Young Master Handsome

Episode 1: Prologue

That afternoon, the sky appeared black with a flash of lightning ready to hit this limp body of mine. No matter the rain that falls very hard, no matter the lightning flash that is earthy over my head because all I have in mind is I do not know what is called true love, all I know is that love is a very painful word. This pain until I couldn't feel it, my heart broke to pieces – pieces. I don't know how many times I have fallen awake running without direction and stopping at the old bridge that is seedy and filled with moss. Make up that I polish on the face so that I look beautiful and dress my party that I bought hard with the results of my own sweat with the aim to please my beloved but instead make it dull and dirty because of the ground that began to scatter and the swift rain that many – times hit my weak body.

I still clearly remember how he hurt me, cut me off, cut me off, slapped me and pushed me until I fell to the floor like an old, worn-out tree that fell to the ground in a tornado that was raging on the American mainland.

Wh why?

Why did you decide on me... What are my shortcomings? Are you ashamed of having me that

fat and don't have what – what is this? Shouted

out loud, I don't care how hard I scream because I need to

clarity, clarity that must be clearly explained to me.

Plaakkkk

the sound of a slap was so loud, so loud that I almost fell to the right and the slap was so clear I felt, it hurt, it hurt, the slap was until my red cheek arguably formed a very valuable inscription in the ancient kingdom.

I can't believe he slapped me so hard like this. He slapped me without saying – words with

"Hei fat.. try deh lu ngaca.. lu already ugly fat again what appropriate with Tuan Muda Kwan Liang very handsome, smart, son of a well-known family who owns the company PT. Liang and dominate the stock market in this world." Shouted one of the women

I remember this voice, a voice that was not foreign to me and I often encountered this voice. Actually I did not dare to look at this person who dropped my pride like this, but I still had to bravely look at that person and how surprised I was when I saw that voice was the voice of my best friend, my best friend, the friend that I always help when he is difficult, the friend that I believe, he is the one that I consider more than family was so heartbreaking to hurt me and snatch my lover.

"Lu saw – saw the cave.. sono went you from here, the cave does not need you and young master Kwan Liang also do not need you.. he is now the girlfriend of the cave" he shouted again.

It is like a clear sky that gives off its lightning bolt and is ready to strike something

underneath and make it burn. That's how my heart now feels burning and breaking, destroyed so devastated without saying – said I went from my lover's birthday party and ran along with all my might to hit the rain so very heavy and hold back the tears that urged to come out from my eyes. I don't care about the sound of laughter, the insults, the insults I hear behind me, I keep running, running non-stop, running without a clear goal that I thought about was how I could escape those at the lavish party.

However, why do I have a body like this, a fat body and arguably very fat for

the size of women who are out there who mostly have a beautiful body, slim, white and very cared for. I myself have never had this body that is getting wider and fatter because I am happy, happy to have a lover who loves me very much and is always attentive to me. But that's not the case right now, he left me and preferred my annoying best friend.

The coldness of this rainwater that I felt made me weak, my body felt like it was floating in the air, I saw myself in the pool of water that had soaked my clothes and my heart still asked – ask “what am I not worthy of being loved by a man – male?”. At this time, I am very sad, I am very sad, I don't have anyone – who else, “where am I going?” , many questions come out of my mind, the more I think about the more murky my vision, the more, my eyes twitched – fireflies like seeing a black and white old-school TV that did not get a signal at all, and arrived – arrived I was lying helpless on the bridge.