9 Requests for Love

not want it

"why am I not satisfied with everything I get? because it's too easy to get it. Razik and Zia's household was destroyed as I expected, but it turned out that the wounds that had been inflicted on her also hurt my heart. I don't think they're going to collapse this easily, because I think Zia's love is bigger than mine, but why is she so easy to hurt Razik? ah..... Razik's wounds hurt me more because I gave the knife to scratch the wound"

Syifa grabbed her own hair.a deep sense of regret actually makes the happiness that should exist even feel bland.

"and now why should I follow Zia's orders? I should be the one in charge of this. What exactly is Zia trying to play?"

Syifa glanced at her phone that was ringing.

"how did it go?"

^^^"there was nothing I could get. his tracks were so neat, he stopped at many places that Sunday. I think he did deliberately do that so that his tracks could not be read"^^

the man's answer actually makes Zia more difficult Syifa grasped her mobile phone with full of emotion.

"i can't just take him down"

his eyes radiated uneasiness.

...*******************...

"who else this time"

inner Maira. lately so many are looking for her. Even Prass sees him almost every day. Razik also a few weeks ago always followed him.not that Maira does not know why they are all very curious about his life now, she knows for sure of course it is all because of Zia. yes they think Maira will show the way to meet Zia, but all that is nil, there is not the slightest way that Maira can show.

"May...Mai..."

"uh yeah?

"he's waiting for you at table 8"

"thank you, Elsa"

Elsa nodded and passed away leaving Maira who was still trying to guess who the woman who was looking for her was.

and of course the woman was in accordance with her expectations, because indeed she was the only one who had never met Maira since the loss of Zia.

Syifa waved at Maira, but Maira's gaze looked so bland. Her heart could no longer understand Syifa's faults.even though she did not want her anger to look obvious, inevitably Maira forced her lips to sing a smile."

"hi..."

Sapa Syifa with spirit.

"hi"

but Maira's answer remains as it stands.

"what do you want to order?"

Syifa called the waiter with her wave.

after receiving the order, the servant left both of them.

"you're thinner Mai"

"yes, I'm busy with my studies"

"you're turning to medicine?"

"ehum, that's how it is"

"why so long ago?"

Maira smiled heavily, she forgot who knew exactly about her life only Zia. Although Syifa was her first friend but it turned out that only Zia was able to accommodate her in every circumstance, even to this day.

"you wouldn't believe me if I said I wasn't financially able"

"i know the news about your family's bankruptcy but the hell and Auntie don't have any savings for it"

Maira smiled wryly, so simply Syifa considered her suffering.

"hum yeah, I can't be that poor"

"it really is"

Syifa smiled with relief because what she thought was in accordance with what she heard.

"what a wonder, lately there are so many who find me"

"and I'm one of them, right?"

Syifa pointed to herself

"yes and maybe for the same reason?"

"i think so"

"if it is, you can't get what you want, just like them"

"why?"

Maira just smiled.

"it looks like the food is good"

Maira tried to shift the topic of their conversation, and of course Syifa will not be satisfied with Maira's behavior this time.

"then why are you so calm when your best friend disappears without a trace"

"the color I believe he'll be fine without me and I'm sure there will be a time when he'll meet me and explain everything"

Maira ate her food voraciously.

"do you know why he disappeared like this?"

"you know that better, right?!"

Syifa took a heavy breath, she began to realize she no longer understood this friend of hers.

"please tell me where she is Mai"

Maira stopped chewing her food and looked at Syifa with anger emanating from her net.

"make what?"

Syifa tried to think of the best answer but was immediately interrupted by Maira.

"to hurt him even more deeply?"

"Mai, I think Zia used me and this is what she wanted"

"this is what he wants?"

His anger was rattled at Syifa's response.

"you mean parting with her husband that's what she wants? destroying the love he had so hard-earned to maintain, was that what he wanted? well you're crazy Syif"

Syifa fell silent, the meaning of his words was wrongly responded by Maira.

"no, that's not what I meant...."

"that's not what he wants but what you want"

"no. I mean yeah I was expecting that but...."

"but what? you are not satisfied with the dagger you thrust it is too shallow.Yes, maybe the dagger you are thrusting at this time looks shallow but will never be lost. let alone eliminate the marks, not to mention, even that dagger will never be able to pull you out"

Syifa could no longer even look at Maira. His heart grew even more claustrophobic as he understood Maira's words more and more.

"so you can never treat the wound"

Maira left Syifa who was slapped with every word Maira said, as well as her, even Maira herself was so slapped, because with her words earlier she also imagined Zia's current position. Zia probably needed his embrace even though she never said it.

"Zia be strong, I'll come to you as soon as possible"

Maira wiped away the tears that had flowed down her cheeks.

"May....."

"heard her name called Maira turn around and get the face of Reihan who was smiling wide in his collar.it seemed like he had a bright day.

"i have some good news"

"what?"

Maira responded lazily.

"you know, your submission has been accepted"

Maira was shocked instead of Main, she was trying to neutralize her sense of pleasure.

"wah means that in a week you will leave me dong"

"ay Allah Almighty"

"are you happy?"

"of course, this is what I want"

"me too"

maiira's forehead shriveled, not understanding why Reihan was happy with the move.

"that captain's color won't see you often anymore"

he simply left Maira after saying that sentence, without taking the slightest responsibility for Maira's current burden. He was happy to see Zia soon, but Reihan instead reminded him of the feelings he might have buried again, that hope may never be realized again and he will leave Prass and his love for the second time.

as her mind filled with Prass, Maira seemed to see Prass's face. He followed the man, his fast path made Maira even more difficult to follow him. When Maira wanted to call him suddenly someone instead ran towards Prass and hugged him so tightly.

it hurts, of course Maira is very sick to see that and he feels that decision is the best at the moment