"Share Love" 1 Heart 2 Ayesha

Chapter 40

"Maha?" daffa was surprised.

"Darling, you misunderstood" said Alif grabbing Humairah's hand regardless of the pain of his wife's five-finger slap.

Once again Humairah brushed him aside, he stared at the one-on-one faces of the three people who were talking about him.

"I didn't expect you to be this bad," Humairah shook her head, her chest rising and falling with an incredible tightness.

"Humairah listen to me first," Daffa tried to approach the woman but Humairah took a few steps back.

"Why are you crying for? The two men you believe have played you so far, I don't think you're any different from a billion-dollar item, should you be proud, isn't it too high a price that Daffa has to offer just to get a widow?" Cetus Mayang suddenly among the tumultuous mood of Humairah that feels explosive at this time.

How much chest pain Humairah heard the word as if it was a billion-worth item between the two men.

"Shut up!" snapped Alif at Mayang who was still not far from him standing at this time.

"I married you for an arranged marriage, I fell in love with you because I thought I should love the man who was my husband and I had a lover before, a month of marriage you gave me the toughest test at my very young age" Humairah said.

"You're evil, Alif, you think I want to share? You think it's easy to accept that you're getting married again? If I wanted to I could have chosen to separate at that time, but I did not consider many things including the feelings of our parents who accompanied our marriage with their prayers. I choose to make peace with the fact that my husband has another heart patch, I accept not that I am stupid, nor that I am afraid to be a widow at the age of one month's new marriage."

"I gave up for our common good, however I am a woman who also aspires to marry once in a lifetime, if I can't I don't want to have the destiny of having to marry many times for failing to mean a marriage."

"I'm sick mas Alif, I'm hurt deep but all that I'm patis for the sake of a relationship that I hope to reach sakinah with you despite having to share love. I learned a lot from the polygamy books I read, I added a coffer of patience so I could adjust to the fact that I had to share with another woman, the woman you love, she said, the woman who controlled you until you forgot the promise to be fair to me."

"Until I found that sincere, I felt numb to the pain, my chest began to air, my steps in our marriage began to lighten, I gave all that happened to me, at this age, he said, as young as I am able to control myself, adulthood is my choice, I accept polygamy does not mean I am stupid and have no self-esteem."

"But two weeks ago you expressed love for me, I think this is the fruit of my patience in waiting for the love of my husband that I have longed for since marriage, but a while ago I heard another reality, I heard another reality, you almost traded me for a motor."

"As I said in the beginning I accept polygamy does not mean I am stupid or have no self-respect, God hates divorce but if there is no other way then divorce can we do, he said, just like you're Alif if you can't keep two women in the same one, then you can let go of one."

"If it's true that you want to let me go and make her the only woman in your household, it doesn't mean that you have to trade me for goods. I'm a human being, I'm a weak woman, I have feelings, I'm not a robot."

Humairah said at length, so that Alif and Daffa were unable to brush off whatever the crying woman said.

"Honey, you misunderstand me I can explain Humairah I beg you, let's talk well," said Alif to grab the hands of Humairah again but again pushed aside by the woman.

"I'm an ordinary human being, Alif, I can also be angry. I'm not as good as you think I am. I'm silent does not mean I'm weak, I'm willing to share a husband does not mean I can be fooled like this, I'm not an item I'm not an object that you can fight over. I couldn't if my pride was trampled, trampled on by my husband and best friend who I thought were good men. I was wrong."

"I have survived so far for our common good, because I believe that the commitment of marriage is to improve rather than to end, I forgive you and accept being combined with no thought of divorce at all."

"But if you want to end our marriage also not in this way, you can talk to me either. This way is inhumane Mas Alif I'm not an item."

"And you're a woman who has no shame, I forgive you not that I forget everything, I forgive you for the good of us together for the good of our parents, our husbands, for the good of us, because I know I won't be right by blaming you."

"You think I can't repay you? That's not what I do because I'm not a person like you, I'm not a vengeful woman, I'd rather make peace than be hostile, but I see you're not showing me any good ethic at all, you wanted Alif completely when I accepted you well even though what you did was the most evil and heartless thing, separating me from my parents from childhood, seizing my husband, he said, give me a dangerous drug."

"You're a criminal, brother Mayang, but it won't make me happy by replying to your actions, may Allah forgive you."

Show Humairah to use her index finger on the woman without fear of explosive emotions.

"And you know that Mas Alif, your young wife gave me this dangerous drug yesterday, and you're a stupid man who just believes in her that it's really a nausea reliever, but unfortunately I'm not stupid brother Mayang, I'm not a mas Alif blind to you, I'm not as stupid as you think, I know it's a drug trigger uterine contractions," humairah looked at Mayang sharply.

Daffa and Alif were stunned.

"What do you mean?" ask Alif.

"Yes, Alif, you heard me well. It's a dangerous drug, can abort the womb, I'm not stupid to even thank you Mayang, because the drug is also I so know what causes nausea and vomiting that happens to me."

"I think you're jealous of me, and people are envious of the mark of inadequacy. Yes you are evil to me signifies that you are envious because you cannot be like me, you will not be able to be me," continued Humairah still staring at Mayang sharp as if piercing the heart.

Alif frowned, while Aisyah gritted her molar teeth in anger Humairah had dared to speak without fear of him.

"Darling what do you mean?" asked Alif again, Humairah looked at him with disdain.

"You don't love me Mas Alif, you're evil no better than this woman. It's true that people say that a soul mate is a reflection of ourselves, and I think you're really a match."

Humairah pulled Mayang's hand violently and brought the woman closer beside Alif who was at a loss for words.

"Because you're equal, equally evil, it's no wonder you deserve to be together."

Then closed his eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath while Humairah said in his heart that he was in a state of flutter at this time, saying rudely and furiously.

"If you really want to make her your only wife, well mas Alif I also can not my pride equated with a motorcycle, I do not want... And you, Daffa, won't get my sympathy because of this, you're as evil as your friend, you think your precious motor is worth my heart? No, you'll never get it! I have the right not to be exchanged for anything with any man, including you mas Daffa."

Back Daffa shriveled, he was ashamed of Humairah.

"We can get divorced in a good way, send the divorce papers to the address papa I will sign seven months from now, because I am currently pregnant. We can split up after I give birth later!"

Humairah's words were able to pierce Alif's heart, the words of divorce alone were able to drive Alif crazy at this time let alone the words containing what his wife had just said out loud.

Alif is not able to say, his eyes pierce his tongue, it means that Humairah is pregnant at this time, pregnant with the child he craved from a wife like Humairah, his baby, his baby, the fruit of love that he hopes to be a complement to his happiness with the Humairah that he loves.

"Darling what do you mean?" Alif was again pushed aside when he wanted to approach Humairah.

"Well you're pregnant? I beg you to misunderstand me dear, forgive me, let's talk carefully, this is not true, I will not let you go even in a dream though," sedu Alif again approached Humairah without fear of being pushed aside, a handsome face that was parched, his eyes glazed over.

"Don't touch me!" elak Humairah started to get emotional again when he saw Alif's hand trying to reach his fingers again.

"I'm going home, here's your lunch!"

Humairah's last words before stepping away left the silence of the three people who were unable to reply to Humairah in the slightest.

Followed by the sound of a steinless bushel echoing down to the floor to deafen her ears, Humairah threw away the lunch she brought earlier deliberately right in front of her husband.

Alif saw Humairah leave, he wanted to catch up but stopped as Daffa looked at Daffa picking up something from the bushel and food that had been scattered on the floor.

"What's that?" ask Alif.

Alif saw it, the paper that displays a picture of a new baby candidate looks as big as a bean seed in a pregnancy bag, she said, but in the second paper he saw a picture printed in the position of the fetus is more visible and close, the fetus already looks feet and hands.

In the USG picture there is also the gestational age of Humairah who originally wanted to be a surprise for her husband when opening his lunch box this time.

"Humairah's pregnancy came in at eight weeks old" Daffa said after reading the captions and codes in the USG image again.

Dropping has been tears that pool in the eye pelup that Alif has been resistant since.

He turned to the woman who made him sick, fed up with the selfishness of Aisha who kept urging her to divorce Humairah even though she had explained many times that she would not let go of Humairah at any time.

"You know about this? What did you give him that medicine? Trigger drugs that can remove the content? Ckkk.... What has possessed you? Oh God, if not the woman I have killed you Mayang, I think Humairah right about the soul mate is a reflection of ourselves," said Alif while walking towards his desk, open the drawer again and take a map there.

"But unfortunately there is something to be corrected from his words that say we are fools, because you are not a reflection of me, not at all."

"Yes Siti Aisyah, I married you in a good way. I will release you in a good way anyway, I choose Humairah, I choose my bidadar, I know sorry will not change what happened, but by being together we will not be good, I can't be with you anymore."

Aisyah shook her head, "No Alif I beg you don't say this, I know you're upset you're disappointed but will improve after this, don't say anything Alif I don't want to hear it."

"I've even thought about this long before today, I won't hurt you anymore, we've had this unhealthy marriage, Humairah's right I wouldn't be right if I just blamed you. May Allah forgive you for what you have done, I do not want to be evil to finish you off even though I want to kill you."

"Right now I say it consciously, with an open mind and heart, Bismillah...... Siti Aisyah, I dropped one talaq on you. I'm removing you from my wife's status, here's my divorce papers, let it all be court business."

Daffa was astonished, he had not expected it to be like this.

"No, Alif you're kidding, aren't you?" Aisyah started crying hysterically, she even pulled Alif's arm for the man to look at her.

"Is it this easy for you to divorce me for that woman? I don't want Alif, we won't be apart. I won't!"

"As for you, we're not husband and wife anymore. Daffa can you help me get Aisyah home, I'll catch up with Humairah."

Daffa nodded, but Aisyah hysterically pleaded and asked Alif not to leave, preventing Alif from leaving but Daffa held him back.

"Go after your wife, let this woman be my business!" daffa said to Alif, for some reason they just melted away, Daffa knows now Alif has really changed.

Aisyah struggled as Daffa held her, she became very angry when her eyes saw the map containing the divorce papers, especially her eyes also became hot when she saw the USG paper in Alif's hands at this time, he suddenly went berserk shaking what was on Alif's desk.

Making Alif stop his steps, he turned to Aisyah who was rampaging like losing his mind, then approached her on her knees begging.

"I beg Alif, don't leave me dear. We're just involved in misunderstanding, I don't want us to part, I'm sorry dear.... Don't leave me Alif, I beg you," said Aisyah kneeling in tears.

"That doesn't change anything" Alif replied holding back his anger.

Still Aisyah pleaded, "Alright, I'm willing to share, I'll receive Humairah if that's what you want as long as you don't leave me, we'll be as usual, we'll be, I promised Alif I'd receive Humairah."

"I love Humairah, Aisyah Humairah only. It is no longer a matter of sharing, no longer a matter of polygamy but a matter of the heart and feelings. I love her, Humairah taught me that there are no two in love. I'm sorry Aisyah, live well, we'll get used to it later."

Alif walked away intending to get out of there and go home following his wife Aishah, the pregnant wife he would take care of whom he would persuade to forgive him.

"From this incident I realized that we shouldn't have to fight over the heart that we even knew who the owner was from the beginning" Daffa said, regretting what he had done.

Aisyah looked at Daffa in disbelief, she became angrier when Daffa seemed to want to budge.

The woman grabs a pen from Alif's remaining desk, threatening to stab him in the neck.

"I'll kill myself if you still want to leave me! I'll hurt myself if you dare get out of here!" yells. Aisha.

"Aisyah don't be silly," prevent Daffa but Ayesha ignored.

Alif stopped his steps again, he turned his body to face them again and said with a cold face.

"I don't care."

"Alif, I'm not playing around."

"Isn't that good, so I don't have to kill a woman who could try to deprive my future son of the right to live and be born, you almost killed an innocent fetus Aisha, she said, don't think I forgive you for that."

"I'm really going to die" cried Aisyah again.

"I don't care."

"Aisyah don't be stupid, get the pen," Daffa's pinta who began to worry about seeing the woman was not playing.

"I'm going to die rather than have to separate from my husband, I got it hard I can't see Humairah winning from me."

"Do not be silly, Alif?" Daffa looked at Alif as if asking.

Alif shook his head, he looked at the picture of the USG prospective baby for a moment then said again, "I don't care, if he dies please take him out of my office, I'll leave now."

Daffa breathed a rough sigh as Alif had completely disappeared behind the door. He turned to Aisyah with a look of annoyance, the woman crying as if seeing Alif did not care for her even though she died.

"I'm going to kill myself Daffa, you see."

"Huh, I think you're crazy. You're a doctor who needs a doctor. Like Alif, I wouldn't care either, I don't want to be a witness to this ridiculous suicide, I love Humairah but it doesn't drive me crazy like you."

"I think you need one thing, faith.... I don't think you have faith."

Daffa said lightly as he left from there, leaving behind the woman who had gone mad.

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