Young Master Handsome

Episode 99: Must Be Strong and Patient

Huuhh .. hhuuhhh.

My breath was not because of running away from Hasasi, while adjusting my breath I sat under the palm tree in front of the restaurant. I just hope Hasasi doesn't follow from behind, I don't want to meet him even though I miss him.

Suddenly I felt someone holding my shoulder from the side. I looked over and it was Alex who looked worried.

"Why were you running?" alex looked at me

"Nothing .." I immediately threw my face away

"Is there a problem?" Alex sat down next to me

"Nothing .. You don't know what happened?" much

"No. If you know I won't ask" Alex protested

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing" I mumbled softly

"Seriously?"

"Seriously.." I said cuek. I don't want to tell Alex the problem I've met Hasasi let me take it myself.

"You're okay, aren't you?" ask Alex again

"Let's calm I'm okay" I said, trying to smile

"You're leaving now?"

"Where?"

"To the party"

"Clear ..."

"Do you want to walk first?"

"Mmm .. You can walk first" I murmured

"Where are you going?"

"A place that can calm you down?"

"Mmm... Is there if it is, somewhere deserted would it?"

"Where?"

"On the beach"

"Night - night to the beach?" I was surprised

"no problem"

"Mmmm... Really lonely?"

"Not really, but it's enough to calm the heart and soul" said Alex looking at me.

"May too..."

"Come on foot"

"When on foot?" I was surprised

"why not? .. behind this restaurant is already the sea"

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah. let's go" said Alex pulling me up.

Alex pulled me with a spirit until I almost fell to balance his steps

"mmm... Alex ... Can you slow down?"

"What am I doing?"

"Yes that's how it is"

""Sorry .." said Alex and his pace slowed down immediately

"Why are you so excited?" ask me curious

"Nothing"

"Wouldn't there be a reason?"

"No, it's the first time I've been to the beach with a woman"

"Then?" ask me while raising my eyebrows

"Then yes"

"Never before?"

"No..."

"What, don't you have a boyfriend?"

"No"

"Why?"

"Yes .. because .. nothing fits"

"Whatever?"

"There's no. but ..."

"But what?" ask me curious

"But I don't know yet.it's not time"

"One day you will understand" said Alex relaxed and I only remained silent for a while and until we finally reached the beach in question

"This is the beach" said Alex pointing towards the sea.

"Ramenya" I muttered to see many people - people who were passing by on the beach

"Yes, but it's quiet!!" alex pointed to the sand of the beach

"Oh well, may not leave me alone for a moment" I said begging.

"Why?.. I'm afraid of you..."

"*Please" I said cutting Alex's speech

"Okey*...don't be long" said Alex allowing me to be alone for a while.

After getting permission from Alex, I walked straight to the beach. I immediately sat down by the beach and felt the sea breeze that pierced into my bones.

I want to be alone because I want to strengthen my heart to meet Hasasi soon, let alone Hasasi will marry my best friend. Although I used to wish Hasasi would be my husband but the truth. It hurts, but anyway he's not my soul mate and that's the harsh reality I have to go through.

The murmur of the sea waves and the sea breeze that felt increasingly cold made me remember the past. The past is beautiful even if only for a moment, the past is very memorable but also painful. Although I did not want to cry but I could not hold back my tears that kept pushing out from both my eyes. You must not complain or remember the past, but the past is still in my mind.

Suddenly I felt someone covering my body with a warm dress from behind, he also rubbed my right shoulder and someone was Alex.

"Don't cry." said Alex, gently rubbing my shoulder, but I just cried in silence.

"I know how you feel, it must hurt..."

"I've also felt what you feel. being left married by someone you love for reasons that don't make sense..."

"I know what happened to you, but I pretended not to know for fear of hurting your heart..."

"Emang is sick, but anyway Fifiyan..."

"Here is my promise to you" Alex said solemnly as he hugged me from the side

I turned to Alex and looked at him with tears in my eyes, I did not want to hope with Alex, I had closed my heart to anyone who was there. This heartache made me not believe in love.

"Sorry Alex, my heart is closed by no one, I don't believe in love" I said seriously.

"No. I don't care .. no matter what happens I will take care of you and protect you. I don't care if your heart is closed or still open" alex said seriously and I turned to the beach without saying anything

"If you're not ready to meet Hasasi, we'll just go home. There's no need to come there" Alex bargained.

"No... You must come" I protested

"I don't want to come if you continue to be sad like that"

"I'm sad because I'm not the problem"

"But. That's the same thing I think" Alex protested.

"Alex.. You have to come there, not because of me you didn't come"

"*No problem..."

"That's a problem .. you know*" my protest

"I will go. but .. you coming too..."

"*But..."

"No reason*" Alex snapped and I fell silent

"You remember .. you once wanted to kill yourself"

"I'm afraid of that happening again"

"Hmmm.." I sighed.a

"Please.." said Alex pleading.

"Hmmm .. okay, I sell .. but just this once"

"When Hasasi gets married, you have to come"

"What...??"

"Can't protest"

"Mom..."

"It's okay dear, do not protest"

"OK.. I think .. if you're not my boss I won't want to" I said annoyed.

"Well, that's dong." said Alex laughing as he pulled my hair.

"Well ... when to leave?" I asked Alex

"Aren't you crying?"

"Udah tired"

"Yes, we're leaving now"

"Now?"

"Yes, let's not be too late, surely many officials come jd not feel good if it gets too late"

"Okey.." I said seriously and immediately stood up.

"You ready...??" ask Alex again

"Yes, I'm ready"

"Okeylah .." said Alex immediately took my hand and we both walked away from the white sandy beach.

Whatever happens, I must be strong and patient.I'm sure I will definitely be able to face twice this time.