9 Requests for Love

the story of Maira 3

Maira is still reluctant to see the sun, she still believes that her life is dark, not the least she wants to receive the light that people want to give except one person.

"Mai lo don't want to go out yet, really don't want to see me? I miss Mai. It's been a week Lo locked himself up like this, I'm so worried"

it has been a week since the departure of her grandmother Maira locked herself in her home.Even the neighbors were worried about Maira's condition.

after hearing Zia's footsteps away Maira returned again to her room.

he stared at the ceiling of his room wistfully, as if the ceiling of his room was like a screen re-imagining his still-wet wounds.

A FEW DAYS AGO

"grandmother"

after two days of postoperative coma finally nenqek Maira opened her eyes. grandmother still looks dazed and her wrinkled face depicts her being shocked by the pain she has to endure.

Maira immediately called a doter so that her grandmother was immediately examined by a doctor.

"Alhamdulillah Rahmah's mother has passed her critical period, but the state of Rahmah's mother we can not say improved because she is still very weak. because now we better focus on restoring his endurance first"

Maira was just a mangosteen listening to the explanation from the doctor.

after receiving the prescription of the drug that the doctor gave Maira immediately went to make up for it and when he returned Maira really did not expect finally the woman he was waiting for her presence was now in the room. Maira holds herself back from entering, allowing the mother and child to let go of the longing.

"how did you get to be like this?"

"mother sends mother's granddaughter to you Ros"

"mother always put her to me without understanding I was even tired of facing my own life"

"he's your son too"

"yes though it was not I who gave birth to her but I ended up bearing her burden"

Maira found it hard to digest her mother's words but it was enough to make her chest hurt.

"how can you help ease your burden, son?"

"sell mother's land for me, please help me to live"

"why don't you tell Maira everything"

"for what? so that he also felt the pain.mother alone is enough to be a burden for him, I really can't bear to see both shoulders burdened mother"

"i know you love her so much"

"mother..,huhuhuk mother...."

seeing the old woman smiling her smile made Maira's mother collapse.Now she completely fell into the old woman's arms.

"mother...what should I do without my mother?"

"live openly, reveal all your heart, divide the wound so as not to hurt others"

mama Maira's crying increasingly broke, she seemed to want to complain about all her troubles.

Maira does not even know how to respond to her mother, even until the night the words continue to haunt her.

"yes, although it was not I who gave birth to her but in the end I was the one who bore her burden"

"if she didn't give birth to me, then who gave birth to me? why did Mama have to say that? why does he make me feel like he's not his son"

Maira continued to ask what the meaning of the sentence her mother had uttered was.

"Have you slept?"

maira's daydreams were spoiled when her grandmother greeted her.

"no granny"

"grandma needs something?"

"ah no, grandma just wants to hear your voice.you lie down"

hearing that Maira was back lying on the sofa. Maira had been sleeping on the sofa one week to accompany her grandmother in the hospital.

"you know Mai sometimes what looks evil isn't necessarily evil"

Maira really doesn't understand what her grandmother means.

"it could be that someone's actions hurt us but in fact behind it he was just trying to avoid more hurtful wounds for us"

really Maira did not really listen to her grandmother she was busy thinking about her mother's words earlier.

"whatever happens never hate mama ya Mai"

want it to feel Maira denied after all the injuries given by Mama but her grandmother instead forbid her to hate her mother. But he swallowed the wound back so as not to hurt his grandmother as well.

"yes grandma"

after a moment of silence Maira just thought to ask him directly what the meaning of the words Mama.

"hum grandma...."

But when Maira wakes up and sees her grandmother, her grandmother is already asleep. Maira decided to undo her intentions.stared at the old face, looking so calm.

"why is Grandma's face so radiant tonight?" his inner. Maira swallowed her curiosity into a dream.

As he was lulled with his dreams Maira was piqued with a familiar-sounding shrill voice. She opened her eyes and Maira was shocked when the sisters and doctors entered her room. All their expertise, they tried this and that until finally the state told them to stop and the doctor announced his resignation.

"on Friday 28 March 2016 my mother Rahma Sari declared her dead"

maira's sky rumbled, the rain did not subside even into a storm.Even the place on foot now felt soft.

Maira was still sculpting, she was still sitting on the Sofa and looking at the stiff body of the grandmother as if her nerves were unable to reach her heart to form an expression that she should have let out.

When Ummi Razik came the doctor and the nurse left the room. Ummi was more devastated to see Maira's condition, as a psychologist he meant that Maira was in shock with the departure of her grandmother.

"May.."

ummi approached Maira, but her gaze was still the same, still empty without meaning.See Maira Ummi heart hurt, she was afraid Maira would fall with the departure of her grandmother.

"Maira look at Ummi.."

not a hint of Maira's gaze turned away, a moment like this should he be warmed by someone he loves.that's when Zia was present with her family.

"May......"

"hug him dear...."

without hesitation Zia directly hugged Maira tightly, very tightly.

"Mai I know it hurts, but you still have me. There's Mai.."

as if the electric shock Maira could feel the pain radiating to all her nerves.she cried so badly and was followed by everyone in the room, especially Umm Razik.

"o Allah, I was so afraid that she was following her grandmother"

"hush mbak can't talk like that"

Ummi expressed his concern to mami Zia.

"eeeh, you see what his expression is, O Allah......."

"yes yes mbak, he must feel very sick because he is also no longer good with his mother. Anyway we must give him love so that Maira does not feel alone. I'm ready to be her mother if she really doesn't want it anymore"