"Share Love" 1 Heart 2 Ayesha

Chapter 42

"Honey," said Alif when Humairah met him in the porch chair because Imran papa did not allow his son-in-law to enter the house.

After a tense conversation that occurred at the hospital the other day made Alif like losing half his soul, Humairah chose to separate from him for the unfortunate incident in the office at that time. This man balked even though the parents had interfered in this matter persuaded Humairah but for several days the woman had not changed her decision.

Humairah did not tell the truth about the reason for wanting to part, either, she still keeps Alif's pride as her husband in front of the parents whom Alif has made the fatal mistake of swapping himself for an expensive motorbike for his second wife who does not want to share her husband anymore.

The reasons are not suitable and do not find harmony in the household that Humairah makes the reason to want to divorce, and, all were surprised without wind without rain in the midst of polygamy which Humairah received all at the beginning now instead said would retreat for the common good after suffering a miscarriage.

Alif looked at Humairah full of longing, it had been three days they had not met after returning from the hospital.

Alif hugged his wife without permission, Humairah did not refuse but did not reply.

"I miss you dear" said Alif hugging his wife tightly, he felt his chest pain when he did not get a reply. Humairah has been really cold to her since declaring her wanting a divorce and being discharged from the hospital a few days ago.

"I brought you this" said Alif after taking off his arms, showing him a bag of food.

"Thank you" replied Humairah flatly while receiving the food.

"Humairah," said Alif with a lethargic face.

Humairah put a bag of food on the table beside him, then he stepped away with his hands starting to cross to the chest because he felt a gust of wind as if piercing the heart.

The woman walked to a small bridge under which there is a fish pond surrounded by a flower garden right in the courtyard of the house of papa Imran. Alif.

The sky was dark as if it was going to rain soon. His eyes shimmered into the courtyard, his heart still the same still broken, not because of polygamy but broken because the husband who only appreciated him was worthy of an item, a billion precious items. The goods to be handed over to another man by an exchange agreement were worthy of a barter system.

"Honey," called Alif again in a clear voice.

Humairah smiled at him after they faced off.

"It's going to rain, you better go home," said Humairah, making Alif more languish just arrived and got a cold attitude papa Imran who received it, he said, now he was sent home by the woman he had longed for these three days.

"I don't care, baby come on.... Just give me a chance this time, we'll talk good about us okay? Humairah like it or not I decided not to let go of you even if only in a dream, it will not happen Humairah, we will not part never, I promise it."

"I just can't keep living with a man who never appreciates me, I'm tired of Alif, I'm sleepy you'd better go home" replied Humairah cold, as cold as the wind that blows at this moment.

"Darling no, don't say that.... Humairah I beg you, you may slap me again may be angry may hit me, you may do anything but not by parting, dear I beg you," said Alif who had kneeled grabbed both hands of Humairah with a hearty look.

"This is also what I did when you told me to choose between parting or sharing back then, time seems to be turned upside down now, stand up and do nothing in vain."

Humairah helped Alif to stand up, then said again.

"I will not change my decision, Alif, it seems that this is the best way for us, return to Aisha, make her the only woman in your marriage, let me disappear with time, let's be a better human being after all, believe me I'm not a vengeful woman. We'll forget each other after this."

Alif felt the collapse of his world, Humairah said in a calm tone, there was no anger there but that was what made Alif as if there were thousands of daggers piercing his chest at the moment, humairah's soothing gaze now turned frightening even though the woman said in a gentle tone.

Alif shook his head, his eyes watering his nose red as if he had a sudden cold.

"I don't want to, I beg you don't say that.... Maybe sorry doesn't mean anything to you anymore, but I'm gonna keep asking you for more opportunities no matter you get bored I'm gonna stay like this, I don't want to lose you Humairah, give me one chance to mend this relationship, I won't defend myself, I'm evil to you, give me a chance baby.... You can punish me with anything but not divorce."

Alif clasped his wife's hand repeatedly, then he grabbed Humairah's face while saying with a deep feeling.

"I love you Humairah, don't leave me, I'm going crazy..... Tell me in what way I should persuade you, baby we almost have a child, we'll have it again later, we'll be happy Humairah... Please don't leave me."

Humairah smiled faintly, "Sometimes you guys only know how to seduce without knowing how to heal wounds. You're good at seducing me mas Alif, but you don't heal my wounds. Wounds that will continue to bleed if we are still together, I am tired.

"Come away, Alif, I need balance now, balance in love, balance in respect, and you only love me but don't appreciate me."

Once again Humairah broke away from Alif, he walked towards the house again.

"Humairah," prevent Alif.

Alif said in a confident tone, he placed Humairah's hand on his chest.

"You love me?" asked Humairah still with a calm look.

"More than anything."

"Want to do anything for me?"

"Of course."

"Can you do something called appreciating? If you didn't respect me as a wife and a woman before you could sell me to another man. At least now learn to respect my decision, then it's in the name of the love you just said."

"No Humairah, one thing you should know if I had made a fatal mistake with you before, at least this time I would not repeat the same foolishness, making another mistake by letting you go, at least this time, no Humairah, I won't do it again. Never will."

Reply Alif confidently, he does not care if Humairah will be bored after this.

The tears of Humairah fell as well.

"If so make distance between us for a while, give me time to breathe, give me time to reduce the tightness in this chest, understand mas Alif, give me time to breathe, sometimes we need a distance so as not to get too crowded in anxiety, I'll reconsider your beliefs."

"Go home, I want to sleep. I'm sleepy because of the drug."

Humairah retreated slowly releasing her hands from Alif's chest, intending to return home after feeling the raindrops begin to greet her face.

But Alif suddenly carried him walking into the house.

"Mas Alif? I can walk by myself, put me down!"

"I don't want my wife to rain, you can't walk fast."

"Who said that?"

"Doctor."

"Doctor Aisyah you mean?" Humairah.

"You are my Aisha."

Humairah rolled his eyes lazy, Alif took him to the room to lay the woman down slowly, he raised the blanket up to the chest and then dyed the entire face of Humairah.

"I love you, Humairah, take a rest.... About the distance, I still object, can not sleep beside you I want to go crazy, do not ask for things that are not-no, how can I stay away from my wife, my wife, enough papa who punishes me can't stay here, I'm sure we'll find a way out later which is definitely not a farewell."

"Go home, I'm sleepy."

"Sleep, I'll see you first."

Alif came out of the room after kissing the face of Humairah who was still cold to him, Alif only realized that this kind of Humairah attitude was his biggest weakness.

He looked for the whereabouts of Imran papa until out of the house, his eyes glanced at the food he brought earlier, he grabbed it and then entered again intending to give it to the wife, her smile broadened because there was a reason to still be near Humairah.

But his steps came to a halt as papa Imran made a sound from behind him.

"Go home, let papa give the food to Humairah."

Alif heard breathing rough, the intention to meet his wife again must be blocked by the father-in-law.

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Sorry for that, darling.... Ga up because the child is sick again, both are sick again, yesterday-yesterday fever is now allergic again..... Okay continue to stay tune....