"Share Love" 1 Heart 2 Ayesha

Purnama Merindu

In a room with a dim light, a girl stared at a pregnancy test kit that appeared to display a red two-line there.

At 3 a.m., the girl fell silent, fixated on an object in her hand in silence, regret after regret began to arrive.

A lot of it comes to his mind at this time, the state of the family that is no longer supportive, his sick mother, only a few months ago his family returned to the zero point of life. A corruption case that attracted his father to stay at a prodeo hotel for a considerable time after the court decision.

Now the life of this girl and her mother must be supported by her brother who is still alive quite roomy.

Nayla Purnama, 19 years old last month. Third semester economics lecture, second son of Mr. Bagas and Hana's mother. This girl has a mole above her lips, also has a tooth that if she smiles very sweet face.

Pregnant, Nayla was like that she was accosted. The sound of his crying was dim by smothering his mouth with a pillow, his shoulders shaking indicating he was crying with sadness.

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Nayla was sitting in a cafe waiting for someone.

"Nay....." Greet someone to the girl who was pensive to not realize that the man she was waiting for had arrived.

Nayla turned her head, smiled and grabbed the man's hand to sit next to her.

"Honey," said Nayla with a bitter smile.

"We need to talk, I have something to say, what do you want to drink?" Tanya Nayla tried to act as usual.

"I can't be long, I also have something to say to you" replied the man named Devano or familiarly called Vano.

Devano is Nayla's lover who already works at her parents' company.

Dating for quite a long time is almost two years since Nayla entered the college where she attended college, introduced by a friend until they establish a relationship of lovers who are quite free and far away.

"What do you want to say?" Tanya Nayla caught the unusual look from Vano's face.

"You better go first."

Nayla nodded. He grabbed Vano's hand and put it in his stomach, looking at the man with tears in his eyes.

"I'm pregnant, can you propose to me sooner than we plan?"

Vano was silent, and he looked at Nayla in surprise.

"What?"

"Yes Vano, I'm pregnant."

Vano was still speechless, he could not hide his surprised look.

"You're gonna be a father" said Nayla again.

"Nay, but....."

Vano pulled his hand back from Nayla's stomach, until the girl was disappointed.

"Vano?"

"Nay..... I, I I'm not ready."

"Vano? Not ready what do you mean? I'm pregnant, you should marry me as soon as my family knows about this, Vano please don't joke while I'm confused like this?"

"Nay I'm sorry..... I can't, I'm not ready to have kids right now, I'm here to tell you that I'm betrothed to another woman."

"Vano, what do you mean?" Nayla began to careless, she was provoked emotions that were not controlled since knowing pregnant, she was unstable at this time.

Hearing Vano say so, spilled the tears of Nayla that he had held back since.

His chest was rumbling, his blood pressure felt elevated at this moment.

"credited? Vano don't joke? I'm pregnant with Vano, you have to marry me!"

"I'm sorry Nay, I can't...... You know my parents didn't approve of us, now they want me to marry their best friend's son to save my father's company."

"Vano?" Lirih Nayla was completely disappointed.

"Nay..... But we can still relate even if I get married though, I love you..... I got married just to save my father's company, but for now I really can't marry you...."

"We can relate secretly, about this pregnancy we can talk about later. I will not leave you but also cannot refuse my father's request. I'm also confused right now, your pregnancy is making me even more confused."

"You evil Vano..... You want to tell me that I should be a mistress? Without marrying? Then my pregnancy? Huh...... I'm disappointed in you, is this what our relationship has meant all along?"

"Nay, it's not like that."

"Then?"

"I'm sorry" said Vano, clasping her lover's hand.

"Married or are we breaking up?"

Vano.

"My answer!" nayla.

"Vano?"

"I'm sorry Nay...."

"I'm pregnant with Vano, we have to take responsibility for this child."

"I know but not now," Vano replied continuously trying to dodge.

"When then? Waiting for me to give birth? Waiting for my stomach to grow?"

"Dear, I'm sorry."

"Stop calling me baby, you don't love me Vano. You're evil, I'm pregnant but you want to marry another woman, you're crazy!" cerca Nayla with explosive emotions.

"Nyla."

"Married or are we breaking up?"

"I'm sorry Nay, this is forced... My dad's gonna go broke."

Nayla was screeching, she did not expect Vano to be like this.

"Then what about me?" nayla said in her lowest tone, she really wants to go crazy right now.

"I'm also confused," replied Vano who rubbed his face violently.

"Vano."

"I'm sorry Nay."

"Married or are we breaking up?" ask Nayla again.

Vano was still silent, he could not answer the question.

"Okay, we broke up!" nayla has lost faith in the man.

And the most painful thing is that the man was silent even though Nayla said a breakup that was far from their relationship all along. Relationships that have always been fine have rarely fought since they were together.

Nayla looked at Vano deeply, she knew the man was starting to change.

"Vano?"

"I'm sorry, Nay" said the pardon a few times.

"I understand, forget about this pregnancy. Like you who don't care, I choose the same. We're Vano's bad parents, irresponsible, are you ashamed? I'm more embarrassed, I'm sorry for what we've done all this time. Sweet as it was thrown away."

Vano is still tight-lipped.

"I'm worth nothing now, even begging for marriage is useless. You prefer the woman of your parents' choice without thinking of a solution to my pregnancy."

"What's my meaning all this time?"

Vano was silent.

"Has lust?"

"Even for two years you haven't been able to convince your parents about us. I should've known this was gonna happen, I'm disappointed in you."

"I'm sorry...." Vano's words immediately Nayla cut.

"I'm sorry that doesn't mean anything, then what about my pregnancy?"

"Nyla."

"All right..... We broke up" Nayla said again, standing up to leave.

"Nay," call Vano to Nayla's hand.

Nayla stopped, she looked.

"I'm Vano's trash, I know that. Our relationship ends here, follow the will of your parents. I'm going home."

After saying that Nayla left Vano to let go of the man who could only stare at his back.