9 Requests for Love

cause of injury

Razik POV's

"Don't hurt Zia again. If you keep going that way someday he can leave you. Who can stand to be hurt, because everyone needs love. Ummi just doesn't want you to regret it later"

My heart aches at Ummi's advice.

"Don't hurt Zia anymore"

The memory seemed to play by itself in my mind. I realized every wound I've ever given to Zia. Starting from the time Adit died until now so many injuries that I scratched. I feel like a villain for my own love.

"If you keep this up, someday he can leave you"

ummi's words buzzed clearly in my ear as if reminiscent of Zia's words.

"If things get more complicated, then I'll back off"

Even imagining it I am not willing. It felt like my chest was tight as if it was being squeezed by a heavy burden.

"Ummi just doesn't want you to regret"

Ummi's words continued to suppress my fear like a ghost forcing me to be aware of my attitude all along.

I even forgot from when I became this kind of cowardly guy and I don't know what basis I keep wanting to hurt him.

"i don't even know why I hate you so much?"

I lowered the windshield of the car, hoping the air inside of this would swap. I don't even know where I was just picking up Zia at her parents' house. For a long time I observed around there was only one building that was familiar to me, a school on the other end looked the same.

Seeing the school fence, my feet moved by themselves to step there. Memories are memories that brought my steps here.

After getting permission from the security guard I traced this school, despite the changes but the memories were still felt in this place. Every step I could feel our friendship first. I could look back at the laughter that bound us to be best friends.

looking at this room I began to realize why I hated it so much

The flash back

The wind that blows gently makes this tree the most comfortable place for them. And because it is also what makes this tree not lonely for several months.

"Food is coming"

Just hearing it made the four people become excited.

"Today what message is Pras?"

Syifa glanced at the plastic bag that Pras was carrying.

"Chicken tuner"

Pras said with his joy.

"This is for Syifa, this is for Razik, this is for Zia, Adit, and this is for me"

"Make me?"

Maira protest.

"Lo don't do it, it's Lo's body"

Pras pops his cheek. Maira was indeed slightly fatter than Zia and Syifa. They enjoyed Pras' jokes so much except maira.

"That's a drink I love. Happy sprains"

Maira turned around and left with a bag of drinks that she had picked up.

"Eeeehhhhh wait. Huh"

Pras lost again this time. Every invite maira debate Pras always loses made.

"Here eat this lo rice"

Maira smiled with satisfaction.

"I'm wrong strategy"

They peppered the lunch with jokes.The incident that befell Zia a month ago even became fertilizer connected them and made them closer.

"Where will we learn?"

"Today we're not learning"

"Why dit?"

"Lo forgot the syif, this afternoon we will accompany Zia the same ummi therapy"

"O yes I forgot"

"Zi Lo ngak tired of the same ummi therapy?"

Everyone stiffened at Maira's question. They were all afraid that Zia would be offended but Zia just smiled and nodded.

"Sometimes. How about we skip this afternoon?"

All eyes looked at Zia doubtfully.

"Lo's sure?"

Zia glanced at Pras who was asking for her confidence and Zia instead nodded firmly.

"Eeeehhhhh can't, you should stay in therapy this afternoon"

"But it's zik...."

"No need to. We don't want to be yelled at later because you follow your will"

"Iya Zi dengerin said razik"

Zia put on her pouting face. All of them groveled and almost collapsed.

"would work, anyway Lo must be therapeutic"

Zia failed, among them all was indeed the most difficult raid conquered by Zia. now all of them are still enjoying the sensation of satiety that makes their lives feel peaceful.

"The food has gone down"

Zia stroked her stomach which felt full

"why?"

"follow me yuk"

"where"

without answering Adit pulled Zia's hand to leave their horde, the others just looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders, not knowing what Adit was going to do, among them was only a razik who could not calm down.

"Gue ketoilet first"

Razik left his friends. Instead of the toilet he just stopped in the UKS room. He was intending to listen to Adit and Zia chatter. Why they have to go from there.

"How are you feeling now?"

"Gue's so glad to hear, thank you"

Adit nodded

"Udah relax. I hope today is your last therapy"

"Relax, because you've been giving therapy to me, I can be calmer now. I feel warmer"

"It's on that lo"

Zia smiled so widely, while razik's mind was wandering somewhere.

"But Zi I want it"

"Hum yeah?"

"Lo really don't have the same feeling as Razik?"

Razik's eyes were perfectly rounded, he was so eager to hear Zia's answer.

Seeing Zia nodding makes hatiny sore. Plus Adit's smile that looks so happy makes him so hate the moment today. He felt like a fool all this time faithfully befriended those two people. Even his feelings felt trampled simultaneously by the two of them, or maybe he was the one who misunderstood the situation.

Flash back off

Now Razik realized why he wanted to hurt Zia so much. He was only carried away by the grudges of his past, only because he was immature he kept that grudge and created a distance between him and Zia. He even turned his love into hate. Although Zia used to love Adit does not mean today or in the future she can not love Razik. Razik was so sorry to just crush her hatred.

And I don't know what brought Zia to that place that made her meet Zia here.

They sit under the shade tree, now the shade tree is not alone anymore there are several other shady trees and under it there is a garden chair so it feels comfortable if you want to enjoy the breeze of the leaves.

"Mommy knows everything too"

Razik was speechless, it was even difficult for him to swallow the drink he had just gulped.

"Body?"

Zia shook her head.

"whatever"

"Zi you want to keep our household?"

"If not I've long gone zik"

Razik nodded.

"You go home with me, I'll take our family out to dinner"

"Why?"

"This is one way to make them sure again with us"

Zia clasped Razik's hand, though confused Zia entrusted everything to her husband.

"Sir man go home first, Zia let me come with me"

Mr. Man the driver of Zia nodded and left Zia with Razik.

***********

As razik promises tonight there will be a family dinner. Everything is complete, there is already Abi and ummi as well as papi and mami and Zahra and also her husband.

Everyone still enjoys the dish with their own mood and of course ummi and mami are the ones who do not feel ***** this dinner. After everything was finished touching the razik banquet, he ventured to convey his intention to do this.

"Everything I want to talk about"

All attention is automatically paid to him.

"Say son"

Abi said impatiently.

"Me and Zia want to carry out the reception, how does Abi think the same papi?"

All eyes glistened at hearing it. There was no one happier than Zia at the moment. He will finally get his dream. Being the queen of the day is every woman's dream, because that day she will be a special woman for the man she loves.

Mami and ummi can smile with relief, as well as papi and Abi are eroding the burden in their hearts.

"Oh my God, finally"

Zahra who was sitting next to Zia immediately hugged Zia.

"When's the plan, zik?"

"Eh wait before clearing the plan now it's Zahra's turn to make the announcement"

Now it was Zahra's turn to be the center of attention. Zahra invited Hafiz to stand up.

"Alhamdulillah Zahra is pregnant"

The more complete the happiness tonight, ummi even with tears. Zahra is held in tight embrace by mami and ummi. For mami Zahra is her son too.

Jealousy in Zia's heart, not knowing what courage makes her dream to have a child from Razik.

Razik who realized it clasped Zia's hand tightly. Zia felt calm and chose to wrestle on razik's shoulder.