
it is true that life revolves like a wheel, your happiness at this time will be a symbol to clean up the wounds later and your wounds at this time to give meaning to be happy more meaningful.nothing is useless, nothing is useless, each phase of life has its own role and meaning, as Zia feels today. Razik used to always incise wounds in his heart, even every time he came home to work tight on his chest increasingly.See their wedding photos that plastered so clearly in the living room made him ask.
"when are we going to be like this? when will that happy day come or could it be that there is no chance for our marriage?"
Zia was so looking forward to that happy day like today. Today he looked at the photo again but with a different heart.with love and happiness that continues to linger in the chest, until without realizing it he fell tears.
Zia was aware of her daydream as a hand rubbed her cheek gently.
"mas.." oh...."
"what's with these tears?"
Zia shook her head and leaned her head against the chest of Razik's field.
"nothing, I'm just happy"
zia's words stung Razik's heart.he could understand the full happiness Zia was feeling right now. Razik again imagined all his mistakes and surely Zia has been hurt a lot because of it. RaziK hugged Zia tightly and kissed Zia on the top of her head in regret.
"forgive me, I'm really sorry. I'm going to learn to be a good husband for you baby"
Zia raised her head so as to be able to see Razik's regretful face.
"don't apologize again.from yesterday you've apologized to me. I don't want to blame anyone anymore. Right now I just want to be happy with you"
Razik smiled warmly.
"I LOVE You"
razik said deftly and then spread his arms again, hoping that Zia would squander into his arms. Zia who saw that blushed in embarrassment but still wanted to play Razik. Zia shook her head and turned around and of course Razik could not accept being colonized by Zia. before Zia got away Razik immediately clasped Zia's hand and pulled her into his embrace.
Zia was so surprised when Razik did that, fortunately Razik caught it well and now Zia landed right in his arms. inevitably Zia could only enjoy the warmth of her husband's embrace.
"i'll never let you go again"
"even though I hurt you"
"yes, even though you hurt me, except...."
"unless you feel hurt by me and you want to give up. Like your request to me, I also want to ask for something"
"what mas?"
"tell me when you want to give up on our marriage"
Zia feels claustrophobic about Razik's remarks, she doesn't even know who will be hurt more and what their marriage will be like for Zia no matter what their marriage, no matter what, for sure they will both hurt each other because love begins to bind the two.
Zia tightened her embrace and buried her face in the chest of the razik field.
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the time that passes can not be turned back, can only enjoy the moment and take the wisdom of everything that happens.Since that Razik can only learn to continue to be a good husband for Zia.
maybe he can't make Zia forget the pain she once inflicted but he wants to replace that wound with happiness.
already 3 months have passed, Razik continues to try to be a sweet husband for Zia. often cook for Zia, always help Zia clean the house or go shopping monthly, Zia said, do not forget to take the time to take him for a walk. In fact he also always gives suprise for Zia.
yes, it is undeniable that Zia is very happy with everything that Razik does. instantly she feels special when she is next to Razik.
like this morning when Zia opened her eyes she was unable to find the face she had always longed for even in a dream. Zia picked up the letter located on the table beside the bed.
"morning baby, sorry mas first go to work because there is a flight this dawn.do not forget to eat yes, mas already cooked with love Lo"
greetings
husband Zia.
Zia's heart warmed up instantly, as warm as the porridge that Razik had served on the dining table. Lately Zia easily hurt, so Razik treated her spoiled.
Zia didn't not know why her condition was so weak, it was just that she wanted to cover it from Razik.
"forgive me mas, I'm afraid you're too upset to know about this fact.let time explain it all"