A Dusty Photo's

Chapter 10: Family 2

...- A Dusty Photo...

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..._Safrank...

I forget the last time I felt happy. Be happy to forget all the burdens of the past because there is only the present moment. This second. Then I was reminded of happiness. Well, I came back to that. I don't think it's a big happiness, but a little happiness that's always been around me but I never felt it.

In this moment I feel happy.

I, Felix, Han and Moon were sitting in a gasebo near the back garden of the school. A quiet and cool garden. I used to come here alone to eat my lunch but now Han and his friends are with me.

We are dealing with two boxes. It's mine and Han's.

Our conversation was a lot. The past. Silly story. The question makes no sense. I don't know why it feels so comfortable. Talking about something unimportant with someone valuable or important.

Yes, they are valuable to me. I already thought of it that way.

"Lo still heard from you, Lan?" Han asked.

I'm a little worried. Because I think family talk is always sensitive. But they apparently are not so. The moon brightly told us about her family. That easy.

"In Bali he. Her new husband is Australian." Moon says. While opening his mouth towards Han and the guy lightly fed the Moon.

"Keren also nyokap lo." Felix commented.

I looked into the Moon's eyes to see if it was really that light talking about family. And, well. The moon is that easy.

"Lo confused huh, Bra?"

The moon is going towards me. And I'm a little flirting. My behavior observing the Moon seems to be discovered.

"Sorry." I answered.

"Not what. So broken home family victims are not that bad, really." The moon said with a smile and then opened its mouth at me. Cue for a bribe. I doubt a little. Because I've never done it to anyone. Only Anastasya, even if he forced. But doubtfully I fed him pieces of fruit. It feels ordinary. Like friends.

"Yes, I'm also a broken home victim. I cheated on you, keep on, Dad. Now I'm going to split up." Felix chiming. "When I went back to his hometown in Australia, while I followed him step by step. Sometimes stuffy, but yeah how else."

"The only one who is not broken home is me." Han said after devouring a piece of bread, "it's just that I died of cancer. Now I'm a single mom."

"What's up Brian, Han? Working now?"

"Yes. If only I'd done boutique work, I wouldn't have gone to an elite school." Han laughs.

I froze. Are they telling me the state of their family? And made me feel so I wasn't too confident.

I underestimated my life. I always thought I was the most miserable person on earth. The hardest people to be happy.

I thought I was with God. He died in an accident when I was too young. Accidents in front of my head and my bokap. It causes trauma that is difficult to heal. I guess God is so evil to me by not giving me the happiness of a warm family.

Since then, my warm heart has changed. He fulfilled two roles alone. Being a mother and father. He worked hard for me. It could also be for the sake of my mentality that has not been netul well after the tragic events of the past. I felt sorry for the bokap so I decided to be the kid he could be proud of. By obeying what he wants. Even if I have to give up what I want.

The moon said and Han also Felix nodded. I just ducked. I feel ashamed of myself.

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The gloomy atmosphere in my opinion had finally stopped. Now we joke with each other.

We got tired and went back to our class. Felix split up on the second floor. Because he had to go up one more floor to his class. As for me, Han and Moon one class.

The moon walked a few steps behind me and Han.

"Lo equals Deket month, Bra?" Han asked and I raised one eyebrow. What does.

"Decision. I think I'm the same Lo."

"This is in another sense. Said you ever wanted him to come home."

"Yes, ever. Now I also go to the Moon's house a lot." I smile a little. " It turns out the Moon was my best friend's cousin since Junior."

"Lo Juna's best friend?" Han was a little surprised.

"Lo knows Juna too?" i asked.

"Since I knew the Moon, I knew Juna too. Because Moon often plays with Juna and her sister Lana."

"Lo also often play to the Moon's house?"

Han just nodded. "Budhe's house is the Moon."

My and Han's chatter came to a halt when the sound of the lunchbox falling down rang out loud. I and Han just stopped. The moon has fallen with knees piling up first and lunchboxes strewn about. Fortunately, it was consumed.

I wanted to run to help the Moon but after seeing Anastasya bow in apology then ran towards me I finally undo the intention. Han had already reached out to help the Moon.

"Abra!?" Anastasya grabbed my wrist and led me to class.

"That's a damn thing." Ana still holds my arm. On the one hand I feel good to meet Ana after a week she is busy and rarely makes time for me. But on the other hand I feel uncomfortable. I was actually uncomfortable when Ana made physical contact with me even though before it was normal.

"This afternoon want to go?" i said. Thoughtlessly. Just get out of here.

Ana nodded.

I and Ana chatted for a while in class before the entrance bell rang. He immediately left after the entrance bell rang and without me noticing, I started glancing at the Moon.

There's no point I deserve to give why I glanced at the moon. Whether I make sure his feet are okay after a fall or something else.

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