
I accompanied Hasasi in the room while waiting for the doctor to come, I continued compressing Hasasi's legs with the warm water I took from the bathroom. I saw the Hasasi from earlier whimpering continuously
“Sick? From earlier whimpering continue” murmured
“Not sick just overheating tofu”
“Oh sorry, just I added cold water first” muttered me and went to take cold water in the bathroom and came back again
“So this is still hot?” My Asking and Hasasi Hand dipped into the basin
“No... “ Hasasi murmured wiped his hands with a tissue and I directly compressed it back. Not long after that, a knock was heard outside the room
Toookkk.
“Who?” Shouted Hasasi
“I Nining tuan”
“What's up?” Ask Hasasi
“Doctor has come mister”
“Enterbs” muttered Hasasi and the maid entered along with a handsome male doctor
“Sore lord and mistress” murmured Doctor friendly while bowing his body
“Sore also”
“There are complaints what sir?”
"This was able to chase someone and fall on the stairs" muttered Hasasi and the doctor immediately examined Hasasi's legs
"It's okay - sir, your bones are still safe, just a little sluggish" said the doctor, holding Hasasi's leg
"Hmmm thank goodness then"
"I try to fix it first sir" the doctor murmured and immediately moved - Hasasi's foot movement quickly
"Aaauuu" whispered Hasasi withstood the pain
"Already sir, try the master of motion - move does it still hurt?"
"Hmmm already not" muttered Hasasi moving - his leg movements and jumping - jumping next to the bed
"The heart will fall again" my protest stopped Hasasi
"Yes - yes"
"Oh yes thank you doctor" I muttered
"Alright, excuse me ladies and gentlemen" the doctor muttered out of the room followed by his assistant
"How much doc.... ter?" I took my wallet
"So calm down, I paid for it"
"When did you pay?"
"Yes I pay him monthly jafi my family's personal doctor, but you know he's my family's doctor?"
"Tuuhh" I muttered showing Bram's doctor's number on a piece of paper
"Oh panteslahlah you have informed him"
"Is it better?" my mummy cleared the basin
"Uda.."
"So you're going to the party now?"
"Yes, now it is"
"Ntar first" I muttered on the sofa
"What else?"
"You haven't told me yet"
"Oh .. okay while walking yes" said Hasasi holding my hand out of the room
"Hmmm alright" I muttered following Hasasi out of the room to his private car
"So?" my murmurs looked at Hasasi who was sitting in front of me
"I, Kwan Liang and Mark were good friends at school, we used to be classmates even wherever we were together. I didn't know how Mark's family was and only knew Kwan Liang's family "
"... One time, when I took Kwan Liang and Mark to stay at my house, which happened to be my father and mother, arrived when we were drunk with wine, and then we got drunk, Mark took a knife in the kitchen to my parents' room.That's a good thing I wasn't too drunk and I caught Mark when I went to the bathroom"
"Why did he come to your parents' room?"
"He wanted to kill my parents"
"Killed your parents?. Why did he do that?" muttered
"Yes he wanted to seize the position of my family's company, so as I said before, if he managed to kill my father to seize that position he would be as good as breaking the balance of the shares of the entire company"
"Then killing each other is not normal in competition" I muttered staring out of the car
"Yes, but if it happens it will become an economic turmoil like at the time of your parents' death"
"Why could that be?"
"Yes suppose that the first rank is bankrupt it causes income in the lower rank also dropped. so if it can survive it can survive if it can not yes bankrupt"
"Oh that's it... So Mark directly you hold that?"
"He's sorry so many times, but I refused"
"Because later he has no remorse"
"Are you angry when someone else wants to kill your family?" muttered
"Yes must be angry"
"Oh so yeah.. How does it feel to be angry at that person?" muttered
"Yes, if anyone wants to kill my parents, it feels like they want to tear his body apart" Hasasi said annoyed
"Oh good"
"Why are you asking like that?" ask Hasasi
"Nothing.." I sighed and Hasasi looked at me seriously.
"But... Yes, that's what it feels like when a loved one dies at the hands of a murderer without any fault for the killer but is still killed" I murmured
"Did you feel that way Fifiyan all along?"
"Yeah .. That's how it feels, revenge wants to tear the killer's body apart so he knows what pain it's like"
"But what?"
"But unfortunately even now the killer's family became my family's future daaan.
"You still pissed?"
"No. That's the past why I'm upset" I murmured
"If you're not upset, then what?"
"Nothing"
"Hmmm forgive my family yes Fiifyan" muttered Hasasi holding my hand gently
"Sorry for what?"
"I'm sorry for everything" Hasasi murmured stroked my hand
"Oh okay.. no problem you guys are not wrong anyway..it's just .. destiny" I sigh.
"Sometimes, I also feel guilty Fifiyan"
"Wrong by what?"
"Because my family killed your family caused you all your life to be alone and suffer" Hasasi sighed at me
"There is no need to be pityed Hasasi.has the destiny of God, if it is the destiny of man can not do anything" I murmured.
"Yes, I know. but it feels guilty to keep looking after me even though you know I'm the son of the man who killed your family... though you can kill me when I am powerless to make amends for my family" muttered Hasasi with glassy eyes and I looked fixedly at Hasasi
"Whatever revenge I am. I will not kill a Hasasi man, I have no authority for it. That has no need to discuss in the past Hasasi" I muttered, turning my face out the window.
"Yes seeing you look sad like that I feel guilty Fifiyan"
"No. I'm not sad" I murmured
"Why aren't you sad? you've never seen your parents' faces before"
"Emang.. but my parents always visit in my dreams with a smiling face even then I'm happy Hasasi"
"Hmmm.." sighed Hasasi.
"Mmm what's up?"
"Nothing" sighs Hasasi and I stare out the window again
"Mmm why do you always look after me when I'm helpless Fifiyan?" asked Hasasi looking at me
"That's all I can do, let alone my fiancee, yes I can only take care of you and support you" I murmured.
"It is..."
"When what?.why don't I kill you?... If the intention was there from the past Hasasi but I can't.." my protest and Hasasi just fell silent looking at me.
"Why can't it?"
"My heart is not willing to kill you" I murmured
"Does your heart always say that?"
"Yes..."
"Hmmm okay... Thank you very much Fifiyan you always take care of me. I am very grateful from the bottom of my heart, even you can open the door of my heart and turn me from this cold and cruel to this warm" Hasasi muttered smiling at me
"Yes ..thank you to your family for giving me and my brother a chance to live"
"Not only my dear family, I will also give you a better chance to live in the future so that you will feel true happiness" Hasasi murmured seriously.
"Thank you Hasasi" I tried to smile
"Fifiyan, I promise I will take care of you" said Hasasi kissed my hand that had been grasped earlier and I just silently stared at Hasasi.
"All right, let's go down first, we've arrived" Hasasi muttered, opening the car door.
"Hasasi.." I muttered.
"Yes dear"
"Next time there's no need to talk about the past let alone about my family" I murmured
"Dear I won't talk about it anymore. Let's go down" said Hasasi happily, holding my hand.
Yes do not know according to others I am stupid or not because I can not avenge me it .. but I myself can not do that let alone avenge my own soul mate. I don't want to live alone anymore, now I have a new family even though this family has ruined my life