
I was pensive for a while looking at Hasasi who was walking towards the attic door. I want to say something if I do a game that I'm going to do and I have to say it honestly to Hasasi
"mmm.. Hasasi ... wait a minute" I shouted to stop Hasasi's move
"What else?"
"Come here first. There's something I'm talking to you about!"
"All right..."
"What do you want to say?" ask Hasasi to approach me
"Hasasi, why do you keep me and always want to be by my side?" just serious
"Because ..." Hasasi was silent for a moment and looked at me closely
"Because what?" ask me curious
"Because .. I love you"
"When you didn't like me when I was by your side at the time, and always hurt me by changing partners instead.I have a taste for you" I murmured.
"Hmmm, I don't know why it happened"
"Hasasi..honestly my heart still has you. but.." I murmured softly.
"But what?"
"But because of the painful events that always repeat ... cause my love to be a little lost to you let alone you tell me to play a child's game like this, Do you know Hasasi? I'm afraid I'm falling for Alex and forgetting that I'm playing a game you're planning and actually playing as long as I go through that shitty incident, I pray that you find the best woman ... Hasation"
"Hmmm .. Yes I know it will happen, let alone all this my fault too... But.." muttered Hasasi softly
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to say this to you. Good night" I said, leaving Hasasi.
Suddenly Hasasi held me by holding my hand with a rather sad face
"Wait for Fifiyan." said Hasasi his hand pulled my hand.
"What do I have to do to get you back in love with me?" ask Hasasi, his eyes glazed - glass
"I don't know... "
"Am I not paying attention to you ? then you think I'll study more gently with you"
"A. I..."
"Do I have to bow down like this so that you will accept me and love me back?" said Hasasi and immediately prostrated at my feet
"Hasasi... What are you doing?" I said surprised
"I'm afraid I'm losing you again Fifiyan, I'm depressed, stressed, I'm like losing my mind when you're not with me.. Fifiyan" said seriously Hasasi and continued to prostrate
"Hasasi stand up. You're the most important person you don't deserve to bow to me that this ordinary person "my words help Hasasi stand up.
"I don't care if you're an ordinary person or not .. All I care about is that you're my wife"
"The reason I don't deserve you" I murmured softly
"You deserve, you deserve, promise me Fifiyan, you don't leave me still the great mistress of Stun" Hasasi said holding my hand tightly.
"Well if you want to get my love back and fear that I will leave you. Try to go back, Hasasi" I said smilingly and left in the face of Hasasi
"Good night Hasasi..I wait to prove your love for me" I muttered and came out of the attic of the Hasasi house.
I went out of the attic and out of Hasasi's office to go back to the room, I don't know if Alex was sleeping or waiting for me with an angry face.
I walked along the road and I stopped and sat on the 2nd floor terrace seat of the Hasasi house which presents a beautiful sea view with a charming reflection of moonlight, I kept thinking and pensive. What do I do?, I choose between Hasasi and Alex. Why so many wills father and make me confused myself to choose it. What exactly do you want?
When I was pensive, there was someone holding my shoulder from behind and I was shocked
"WHO?" yell at
"Huussttt.don't yell, you'll wake others up" said Hansol standing behind me.
"Hansol, why are you here?" I was surprised
"HEY I ALSO INVITED HASASI YES!!" hansol Protest
"Hmmm .. Yes I know, I mean why are you here?" I watched the ocean return
"Nothing, I just saw you coming out of Hasasi's office. What are you doing there?" asked Hansol curiously
"You think?"
"You're begging Hasasi to come back to you, right?" tease Hansol
"No. You're just making it up, 'cause I'm twein' what the fuck" I'm upset
"Iihh never met so fierce beud dah" murmured Hansol annoyed
"What's the thing?"
"It's bad" Hansol murmured
"Hmmm..."
"Hasasi told you all, huh?" hansol asked seriously
"Tell me what?"
"The actual events were 20 years ago and your father's will"
"Yes .. You know" I was surprised
"That's it, I'm also the eyes of Hasasi" Hansol laughed
"Why do you know that Hasasi said something about 20 years ago and my father's will?" ask me curious
"That's me who accidentally injured your father and the will was given to me by your father after he died, I gave it to Hasasi's father. Actually the Stun family was looking for you when you disappeared until now... I actually had Hasasi tell his father about your whereabouts but Hasasi was a coward.
"Why?"
"Because he didn't know about the will and Hasasi's father just told Hasasi to look for the little boy from Shinju's family who went missing without knowing his name and it turns out that little boy is you"
"So...who will you choose?" hansol asked and confused me
"I. I don't know"
"Make Fifiyan's decision, if you don't make the decision, I won't guarantee that there will be no war" Alex said advancing towards the porch guardrail.
"Emang ancient times.there was war" I murmured.
"You don't know what Hasasi really planned" Hansol murmured
"What is he planning?" ask me curious
"Well, if the original Hasasi plan fails and cannot bring you home, there will be a great war and the most feared Hasasi is.fear that you left him when he did that"
"Leave her why?"
"Because if Hasasi were on the battlefield he would do so brutally like a man of no common sense"
"And I'll make sure, this war will be more violent than the slaughter of your family." Hansol said seriously.
"Couldn't it be like that?" I was surprised
"Because the Stun and Guan clans are superpowers where these two great families are the strongest families in the whole world, two families that have the highest power and two families that have the highest number of associations even so"
"Stead, the Guan family has no such power, let alone the Hasasi-owned Society which ..."
"You are wrong, in the southern world there are 3 strongest associations and in the northern world there are 3 strongest associations as well... even so Hasasi's society is among those who benefit this time because he cooperates with the strongest mafia but we do not know how the strength of the Guan family association. Moreover, you are on the border of two families who are in conflict, like you have come out of the Lion cage but you enter the Tiger cage" explained Hansol
"Then, what should I do?" ask me confused
"Ask your heart, son, who would you choose, if you make the wrong choice I don't know whether you will be happy or suffer"
"I'm confused about choosing Alex or Hasasi"
"That's all the decision in your hands, I can't help you with this. Ask your own heart. I hope there won't be a big spill in history.remember these words of mine son"
"Thank you for the temperature advice" I murmured and bowed my head towards Hansol
"Oh yes one more. If you follow the game given Hasasi, you must make your decision before the game ends, because ..."
"Because what?"
"Because ... Hasasi only gives you about a year to think about your decision and after a year you do not give a satisfied answer, Hasasi will do the plan"
"What plans will Hasasi actually do?" ask me curious
"You'll know if you've given Fifiyan your sincere decision, let alone that you've told Hasasi that your love for her has begun to disappear and you're asking her to prove her love for you"
"Why do you know what I said to Hasasi?" I was surprised
"Hey..we are in cahoots especially with other groups, what do you do we know Fifiyan.. If you make a fatal mistake even we all also know let alone Hasasi."
"You're spying on my eyes?" my protest
"It's not just me, Hasasi did the same"
"Why did you do it?" my protest
"We follow Hasasi's orders, especially in the Guan family there are some of our eyes" Hansol said casually.
"Who's the guy?" ask me curious
"Yes, he has slept there quickly, Alex was waiting for you from earlier" Hansol murmured casually
"Hmmm alright" I murmured
"Oh yeah, don't forget what I said, don't tell Hasasi or Alex the secret I told you"
"That's a secret, huh?" I was surprised
"Have a good night, son" said Hansol looking at me and I turned to my room
"Remember what I just explained to you" cried Hansol and I nodded in understanding
I went back to my room to rest. All the words Hasas and Hansol gave me so much headache, what should I do? is what Hansol said true? but as long as Hansol explained to me it was always right and never wrong.
When I was not far from the room I saw Alex standing at the door with a worried and confused face no matter what he was thinking
"Alex you're not sleeping?" ask me and surprise Alex
"At last you're back, where have you been?" alex asked coldly
"I'm just walking - walking"
"Where are you walking?" ask Alex seriously
"Why is that?" ask me to reverse the question
"I looked for you and didn't find you, where did you go?" alex protest
"I walked - the road to the beach"
"Only?"
"Yes.. "
"Why not take me? what if you have what what?" alex protest
"But I'm fine" I murmured
"Yes, you went to bed at 3am" Alex said, opening the door
"Alright." I muttered to the changing room to change my nightgown and immediately lay down on the bedroom bed
"Good night Alex" I said, lying on Alex's back
"Good night too dear" said Alex gently and turned off the room lights
Even though I told Alex that I was asleep I was actually still awake, I was still thinking about the choice between the two men written in my father's will, I'm afraid I chose the wrong thing especially with that creepy risk. No I guess it turns out that I was in the forbidden area of both superpower and superpower families like this. What am I supposed to do?