A Dusty Photo's

Chapter 18: The Relationship

...- A Dusty Photo...

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I want to thank you for my late work. I'm a freshman he's second grade in second semester. And I'll be hectic enough to catch up a lot of lags. I'd say I'm not that stupid or I'm not really stupid. To get first place is easy for me. But chasing in the second semester is certainly not that easy. That's why I'm really busy.

And the reason for my busyness can be used to avoid Sabrang. I decided to call him that. I don't like being friendly with him. Given the end of this, the guy was back close to Anastasya.

I, Han and Felix were sitting in a gazebo behind the school. There are many books in front of me and Han also Felix in front of them actually there is a sandwitch and milk box.

"The moon that's learning the stress is back, Han." I saw Felix muttering in front of me.

"Gue learning isn't due to stress anymore, Lix. It's semester two, and I'm new. Lots of miss." I turned back Han's notebook. "Lo's still just as lazy about nyatet, Han."

"Yes Sorry. I'm busy at other things." Han sipped his tea box.

"How busy, Han?" Felix asked.

"Gue wants to tell you guys, but the Moon again can not be disturbed, if I tell the same story, later Moon kepo." Han sighed. "It's so tired, I."

"Judek. Later, finish first." I focused on the book in front of me. Ah, I think I agree with what Felix said. It seems I am stressed and the way to divert what I am feeling is to look for busyness.

Okay, this was a long time ago. For a very long time I always run on learning if the state of my heart is broken. It's just an alibi. Because what makes me stress is both my own parents. What can a child do to avoid chaos. The only thing I can do is learn. I turn my stress focus to the things in front of me. With new english vocabulary. Or explore more types of algae and seaweed.

I was instantly silent. What I did because I did made them proud. Right too. Graduate degree with the highest average grade I can when I graduated Junior High first. And as I recall, my bokap also breezed with his head raised when it came to taking the rap of the first semester of High School first.

What's wrong with all this. Why the things that you avoid actually make both of my old oranv proud.

I closed the book. Coinciding with Sabrang who was walking with two milk boxes in his hand. I glanced at him briefly before finally standing up and transporting the entire book.

"Where are you going, Lan?" Felix asked. It coincided with Sabrang who had just arrived.

"Gue's going to the library."

"New abra also comes." Han looked at me. She looked up slightly and from the water her face felt a little awkward.

I was avoiding Sabrang. Wh why? First because of Anastasya. I thought that I had mistakenly threatened Anastsya in the toilet the other day. Ah, that's threatening. Only arrived to talk about an impossible possibility. Sabrang certainly is not someone who easily leaves behind a perfect Anastasya. Second, because I am. It has to do with Sabrang. Because I think it would be problematic if I was close to Sabrang when the guy was having a fight. Ah, then why. Just a friend. Yes, I thought so too. Just be friends. My heart and feelings refuse to say that. The closer I got to Sabrang the more I thought about the impossible possibilities I talked about before.

Suddenly all my problems are related to Sabrang, huh? Notwithstanding. I am in a cold war with my wife.

"Gue doesn't have much time to pursue the final exam, Han. And your catatan is amazingly useless." I forced a smile on Han. Then cut off to everything. Sabrang Included.

I forced a smile for him. Putting on a senatural face maybe so as not to clearly I try to avoid him.

I finally walked into the library. The library at the school is quite large. And I don't think it's bigger than my school in Surabaya. But here all the books are neatly arranged. Each shelf has its own title board. Group them one by one. I'm heading for the biggest shelf in the back corner. And looking for a thick Math book. I was trying to find a chair. Still in the corner of the room I cross paths with Anastasya.

The girl walked up to me who was sitting and trying to focus on all the numbers in front of me. But somehow the shadow of Anastasya who approached caught the retina very clearly. She looks beautiful or she is always beautiful. Today his thick and long hair in the ponytail with a little brat out of the bind.

Anastasya. And sit in front of me without excuse. I try hard not to care.

Anastasya pulled out a black hairband with a small ribbon accent there. It thrusts at me who is down and busy with pen.

"That was your hair. I don't think it's comfortable studying with that hair." Anastasya. I looked at him and then sighed.

Is this girl pretending to be good? No. gabe. He was good. The whole universe seems to agree on that. But the impression I had with him at first met was not like most people apparently.

"No. Thanks." Thanks."

Anastasya focused on the book in front of him. I also. Or at least I try to focus. Because seeing how Anastasya sits gracefully in front of me makes me feel really uncomfortable.

"Month." Anastasya dropped the book. Then look at me. I follow the look up. Trying to align the view.

"What else."

"I think you're in a bad mood again."

"Why can you rate me that?" ask me a little bad.

"When you fainted that day I thought you were starting to shy away from Abra."

"Something happens in I don't all deal with Sabrang. And I don't think you should interfere either." I want to go. Really am. The discussion about Sabrang today made my feelings even more chaotic.

"But last you said, you were so sure that Abra would come to you."

"But I also said I won't be snatching the same girlfriend lo." I closed the book. It would be better to stay away from Ana.

"Gue almost broke up with Abra because of lo." I failed to stand up. Even put a pencil case and looked at Anastasya again. "so now you're interested?"

"Lo said it was almost. And I doubt it's because of me."

"Gue's sure you're interested." Anastasya closed the book. Then bring his body closer to me.

I turned the eyeball. What am I interested in.

"Just the day you passed out. I see Abra a little worried. He's been checking repeatedly, calling someone I don't know who. But I'm sure it's the same with you."

"What do you say it's all based on a hypothesis? I salute you, I think you're a thinker." I stood up. Then close the chair. "But don't connect anything about me with Sabrang. Because I'm not interested at all."

I passed.

I'm not sane. It seems like my brain is being overpowered by a strange feeling that is all related to Sabrang. What Han said the other day was true. About love, which is complicated. I don't use logic if it has anything to do with Sabrang. And one more thing, why do I connect all things with Sabrang.

On the way to class, my cell phone rang. I complained of being upset when I found my nyokap again and again.

"Hello!" my greeting.

"Month. Mommy picked you up this afternoon, yeah. There's someone you want Mami to know."

"Busy month."

"Only today, the Moon. Mama will pick you up. And you know Mommy doesn't like rejection."

"I don't want to ask permission."

I cut the connection unilaterally. I don't care if I'm upset there or not. I don't care.

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Note author...

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