"Share Love" 1 Heart 2 Ayesha

Chapter 71

"Maha?" Alif confirmed again his vision that it was true that the woman who was smiling at him was Humairah.

"Yes mas Alif," replied Humairah still with her smile that turned amused himself seeing the shock of Alif found him also in the man's car now.

Long they looked at each other in silence, Humairah still with her smile and Alif with her sad face.

A few hours earlier, Humairah told papa Imran to attend the mediation agenda for her divorce case with Alif.

Last night had spoken at length, from heart to heart with the father, he had also mengunajat in two rakaat midnightnya asked for the stability of heart for a new chapter of his home life with Alif, Alif, for the steps he will take for a better future.

The next morning, Humairah took the time to make a pilgrimage to the graves of three very influential people in his life, the mother Rania who gave birth to him, Ihsan's father who raised him with the affection worthy of his biological father, and his mother, lastly he was seen putting a bunch of roses of various colors on the tomb of a woman bearing the name Siti Aisyah.

"I forgive you brother Aisyah, sincerity is the best thing I have ever felt. You're part of my journey, part of my destiny, part of my household, our story teaches me a lot, pain, disappointment but there's also a lot of love there. May Allah forgive you, I am much better today. You came as a valuable experience to me."

Humairah smiled sincerely after saying so, he raised his hand in prayer before leaving Aisha's tomb.

Humairah got out of the car delivered by driver papa Imran right in the parking area of the state courthouse where the mediation hearing will be held.

Just about to step, he accidentally saw Alif who stood staring after exiting the car, not long he saw also Alif walking towards the back of the car, at that time he was intending to prank while taking the opportunity when Alif carelessly entered the car to see the man's reaction when he knew he had been sitting next to him.

Surely Alif was really surprised, how the face that he had not met for one week was sitting next to him, sitting with lips blushed by a smile, a beautiful face that seemed radiant than usual, dimples that always appear because his lips did not stop smiling since earlier.

Yes, Alif believes it is the original Humairah is not limited to mere hallucinations, especially when the woman speaks.

"Don't look at me like that I'm embarrassed..." Lirih Humairah with his powerful voice.

"Humaha."

"Yes Mas Alif, this is Humairah, your secretary is also your wife."

Alif was stunned for a moment, for a long time he noticed the appearance and face of Humairah at this time.

"Maha?" alif's great-grandson again.

The woman was eager to laugh it felt like seeing the face of the annoying boss looked anxious but that face was also the one she missed this week.

"Yes, I'm Alif."

"Why did you come here?"

"To be present on our mediation schedule."

Alif.

"Do you remember now?"

Humairah smiled, he did not answer.

Alif cried again, he looked at Humairah seriously.

"Okay Humairah, you may have remembered everything, all the tempests of our household that are an important reason for the loss of your memory. Yes, today is the schedule of our first mediation hearing, I really hope that at this mediation you will also be present."

Taking a deep breath, Alif continued.

"If you can't mediate, you're still the same as you used to still want to separate, what can I do. I've done you a lot wrong, I'm a bad guy who ruined the times you were supposed to be going through so beautifully for almost seven months, I regret my actions that gave you bitter honey even at the beginning of the marriage that we should have been through happily, I too, the evil one who selfishly wanted to have you when it hurt you so much that even intended to release you for Daffa instead I got a motor."

"I'm a bad guy who doesn't appreciate you Humairah, I'm a selfless husband. I hurt you so many times but now arrogantly still want to be together when you've clearly wanted to separate even before you're amnesiac."

"I'm not going to force you anymore Humairah, maybe your happiness is not with a guy like me. You like Arya, make me realize that every heart can change, you used to wait for me with love, now I know everything is not the same. I deserve you to throw it away, other than being sincere I can apalagin?"

Humairah smiled as her hand wiped away the crybaby's tears using her clenched fingers.

"Say sincere but cry, come on don't cry," replied Humairah still smiling amusedly.

Alif became even more weeping, he was completely stunned now.

"Humairah, I don't want to part.... I really want us to be together, I I...."

Humairah immediately cut it.

She grabbed her husband's hands and said again, "Mas Alif, sometimes parting doesn't mean stopping loving each other but stopping to hurt each other."

Alif was silent, he was still looking at Humairah with the deepest gaze, his heart was broken and he heard the words of Humairah.

"You're right, by parting I'll stop hurting you."

Humairah felt anxious, he kissed the backs of Alif's hands that he was holding at this time.

"I'm not saying that, those words were just a phrase that could represent some circumstances."

"This is the beauty of marriage, if we cannot solve problems at home, there are experts who can give us enlightenment. And for this reason the divorce case began with a mediation path so that both parties can be saved with their advice if it can still be together why not?"

Alif was silent, he was stunned to hear the woman talking quietly without tears especially in a high voice, absolutely not. Humairah even spoke still with a smile that adorned her pink lips.

"I'm sorry, Alif, I've been quite selfish all along. I'm not a perfect woman either, I've had a lot of fault. Our household problems are not too big, it's just that I'm not too mature to respond to it, my young age and many other factors that cause me not as mature as a woman who has matured into a household."

"I love you, Alif, even when I lose my memory I still fall in love with you too, no matter how much it hurts at the beginning of the marriage, everything has passed we can not change it but we can react well until we can get through all this well, a valuable lesson that we should not avoid, if facing the future with you why should I bother alone."

"Maha?"

The woman nodded, "Papa's right, being a widow is not easy. Everything can be improved, this is a test of our household to make us better. Want to hear the advice of experts?"

Humairah asked Alif after seeing the clock on his wrist indicating their mediation would begin in fifteen minutes.

"I still believe that the commitment of a marriage is to have a strong bond, to fix each other instead of ending each other."

"Religion? Is it true what you're saying?"

Humairah smiled again, she wiped Alif's face with tissue.

"Of not to cry, perhaps today we will hear valuable advice and lessons from this mediation. I want the best for us to be together. Forgive me for wanting to part ways that should never have been, I'm a normal woman who aspires to be married once in a lifetime."

"I love you Mas Alif, still the same never changes. Shouldn't love have? I have you, we can get better together. Everything that we've been through is not easy, taking out your deepest feelings is not as simple as I imagined it to be, as you are sorry I regretted ever being divorced, god-hated words that I should have subdued my ego to not utter under any circumstances."

"Humairah don't joke," said Alif annoyed as if he did not believe.

"Come on, we can go in now," Humairah asked again as she clasped Alif's hand tightly, she repeatedly reminded the time on her wrist watch.

Alif was at a loss for words, he even confusedly wanted to express his current feelings.

They got out of the car, walked towards the courthouse to tighten their hands, Alif was still silent in happiness. There was also a sense of disbelief, but Humairah grasped his hand as if convincing.

The man was clumsy himself, his tongue even mutely wanted to say the word love buried in the heart.

"Honey," said Alif slowly when they had met with lawyers who were ready to accompany them.

Humairah smiled, "We won't part, just assume we're training to come here."

"Humaha."

"Yes, I'm Alif."

"You're not fucking me, are you?"

Humairah chuckled, he looked around at the people who were careless, he quickly kissed Alif's lips. Just a glance but the effect is able to make Alif sculpt with a chest that wants to explode.

"Stop asking like that, do you want me to change my mind?"

"No no no no, no! Honey don't leave me," whine Alif hugged Humairah tightly.

One of the lawyers appointed by Papa Imran accompanied Humairah in this case smiled as he approached the two men.

"Do you still need mediation?" the woman in her forties.

Humairah laughed softly while nodding. "Now?" asked Humairah after taking off the hug.

Alif nodded but not long after he fell to the floor. Alif collapsed before mediation began.