9 Requests for Love

let the wound

Maira began to realize from her dreams, her eyes began to find out where they were. Although he looked a little surprised to see Prass beside him Maira still tried to control him.

"we where?"

"your house!"

"my house?'

Maira pointed to herself and reciprocated a nod by Prass. He tried to recognize this place by looking around from behind the car glass. To make it look more clear Maira lowered her car glass. There was a pain in his chest when he realized the place, clearly visible sadness on Maira's face even tears he could not bear. Seeing Maira wiping away her tears made Prass wonder, a million questions filled his head.

"this isn't my house anymore"

Prass frowning.

"since my grandmother died, this house has also left me"

Prass was pounding more and more, there was a sense of annoyance, sadness and also hate pressing on his heart.

"is the house sold?".

Maira nodded.

"why?"

"because it has to be sold"

Prass is increasingly upset to hear maira's answer, because the answer is not able to answer his curiosity.

"it turns out I'm nobody to you"

Maira was filled to hear the disappointment Prass. wanted to feel he denied but he had already pushed Prass further.The ego was so high to slightly bow and apologize for the mistakes first.

"hum, we don't have anything to do with"

that's not what Prass wants to hear, of course he still expects Maira to soften a little and accept it. even until now Prass did not know what the reason Maira left him first and also he did not know why Maira was so closed off from him, there was not even the slightest chance for him.

"why bring me here?"

there was no answer from Prass and Maira could understand this situation.This is how Prass if he was angry, he would be silent until the anger in his chest subsided. Prass steps on the accelerator and takes Maira to Razik's house.

"what are we doing here?"

Prass was still silent and got out of his car. Maira just follows him and is immediately greeted by Caca's sister Razik. Caca greeted him with hugs and tears that he could no longer contain.

"hi deck"

Caca was still crying and a hiccup. Seeing that Prass left them both.

"hey why?"

Maira let go of Caca's embrace and looked at him meticulously. Caca tried to control her emotions and wiped away her tears. Maira looked around her, saw some of the most happy bouquets and she concluded it was not this event that made Caca's heart hurt.

"this show shouldn't be for mourning, right?"

Caca nodded.

"why should?"

"sister Razik sis Razik wants to marry again"

"yeah....."

it was fast enough that Caca was so shocked that even Mairapun was devastated to hear that. Zia's figure immediately flashed across his mind.

"it should be my happy day for Rasya but why should there be an engagement event mas Razik without my consent. Brother Mai I should how?"

Maira suppressed her tightness and forced a smile for Caca. Caca's shoulder to just strengthen.

" how else should the deck, this is their choice.we can only provide input and advice, the rest of it is their decision and adek as his brother must still support whatever his decision Razik"

"iihhhh brother is the same Ummi answer"

Maira smiled heavily.

"this color is their life, hum!?"

Maira nodded in understanding.

"he's in, brother"

"calm brother Prass already ordered a dress for sister kok. change yok"

there is a sense of relief in his heart, it turns out that Prass took him with good preparation.

True said Caca should be a happy day today but Prass engagement event makes happiness as if full of sorrow that should be worth mourning. Only Syifa and Razik were smiling the others were just silent and busy fighting with their respective minds.

Maira couldn't stand having to linger at this event because she thought it was better to get some fresh air out and there was one place she really wanted to go.

yes, the school used to be and in this school there is a corner that became his favorite place, which is behind the library filled with shady trees. Maira traced the trees and now the trees are getting towering.

There was one tree that he wanted to see, but Maira began to forget which tree.

"this tree"

Maira was surprised to hear a voice from behind a tree across the street.

"this tree"

prass's reprise convinced Maira.

in his view the tree was looking for something that binds him there. seen the writing I LOVE YOU, a sentence deliberately carved by Prass for maira first. seeing that reminded him how much more beautiful and childish they are. This tree became a living witness to their love life during High School because they spent a lot of time under this tree.

"i miss that time"

lirih Maira while exhaling her heavy breath.more precisely she missed Prass when she became her lover first.

"time can be repeated if the person is still the same"

"that color I miss that time.the people have changed a lot.even now even destroy each other"

Prass takes a deep breath, right Maira said they are now very different from those who used to be. Even they can hurt each other for the sake of an ego that is too high.

"so is your Mai"

Maira was silent

"you've changed a lot"

"the name is also human, the trail of life will press us to follow the story we experience"

"too careful? what about the heart? has your heart changed as well?"

Maira felt choked.of course the heart could not change that easily.

"what about your heart?"

Prass stood before Maira but his gaze was still thrown towards the others.

"May?"

"humd..."

"what about your heart? has it changed?"

now his gaze was down, as if the pain in his chest was so intense.Hearing Prass's question had made his heart so sore let alone having to look at his face, Maira really could not.

"look at me Mai. tell me that your heart has changed, then I will lift you up"

every word Prass spoke was like a blade that kept tearing his heart apart. Maira is busy making peace with her heart so as not to be provoked by Prass' words. To avoid deeper wounds, Maira chooses to leave Prass.

"go away, Mai. run. You're really smart about this"

maira's steps stopped. Prass just scatters Maira's back without realizing behind it is a face that is being watered by tears.

"but know, the problem you leave behind will never be finished but rather be a wound to someone"

for a moment only the wind spoke.

"and you know Mai, no matter how far you run you will never get out of this problem"

at once Maira was depressed, as if there was a new threat to her, by pressing her heart, Maira turned around and stood firmly before Prass. Prass who saw that could only fall silent.

"my heart has changed. I NO LONGER LOVE YOU. I DON'T LOVE YOU. The journey made my heart change and NOW I LOVE OTHERS. I beg you to release me from your past Prass and leave me with my life."

after defending himself Maira left Prass who was sitting tight under the shady tree.Maira's words hurt her, even Prass almost forgot how to breathe. his chest was so tight that his heart was now so hurt