
"Mom, this is Humairah," said Humairah to Aini's mother who looked at her blankly.
Aini's mother was silent.
"I'm here to see Mom, believe that everything will be okay later. After I recover, I'll go home with me, here I'll bring food and toiletries so you can keep yourself clean."
Aini's mother looked at the old Humairah.
"Maha?"
Humairah smiled hearing Aini's mother recognize her.
"Yes ma'am, I'm Humairah."
Aini's mother's tears are back.
"Where's your brother Mayang?" asked Aini's mother while holding the face of Humairah.
Humairah smiled faintly, "Sir Mayang has not come home, ma'am, if you remember give uncle's address let me follow up so that Mayang's brother knows the condition of mother and come here to visit."
Aini's mother frowned when she heard Humairah speak. Aini's mother recalled an incident that made her chest like being crushed by a large stone to the point that it felt like her chest was tight.
In fact, Humairah considers Mayang still living with Aini's mother's younger brother in another city, Mayang joined his uncle for school and worked there like the memory of Humairah long before this happened, he said, that's what Humairah has known all along.
Aini's mother shook her head and cried for a hiccup. Humairah was confused, he only found out that his mother really disturbed his soul when losing Ihsan's father to cause Aini's mother to be miserable like this.
"Mom, I've calmed down so don't be like this... Wouldn't we also definitely catch up later, if mother is sick like this makes me sad."
"I'll be graduating soon, I want you to be there.... I managed to graduate despite the scholarship, but it was all from the hard work of my father and mother who financed my snacks during college, I can eat nutritious and can buy all the necessities for college work from your money, without the support of my father and mother maybe I can't achieve all this."
"I'm the best graduate, which means my parents will come forward to accompany me to the podium, so I have to be healthy before that day comes," said Humairah had also cried kissed the back of Aini's mother's hand repeatedly.
Aini's mother's shoulders increasingly shook hearing Humairah say sentence by sentence. He was crying so much.
"Go home Humairah, I'm not a good mother to you..... All because of mother, all this happened because of mother, Ihsan mas left me forever, Mayang right all this happened because of my own actions, Humairah was injured, Ihsan died and Mayang.... Mayangs.... Mayang. " said Aini's mother as hiccupped, he could not continue his sentence.
Humairah became astonished and wondered why his mother lamented so deeply, especially there was the name Mayang in his sentence, his mother also called himself wounded.
"Mother?"
Aini's mother stood up, she ran to the corner of the room crying again and again. He dodged when Humairah approached him.
Papa Imran saw them from outside, he ordered the nurse to bring Humairah out of there.
Humairah hugged her papa and told Aini's mother's speech earlier.
"Calm down, baby, it's nothing..... Your mother is not doing well, and you know all the patients brought here we can't believe all her words, calm yourself down.... Your mother just can't accept it yet, she failed to go through this phase of accepting loss so it's no wonder many patients have the same problem, not just your mother."
Papa Imran calms his daughter who is also crying sad to see the condition of Aini's mother.
Humairah nodded, "May I come to see Mom often? Papa must understand, he raised me well and educated me, I beg you not to forbid me here. I love him worthy of papa and mama."
"Sure, you can come here. We will monitor his healing progress. Let's just pray that your mother gets well soon and can come home with us."
Humairah hugged her father again.
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Days passed, Humairah was still waiting for the development of his mother's recovery but until now Aini's mother has not shown if there is an increase.
Once every two days Humairah comes to visit to deliver food or other necessities for the needs of his mother's independence during treatment. Humairah is quite happy because at this time his mother has been treated to join other patients who have the same problem, not left alone again in a room that is stuffy with minimal light as first entered.
Aini's mother was also categorized as an independent patient, not locked up and she was free to walk and enjoy all the atmosphere of the city's largest mental hospital, until Humairah is free if you want to meet even though Aini's mother is still difficult to talk to.
Graduation day will take place tomorrow, after a long wait he finally got to meet with Rasya. The final-level man who had not graduated was also up until now.
Humairah was so curious why their relationship could run aground when he did not feel there was a problem during their time together.
"Hi.." said Humairah, smiling kindly at her ex-boyfriend.
Rasya who continues to avoid finally giving up too, he knows what happened to Humairah from Lola and her brother Daffa until he chose not to disturb Humairah but who would have thought it was Humairah who sought him, I wanted to meet him a while ago.
"Hi, how are you?" asked Rasya awkwardly, in fact this man has begun to accept the loss of Humairah, his brother Daffa just learned about their relationship and gave him an ultmatum so as not to disturb his best friend's wife again.
"Alhamdulillah is better."
"I'm sorry I didn't see you in the hospital. I was just busy with the new student admission committee" Rasya replied, staring at Humairah without blinking.
"Yes, when I realized I was confused about the fact that Lola told me about us.... I'm sorry, Rasya, I'm just curious about you."
Long Rasya fell silent.
"I'm even more confused as to how it is right now, I'm really happy that you remember me the first time you came to my senses, if everything is as you remember it now but it's a pity that we have long ended Humairah."
Clearly Rasha was lethargic.
"So Lola was right" Humairah muttered, then he turned to Rasya again.
"If it's not true, do you still want me to be this eternal student?" asked Rasya chuckling.
"No, I'll think twice about it" Humairah replied chuckling as well.
They dissolve in small talk asking each other news and activities that they are currently living.
Alif was monitoring them from a distance.