9 Requests for Love

voidness of heart

the three girls are now staring blankly at the future of romance. Every heart always wants to have its love but not all love can be owned by the heart. it could be the Love that you currently expect to love another heart and it could be the Love that you currently really want to escape is struggling to maintain the heart so as not to run away again.

they continued to carry out the plan they had designed, spending the three of them time to eat together and watch together.when they were together only laughter was heard and dismissed the emptiness that was sweeping the heart. although the laughter felt bland but at this time it was the only way to keep the heart calm.

and now they parted in search of their own serenity.in the quiet moment the void began to attack again.

after Maira and Zia say goodbye now live Syifa herself in her room.His heart is empty when remembering the strange behavior of razik lately.Razik began to stay away from her and looks do not like to be in physical contact with her. He also always avoided meeting with Syifa, even razik set his schedule so as not to one flight with Syifa. and just now when he saw the expression between razik and Zia he suspected that something was going on between the two of them. It was so painful to see our loved ones getting harder to reach.

"why with you bi? why is it so hard to meet you? why avoid me? what's wrong this time? has your heart returned to him? you have the heart if you leave me after everything we've been through. I'm not your stopover? I don't want to be considered so. I'll continue to have you no matter what"

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Zia left Syifa's room and chose to stay in her room.she wanted to be alone at this time, rather she could not afford to be with Syifa. saw Syifa made her remember all the pain she was given.

Zia stared out the window, looking at the plane lights up there reminded him of Razik. nothingness that attacked him when about the raid who had not yet dared to make a decision, he said, a decision he really wants to hear and also he's afraid of.

"i really wanted to be selfish this time, but when I saw her I also felt sorry for her, she was also a woman who wanted to be loved like me and she was certainly not wrong here. you should have taken this step long before you received my kabul ijab mas. that way he will be faster to move on and I accept my right long ago. or I'm the one who's training you to keep her happy"

Zia walked towards her desk and stared at their photo when they got married first.

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he was out with Zia but Maira wanted to calm herself down first and preferred to breathe fresh air in the garden.

in this park he remembers Razik's treatment of his best friend, it comes to his heart a sense of envy, wanting to get the same treatment from different people.

a faint smile was drawn on his lips, but that smile was to describe how disappointed he was over his own expectations even more so, the incident hit him so much that the love of the man he knew before might not be the same as the love of the man he knows today.

"huh stupidly I still expect the love that I have long left.If he loves others, it is natural. anyway his love for me used to be just monkey love alone. after all who can stand waiting for so long. love without certainty is like eating cheese in the imagination. Instead of expectations that are met precisely the desire to get it even higher. I better bury my hopes and forget them"

maira looked up at the sky with a sprinkling of stars, wishing her life to be as bright as the sky tonight.

"happy Prass.if you are happy then I should also be happy.and please don't appear before me again, we are back as before, we are, like strangers who don't know each other but have loved each other"

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