The moon is staring at me. I was a little nervous with my eyes.
"Thanks." -."
"Make?"
"When." I smiled. Greeted with a smile by the Moon.
"La? Sorry if the effect I know." I dare to say.
"Why?"
"Is your relationship with Han and Felix strained because of me? Or completely avoid me."
The vow. I deg degan. My feeling was a little was was with the answer or statement of the Month after.
"Why do you think that?"
I lowered. "Gue fought with Anastasya. And he's always gouging at our every debate."
I let out a breath. And the moon changed a little.
"Sorry, Lan. I'm worried Anastasya's bothering you."
Moon silent. His eyes changed again. Different from before.
"Gue's wrong, huh?" the Moon is unexpected.
"No. I mean not that."
"Yes. Anastasya has come to me." Moon lowered. "Anyone who saw me talking to Ana at that time would have thought if she was friendly to me. He did not stop smiling. His voice was soft, but to me it really hurt."
"Gue apologizes on her behalf."
"I'm sorry you didn't go back." Moon smile. "And I stayed away not because of Lo or Ana. I don't think I'm interrupting your relationship."
I'm speechless. I read the situation wrong again. I misjudged who the Moon was.
"Gue... Not brave enough to tell you what else is going on in me. Sorry."
Moon stand. He left me in wonder. Just a few steps the Moon stopped. He turned to look at me.
"Please love it to Han with Felix, yeah. Tell them to tell me to call me later. Thanks, Sabrang."
Sabrank?
The name sounds very foreign. Sounds unusual to me.
Because usually and supposedly the Moon calls me with Abra. Like everyone else. Or does? The moon is no longer anyone else to me. Maybe just my own opinion?
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Note author..
I want a hiatus.. But it's a real pity..
Just a little more time, yeah..
Bismillah, I hope there's something that loves me and I won't go on hiatus. Amyn.