"Share Love" 1 Heart 2 Ayesha

Chapter 41

Humairah wept dumbstruck, covered his face with a face cloth wept even more regretful, sorry to have said rude, sorry to have been impolite to point at someone with his index finger, he said, throw a lunch that will certainly be redundant because it can not be eaten.

Truly that is not his nature, angry let alone humiliate others. In fact, Humairah does not like to fight, but I don't know what possessed him until he dared to do all that, provoked emotions that burst when they heard them talk about the exchange between him and an expensive sports motorcycle.

Beristighfar repeatedly, calming himself by performing dzuhur worship in the mosque which is not far from Alif's office. Humairah held his stomach still flat, but he could already feel the difference that occurred, not flat as usual even though it was not big yet.

Humairah begged his creator for being incited by anger that he could not control, he was ashamed of himself and considered the thing earlier to be shameful, the nature that he does not need to develop, he does not want to be dissolved in a big anger that has a negative impact on his heart and mind, especially if he is pregnant at this time.

Tired of crying, prostrating and begging for mercy made him calmer, made his heart light, and he could think clearly after this. He packed the usual face that accompanied him if traveling, a face that was always available in his bag since marriage.

Humairah is getting better at worship since marriage, improving the quality of worship that also makes Humairah more mature in addressing the complex household problems so far.

It takes a lot of trouble for him to understand the meaning of responsibility, need to think with a roomy heart if he wants to make a decision, he said, not like just angry even say the words of the curse of divorce that he very much avoided long ago.

Humairah smiled thinly, his chest was getting better. He knew what to look like next, was packing his prayer gear, he heard his phone vibrate from inside the bag, he rogoh and see who called.

A lecturer guiding his script contacted, Humairah received it after leaving the mosque.

"Good ma'am thank you, I will go to campus now," said Humairah to the lecturer who asked to meet before he went abroad, a female lecturer who guided Humairah in the course of his script.

After greeting her, Humairah hung up the phone, and saw that there were many calls from her husband. He smiled again, muttering.

"Sorry, I think we need some distance now."

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While in a taxi to campus, Humairah felt cramps in his lower abdomen, his waist also followed pain though not too much.

He became upset anyway, abdominal pain was not like the feeling of wanting to urinate. But more like the usual menstrual desire Humairah natural before.

Quickly he calmed his mind which began to concern him with the pregnancy he was experiencing, he thought maybe because he was tired of crying.

Until college he meets Aji, Lola's best friend and lover.

"Lust? You why?" aji asked in surprise as he looked at Humairah's grimacing face and the slightly bent path of his friend.

"I feel like my stomach hurts Aji so much, can you please call Lola? Oh my waist hurts so much," ringis Humairah who chose to sit on a bench, he had just met the lecturer even though he had withstood his pain since the guidance earlier, and the sense of it was getting worse at this time.

It feels exactly when she is about to menstruate.

"Lola's gonna be here, she's in the cafeteria. Let me take you to the clinic, don't worry Mairah, what exactly?"

Humairah has explained that she is pregnant at this time, but she does not know why her stomach is so painful.

"No, let's just take me to the hospital. I'm afraid something happened to my pregnancy, I'm afraid Aji. I was so afraid," said Humairah who was increasingly angry he was crying and holding his stomach that was getting cramping and pain, he did not want to linger there again he thought, he thought, faster to the hospital faster he was treated so that nothing happened that he was very afraid of.

Lucky Lola followed soon after, she ran over and seeing Humairah already sweating coldly, they finally decided to book a taxi immediately.

During the trip, he cried in pain.

"Calm down baby, come on you strong Mairah, your son must also be strong," said Lola calming although she was also anxious to see the increasingly curled Humairah in her arms because of the pain that began extraordinary.

"It hurts Lola so bad, what is it I'm afraid of Lola, what about my pregnancy? Oh my God, it hurts so much, my waist feels like it's coming off," whined Humairah again, even throughout the journey he couldn't help it.

"Lola, I feel like something's coming out."

"Stop talking no-no, don't scare me baby come on you're strong Mairah, we'll be there any minute. Faster sir!" lola insists on the taxi driver.

"We'll get to miss" replied the taxi's father.

They had reached the front door of the emergency room, Lola helped her best friend down followed by Aji who had also arrived using his motorbike.

"Brake!"

"What?"

"See that!" pointing Aji at the back of Humairah's clothes, Lola saw that there was really blood that had penetrated there, red was clearly visible, a lot of it.

"Lust, you're bleeding."

"Lola I'm not strong, it hurts so much," Humairah grimaced again until his eyes closed and could not walk anymore, he squeezed out Lola's hand, which was greeted by IGD officers who brought a cage to him.

"Let's lie down, later miss can explain inside," said the officer who was preparing to bring and push the brakar into the emergency room.

Lola nodded, Humairah had laid down and continued to hold her best friend's hand without saying any more.

Entering a special room for midwifery emergency treatment, Humairah was treated by a friendly female midwife and doctor, asked and confirmed what had happened at this time.

"Okay, I'll check first. Don't be ashamed, we're fellow women. Let's open it first, "command one of the midwives who helped him open his pants to ensure bleeding.

Humairah according to him, he was no longer strong to endure pain.

While the midwife examined her intimate part, the doctor had also been beside her.

"Miss Humairah, I'm sorry for what happened. Miss active bleeding due to miscarriage."

"What?"

The doctor nodded.

"This pregnancy cannot be sustained. Later this midwife will take the remaining tissue in the birth canal, the pain will disappear when everything has come out. I'm sorry, but miss don't be sad everything will improve later, you can get pregnant again. All is his will Miss must be sincere yes, after the action is completed we can do ultrasound to see the state of your uterus, hopefully not continued with curettage."

Obviously the doctor was friendly, then the doctor looked at Lola who was speechless from being too surprised.

"Miss friend?"

"Yes doctor" said Lola quickly.

"Immediately contact her husband, Miss Humairah needs the husband's assistance in this case, everything will improve later, give understanding and support okay?"

Lola nodded again, and after the doctor left, Lola realized Humairah was crying in silence, only her shoulders were shaking.

"Lust, passion" Lola hugged her best friend.

Humairah was silent, he was still crying a mouthful without a sound. And sure enough, after the midwife finished checking and retrieving the remaining tissue in the birth canal then Humairah felt relieved of her pain, it just goes away followed by the following actions that clean the rest of the bleeding by the midwife painstakingly, put an infusion and give drugs for uterine contractions.

The midwife who has been senior enough to take action while giving soothing sentences, support and understanding so as not to be too late in sadness, Humairah is still young and will certainly get pregnant again after this failure.

Humairah was crying more and more, no one was accompanying him at this time other than Lola and Aji who were waiting outside.

"I'm done, rest while waiting for the obstetrician to come to do the ultrasound to determine the next action, if you can give him to eat and drink to feel better."

Lola nodded her head in understanding of the midwife's explanation.

"Humairah, I'll call Aji to buy food and drink for you" said Lola.

Lola hung up the phone, she was also crying when she saw Humairah who had not even said anything since.

"I'll call your husband" said Lola, who had been holding Humairah's mobile phone, preparing to find the name of her best friend's husband.

"Call my dad, my mom and dad. I just need them right now."

Lola refused to ask again, she did so immediately.

In the nursery, the weeping exhausted Humairah had fallen asleep. Given drugs and also had USG examinations, he should be grateful that there is no need for a curettage that is quite terrible for some women.

Papa Imran, Ihsan's father and Aini's mother were sitting on the sofa, their sad faces could not be hidden. Although Imran was reluctant to have Aini there but he appreciated his daughter who wanted her mother there.

All shocked by this, no one knew Humairah was pregnant to this day, Humairah intended to surprise everyone, first her new husband the other.

But what power he can only plan but God also determines, all get this surprise at the same time, not a happy surprise but a disaster.

Alif sat beside his wife's patient bed, he held her hand. The hand that was wearing the diamond ring that he gave that night when he proposed to Humairah in the bathroom. Like Humairah, Alif was just as weeping, regretting the incredible ignorance about Humairah's pregnancy.

Especially for the incident that made things worse, maybe sorry will not be enough, Alif knew he would be difficult after this, he said, whatever the anger of his wife he will accept the origin of Humairah does not go from him, Alif can not imagine if it is not Humairah who accompanies him later.

Everything was silent, no one spoke especially Aini's mother who held back the fear of her former employer who hadn't even greeted her since.

The parents had no idea about Alif and Humairah's relationship at this time.

Humairah opened his eyes, Alif smiled welcoming him, the man did not hesitate to hug and kiss his wife's face because it was good that Humairah had woken up from sleep. The woman was silent and made no sound at all, only a wounded look was emitted from the look in her eyes.

"Darling, what do you feel? Wanna drink? Let's say something, I'm there for you. I'm so sorry for everything, I really didn't know you were pregnant.... I'm sorry, believe me I'm devastated to lose our baby candidate just like you, Humairah don't doubt me anymore, I'm sorry we can have another child after this, the doctor has explained it to me!" cerca Alif without giving his wife a chance to answer, he was too excited when Humairah opened his eyes.

Humairah looked at Alif with a cold gaze, not as usual. Alif shrieked as soon as Humairah put away her hand as if she did not want to be hugged.

"I want to go to the bathroom" Humairah said flatly.

"Let me help."

"Go away, I can do it myself" replied Humairah who had been sitting on the edge of the bed, Alif was surprised by that attitude, an attitude that was not at all Humairah.

Cold, stare up to his attitude. Alif felt his wife was really mad at him. That cold gaze seemed to stab Alif into the bones.

"Darling?" prevent Alif who wants to reach the Infusion pole so that he helps Humairah walk to the bathroom.

"I can be alone, I'm not as weak as you think," the circus of Humairah squinted at the husband who inexplicably disturbed Humairah's presence.

Papa Imran and Ihsan's father heard and saw for themselves, they began to think that Alif and Humairah were not doing well.

"Son, let me help you," Aini's mother said, Humairah shook her head again.

"I can myself ma'am" replied Humairah coldly.

Alif began to lose his mind, he could not without a smile Humairah, he was unusual with this cold attitude.

"Honey," said Alif again, but Humairah did not pay attention, he just continued to go to the bathroom even though the road was quite slow.

Alif did not let his wife be troubled, although Humairah was angry he still helped to the bathroom, Humairah no longer refused but did not soften, he was just lazy to spend energy arguing with Alif.

After coming from the bathroom, Alif carried his wife back to the patient bed, Humairah only displayed a flat face that was able to make Alif go crazy.

Suddenly mama Rika came, she looked hurried, came and hugged her daughter-in-law tightly.

"Darling why not tell mom if it happens like this? Oh my God, son, does Alif not take good care of you?" asked Rika who does not know anything about the household life of Humairah and Alif, Rika's mother has just returned from neighboring Singapore, that's because Alif told Humairah to enter the hospital this afternoon.

The middle-aged woman glanced at Alif with an angry look, she thought it might be possible that Humairah miscarried because of the actions of Alif who ignored his choice in favor of another woman, a woman he never liked. For her daughter-in-law only Humairah, then Mama Rika was also surprised by the presence of papa Imran which she knew the man was the father of Alif's second wife.

"Be aware if this is happening because of you and the woman, beware if you dare to bring her here!" ketus mama Rika on her son.

"Mom, the doctor said I'm fine, mama's tired from the trip, why be angry. Everything we can talk about well," said Humairah glanced at Alif while insinuating by emphasizing the word fine.

Mama Rika softens, she hugs Humairah again. Then told his son-in-law to lie down and rest, he immediately approached Aini's mother and Ihsan's father, his best friend and friend.

"We can talk outside, let Humairah rest," asked Aini to hold Mama Rika's hand as if implying there are many things they have to talk about.

Mama Rika nodded, the three old men came out of the room leaving Alif and papa Imran who had only been silent since.

Mama Rika has been living in Singapore for more than two months, taking her youngest daughter, sister Alif, to study there until the girl is completely independent and can be released on her own.

But today Mama Rika was forced to go home by bad news from her eldest son a few hours ago.

Papa Imran approached his daughter, he grabbed Humairah's fingers.

"What do you want to say now, say, you want me to buy you something?" ask papa Imran for attention.

Humairah shook his head as he sat back down, smiled faintly and replied, "I'm not hungry, I feel like I've lost half of my heart right now how can I be fine, how can I swallow rice while I was just feeling happy yesterday because I know I'm pregnant and see a doctor, the doctor says I'm healthy, my baby is healthy too but what happened today?" Back Humairah was crying, seeing that papa Imran was hugging him, they were crying with father and son.

Alif was not strong to see it so he approached, his eyes were wet, he wanted Humairah to spill the sadness on him, but his wife refused his embrace.

"In addition to sincerely what can I do?" lirih Humairah was still in his papa's arms, papa Imran replied with soothing words like the words of the doctors who encouraged him.

"Honey," called Alif, Humairah did not answer he still hid his face in his papa's chest.

"Papa think we need to talk to four eyes," said Imran papa to Alif, he believes something happened to his son and daughter-in-law until it was seen Humairah evaded her husband since.

After calming and enveloping Humairah to rest again, Imran and Alif papa came out of the treatment room leaving Humairah who closed her eyes.

Until the evening, everyone returned to Humairah's room, entering at the same time. Alif brought his wife's favorite food.

He approached Humairah who was sitting leaning on the head of the bed, looking as if the woman was holding her phone.

Alif's steps stopped when first Humairah spoke to break the silence of the room while the parents were gathering.

"I want to say something to papa, mama Rika, father and mother... This might disappoint you."

His tears had pooled, gulped and tried to take a deep breath and Humairah continued. All eyes look on Humairah especially her husband at this time.

"Me and Mas Alif will be divorced in the near future" said Humairah who had shed tears.

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Very long yes episode, hopefully no eye pain reading ga abis-abis, okay this part do not blaspheme yes who surely you feel unfair on Humairah, okay, ohhhh don't want spoilers for the continuation so stay tuned yes....

It will regret if you do not continue. hihihi already ah author want to continue reading "Two more tempting" first.

for those who have not read let's read, will like suerrrrrr yukkk who want to be so spoiled like the aggressive Zizi hmmm let's stop by "duda is more tempting".

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