Young Master Handsome

Episode 95: Still Feeling Sick

I'm so tired today, I'm so tired that I can't hold back my sleepy eyes and my crumbling body because of what happened in Korea is so annoying. But I don't know why my body feels like sleeping on a soft mattress isn't as plump as the seat of the plane I was on. My eyes also felt glare by the light when before the sunlight was not blinding. Because of the glare, I opened my eyes

"Hooaamm". I moved - moving my legs and hands left - right and bones - my bones instantly rang all

"Are you awake?" asked Alex who was sitting next to me, I he looked at me while holding a black coffee in his hand

"A... Where am I?" I was surprised to see a room that was more luxurious than Hasasi's room

"This is my house" Alex said casually

"Ru..your house?" I was surprised

"Yups.you slept all day and now it's near noon"

"seriously?

"Look at the wall clock" I immediately saw the gold-plated wall clock showing at 09.30 WIB

"Mmm sorry sir .. I slept too long"

"It's okay .. You must be tired, want breakfast? you haven't eaten anything from yesterday"

"Later, sir"

"Don't call me sir, just call me Alex"

"Sorry Alex...."

"Yes, you will eat in the kitchen .. I want a meeting for a moment"

"I'm coming..."

"You rest first, later if there is another meeting I invite you"

"Can I learn first?"

"May ... push the button later it will be your work space in the room and this is your private room "

"My room ... But ... I definitely don't want you to pay the rent"

"Relax, it's free for you, for clothes and everything else is in the wardrobe. Okay, I'm gonna have a meeting for a second"

After Alex came out of the room I got out of bed and grabbed my phone in my sling bag. I turned on my phone and I soon turned on a lot of notifications coming out of my phone screen. I immediately opened all the notifications and it turned out that 278 messages from Hasasi and 127 calls from Hasasi.among all Hasasi messages there was one message to be the center of my attention

Baby where are you going ? why not return my message? I want to marry you really. Papa has allowed us to get married. Come home Fifiyan I miss:(

Hasation

Sorry Hasasi .. I hope you can be happy with Amelia, my own best friend.

Fifiyans

I immediately put down my phone and left, but suddenly my phone rang again

Tiiinggs

No, Fifiyan, I said really, really to you.

Hasation

Hasasi now forget me, it is true your father said. I am not who - who and I do not deserve you .. now .. forget me yes!!!

Fifiyans

After replying to Hasasi's message I immediately blocked all contacts on my phone even my brother Steven's contacts as well. Now he is Steven Stun no longer Steven Shinju. To be honest I was hurt with the Stun family, they had already killed all my family and lowered my pride, which was what upset me and disappointed me.

I don't know why it should happen, why don't I let go of Hasasi.a regret that torments my heart so much, but anyway I have to be eager to change my life even without Hasasi who accompanied me. I don't want to cry anymore, but I don't know why these tears keep coming out of my eyes and keep wetting my cheeks.

Pa...Ma, why do I always suffer like this.why don't I just die first so I can calm down together with you guys.

I walked towards the window and immediately opened the window of the room, a beautiful view of the sea, the breeze of the sea - the cool breeze and the sun right above me was so hot it stung on my skin like my heart was hot. I wanted to calm myself down but I couldn't. The more I want to forget, the more my heart hurts.

I kept crying non-stop, sick ... so hurt my heart. I wanted to lean on but there was nothing to back up. I'm alone here.

God..why do I have to accept such a severe ordeal as this.why don't I just die, why just my parents, it hurts itself... Is it not satisfied that you took my parents, why do the people I love also leave me too.. Why God... WHY!!!!

I muttered indistinctly, I continue to blame God for what I went through. Although I know it's not good but ..why should it happen to me at this time. I can't stand the pain of my heart so deep like this. Without further ado I immediately brought my body close to the iron fence and I was ready to jump from the 3rd floor of Alex's house. Although I'm now Alex's personal assistant, I don't deserve to be this useless person

Without me noticing, I cried all day without stopping and I was ready to end my life.I never felt such a deep pain like this let alone the affairs of men. It used to be that Kwan Liang and Sari Lie were not this sick. Is it because I've fallen in love too deeply with you... Hasasi...