
Razik woke up when they were just starting to knit dreams. his body felt lighter because the heat had gone down, the infusion had also flowed from earlier as a substitute for energy ammunition. he glanced at Prass who was rolling on the sofa.
"he was always there when I fell but when he fell Zia was always with him and I was always dropped by Zia"
inner Razik.
his view turned to Syifa.
"and lo, why is it always there when I fall. I can't completely blame Lo for all of this because I realize this is all a result of my loser attitude.sorry I'm Syifa"
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Prass awakens and sees his two best friends still dabbling in the dream world.he glances at the wall clock and immediately catapulted because the clock is flying in a moment, and of course his phone has been flooded with phones by his coworkers. Razik came out of Razik's apartment in a hurry so that he did not realize the door of Razik's house had not been closed properly.
Not long after the departure of Prass ummi and Abi have been in front of Razik's apartment.
"sa Razik's house kebuk ya?"
ummi who saw the door of Razik's apartment that was open to worry, Abi also did so. afraid in case there are thieves or bad people who enter. Abi put up his body and opened the door of Razik's apartment wider and watched Razik's house carefully. Abi sees the ummi who is still standing outside, after being coded by Abi and feels safe then ummi enters.
"is it safe?"
"Alhamdulillah"
Abi put his index finger in front of his lips a sign they should be quiet.
"why bi?"
"ssstttt..kayak voice people"
immediately the feathers of the ummi luduk bristled. ummi followed Abi from behind and climbed the stairs.Slowly they were already in front of Razik's room, had not had time to knock Abi suddenly the door was opened.
yes contact Abi and ummi shocked a woman out of her son's room.the mind of ummi and Abi have even wandered everywhere.
and so did Syifa, as soon as her body stiffened.
"who's Syifa?"
Syifa glanced at Razik with a gaze that was difficult to interpret.he released the door leaf so that Razik could clearly see the whereabouts of Ummi and Abi.
of course Razik was also shocked to see his parents in front of his room and either since when, what they think about him.
"down we have to talk"
abi said firmly, like a duck child following its mother like that they were.
Syifa could feel her fingers cold for fear of Abi's trial, while Razik felt he did not care what punishment Abi would be given, whatever it is, he must accept it as a consequence of his own actions. even if Razik tries to defend himself, it will feel useless because people who are emotional will never accept other statements behind his view.
the two of them stood facing Ummi and Abi like students facing the headmaster, so they were.
"this is proof for Abi that what Zia said was true"
Abi put his phone on the table, inside the phone was seen a Vidio Syifa and Razik.
embarrassment just broke out in Syifa's heart, her eyes getting subdued.When Razik immediately took the phone and saw the sender and it was true Razik's assumption that he was the one who sent Vidio to Abi. his heart was getting disappointed and hurt. Zia trus made him even more cornered, as if wanting to close the gap for him.
"you must marry Syifa immediately"
Syifa and Razik simultaneously raised their heads and were busy with their respective thoughts.
"why do I suddenly not want this anymore.why is it that when my goal is almost reached I want to turn around? Zia come back otherwise you'll take your whole life for letting me win"
the mind seems to have two different voices.one side of this goal from the beginning and almost succeeded.on the other hand is not hatred and punishment but love.
"this is what you expect? is the road really closed for us? you know for sure that even if it materializes my mind will never stop expecting you back and that kind of torture is what you want to give me?"
batin Razik continued to curse himself because of his guilt.When the order from Abi said only Zia who crossed their hearts and minds.
"alright"
"but Razik wants to find Zia first and ask her permission"
"the longer you put it off, the more it opens up our family's disgrace"
Razik was increasingly furious because ummi and Abi had accused him of impregnating Syifa, but especially the word defense if they continue to close their ears and believe what they want to believe.
"please please ummi and ummi aturkan"
while for Syifa this even makes it look like a bad woman. Syifa held her stomach and thought about telling the truth.
"i....."
they all saw Syifa bowed in shame.
"i actually..."
Syifa hesitates and is afraid to get Razik hurt once again.
"i...."
"come next Sunday to the house, invite Syifa we will discuss this together"
Razik just nodded heavily, while Syifa seemed to have no chance to reveal it.
"Syifa can talk to ummi for a second?"
syifa nodded, Ummi had passed and headed for the balcony and Syifa was just stalking her from behind. Syifa was so cute when Ummi looked at her sharply because she knew she was wrong so she felt afraid and felt all these circumstances were her responsibility, that is why Syifa felt afraid when faced by the ummi with that sharp gaze.
"ummy..."
"whatever you think you'd better say"
Syifa glanced at Ummi not understanding.
"just follow Zia's words if you don't want to complicate things anymore and then you can get what you want"
Syifa did not understand this was an endorsement or a threat to her.
"or you want to lose it all and no one will look at you anymore"
This time Syifa understood this was a risky choice.
it is clear that the dislike on the face of Ummi and Syifaoun can feel it. Even Syifa is not able to dwell in front of Ummi.
Ummi left it without caring about the complexity of Syifa's mind at this time.
"Let's go home"
Abi only mangosteen and follow ummi from behind.so with Syifa, he had intended to leave but after he noticed the pocket of Razik pants look a little different. he approached Razik and raised his left hand which had been hiding behind his pants pocket and Syifa guessed that his hand had bled from earlier, it was all because Razik immediately pulled the infusion without knowing how. so it is not known ummi and Abi Razik accidentally put his hand in his pocket.With Syifa regrettably treating Razizk's wound and Razik just let it.
"how did you let yourself get hurt like this"
"the color of my heart is so hurt that this little wound is nothing"
Syifa stopped her hand that had been busy wrapping Razik's hand.
"even if your heart is hurt, it's not the end of your life"
"this is finally, my life is over. My life has been taken by Zia wherever she goes. Now I'm just your doll and my family"
Syifa felt surprised when she found out how hurt Razik was because of his actions.
the thing?
is it true that all Razik's injuries were because of him. If only Zia had not gone, of course Razik would not have been this injured. Even now he feels like a Zia doll. what exactly is Zia trying to do, Zia, ah no one knows, even at this moment everyone is hoping Zia will return.