
My intentions are well established, I want to end this useless life of mine. I tried to climb the iron fence that became a small terrace barrier in the room. The iron fence was rather tall and I was wearing a dress that had a skirt length below the knee, making it a bit difficult to reach the top of the iron fence.
Pa... Ma... I want to catch up with you two, I am not strong .. I want to be with you guys, be in your arms. pa. ma. forgive me ... I said while crying
Once I get to the top of the fence and get ready to jump down. Suddenly there was a hand that grabbed me and held my body from behind. I immediately looked back and it was Alex who was holding me
"Fifiyan .. don't do that" said Alex worried and pulled my body so I fell into Alex's arms
"Let go of me Alex. I'm useless, I want to die" I cried out in rebellion Alex.
"No. ..no can"
"Take me off" I shouted again
"No... I'm not going to let go" Alex insisted and got closer to Alex's embrace
"Alex .. let me go"
"No"
"Please Alex, please let me go"
"No, no" Alex said
"Alex .. please" whinekku
"Listen to me Fifiyan .. I won't hurt you no matter what. This is my promise" Alex said seriously and continued to hug my body tightly
After hearing Alex's promise and Alex's hug getting stronger made me resigned and my body grew limp. I don't know why Alex wanted to protect me so much, why he didn't let me die so he wouldn't bother with me
"Well, calm yourself down, beautiful.I'm here with you, I'll be a shoulder for you to lean on, I'll be your protector no matter what, I won't let anyone hurt you" alex's soft words and his hands did not stop stroking my hair made me feel comfortable, my crying was a little less and only left my likes
"Calm down, come on in, I don't want you to get sick" Alex said gently and pushed me into the room and sat me on the couch.
"Lia ... Lia" shouted Alex calling someone and entered a maid into the room
"Yes sir... Is there anything I need to help you with?"
"Please get some food and hot chocolate for mistress huh"
"Okay sir" said the maid and left the room
Alex continued to embrace me and his shoulders continued to be my backrest at the moment, a very firm and comfortable shoulder that made me gradually calmer than before. Alex looked at me wordlessly, he was like a father who was calming his son down in tears.
Hc .. toookkk.
"Come in" said Alex
"Here's the food master and hot chocolate for the lady" said the maid, bringing a nice treat and a glass of hot chocolate in her hand
"Put it there "
"Okay sir, excuse me" said the maid and walked out of the room
"This is Fifiyan eat first" Alex said, shaking my head
"You should eat Fifiyan"
"No want"
"A little bit"
"No"
"I'm bribing ya, you have to eat .. even a little bit" said Alex and I opened my mouth
"Well, you have to eat if you don't eat. You'll get sick and I don't want you to get sick"
I continued to eat the food that was fed by Alex .. although I initially refused but inevitably had to eat because I was actually hungry myself.
"You eat voraciously too." said Alex happily and I only returned with a smile
"Later we come out want?.. I want to take you the way.... how?"
"Where?"
"To an event"
"Why take me ?"
"Yes .. let you calm down, I know you must be depressed and sad so I want to make you happy" said Alex and I nodded
"Well, you take a shower first, I wait. Your clothes are in the closet" said Alex and I went to mendi.
Even though I am still sad and as much as I am not completely lost but what's wrong I comfort myself who is sad like this. I immediately took a shower when I was in the bathroom looking very luxurious. I took a bath in the bathtub and reflected on myself
"Relax Fifiyan .. Now forget Hasasi and prove to your new boss that you are able to defeat that Hasasi" I determined in my heart
"No matter what I'm sick and disappointed now but don't make anyone who expects you disappointed Fifiyan.
I constantly reassured myself, though I admit my life was very complicated and it was unclear where my life was headed and where my life was going - until the reader dizzy to read my muttered story - it was unclear ... yes the name is also live there must be up there down not always be on top continue ..but I am sure it will be beautiful in time.
After constantly encouraging myself from earlier and I had shivered from the cold I went straight to the dressing room to put on clothes. When I opened the wardrobe, how surprised I was that there were so many dresses in this closet and also very beautiful.
"Wear this alone" I muttered and I immediately put on the dress and immediately dressed up with accessories that were available on the dresser
After I finished dressing up, I went straight out of the dressing room and met Alex in the room.I saw Alex holding a cell phone in his hand
"Alex .. I'm ready" I said softly and Alex turned to me
"Waaahh she is beautiful." said Alex with shining eyes - light.
"Alex" called me again but Alex kept looking at me unblinkingly
"Aleeexx" cried out and woke her from the daydream
"Eee .. mmm sorry, you're so pretty I can't even blink"
"Marling.."
"Serius .. Yes let's go out" said Alex gently and he took me gently
Alex took my hand to the bottom of his house, I saw Alex's house is very beautiful and also spacious, in every corner decorated by decorations and ornaments that are very beautiful and expensive even arguably more than the Hasasi house.
"Your house is so big Alex" I said in amazement
"Yes that's how the name is also the director of the biggest company how not broad" Alex laughed
"Hmmm yes too" I understood
Alex and I got out of the house and immediately entered Alex's private car, the car is black and very shiny when viewed from the outside but when viewed from inside the car decoration is very luxurious like a car owned by Hasasi
"What do you want to drink, Fifiyan?"
"Shit up"
"Do you want wine?"
"Nope .. I don't like alcohol"
"Mmm then a milkshake would?"
"May" I said and Alex picked up a drink in the fridge
"This is your drink" Alex said, handing over the glass containing the milkshake
"Mmmm Alex... What's the show?" ask me curious
"Festival"
"Fastival what?"
"You'll know for yourself" said Alex and I just kept quiet. The car we were riding drove quickly, no wonder because the road was very quiet this afternoon
Not long after, we arrived at a festival that was very crowded visited by many people and on the front board there was the writing of a summer festival
"Summer festival?" ask me when I see the writing ahead
"Yes.. Let's go down. I actually want to take you somewhere"
"What place?"
"You'll find out later"
Alex took me and we both walked to the summer festival.DI in the festival I saw a lot of people - people who were relaxing under the tree even some who held a meal together under a shady tree
"Alex where are you taking me?" I asked when I saw the two of us going up the hill
"I want to bring you here" Alex said happily
I saw a lot of trees under us, a small hill in this summer festival offers a very eye-opening natural avoidance
"Waahh very beautiful Alex" I said amazed
"Yes.I brought you here because there is meaning in it"
"That means?.. What does it mean?" ask me curious
"To reach the top of this hill we have to climb with difficulty ..."
"Heem, then?"
"that's what it is. You as my personal assistant must always be patient and accompany me to fight even though it's winding and even struggling like we climb this hill. because if we are excited and sure we will get the best results like we see this beautiful scenery?"
"Oh so .. I understand "
"I will help you Alex, help you to succeed in building your company. Let alone your rival is Hasasi, he is very heavy" I murmured
"Well... that's it .. so you want to fight with me even though you like and mourn?" ask Alex seriously
"Yes I will try my best" I said seriously
"Thank you Fifiyan, tomorrow you enter first ... next hopefully you will feel at home" said Alex looking at me and I nodded slowly
I don't know why I'm so sure I can help Alex, but in my heart there's still Hasasi. But after all it seems that Hasasi would not be mine.