Young Jurist

Young Jurist
207. Wanted to cry



So fast we get through the day. And who would have thought, it used to be just a sense of awe, like over time grew into a deep-rooted love. So too did Andre in Rosyidah.


However, he was increasingly afraid of hope, because his family was nobody, when compared to the Rosyidah family. There is nothing to be proud of him.


"Hey, you want to sleep in my car night?" Reyhan patted Andre on the shoulder. When the car entered his yard. After delivering the package of sembako and alms to the parlor like a few months ago.


"Eh, is it here?" Andre gasped from his seat and scanned around.


"What do you think? Rosida?" guess Reyhan is sure.


He knew his friend was in love. But lack of confidence. Andre was weak. Indeed, both of them can not hide the secret since becoming a schoolmate.


"If you've been serious about love with him, why not try to propose to Ndre?"


"What! Apply?" Andre was surprised by Reyhan's suggestion. Reyhan nodded to make sure.


"I don't have anything Rey. My family science is still a fingernail, far different from his family. Surely, it will definitely be rejected before I express this intention."


"You learned business. But I was scared before I tried the opportunity. You want your love to be received by Rosyidah. But, you don't want to struggle with proposing to her. That's the pessimistic soul's name. Like the word, lose before war." Reyhan punched Andre's arm.


Argh....


Andre groaned while rubbing his arm. He also thought about Reyhan's speech just now.


"I'm scared of Rey?"


"It is better to refuse now, than you never know what Rosyidah's heart is. If it turns out he has the same feelings as you, but waiting for you who did not propose how? You will regret it later if he is asked by others first. I used to be like that too. Doubt will hinder our path to finding happiness. Remember that."


"You're right!" Andre patted Reyhan's shoulder harder with a smile.


"Then you take me there now" said Andre with enthusiasm.


Huft....


"We're out of there, Ndre." Reyhan snorted in annoyance.


"You said earlier, if I don't soon, hunt in the first place with the others?"


Reyhan patted his eel, then turned his car around. Arriving at the Dahlan hajj house, Andre's heart skipped a beat.


"Bismillah, many prayers. Hopefully given the best" said Reyhan who knows the tension in Andre's face. He brought Andre down.


Shortly after, the door opened after the two said their greetings while knocking on the door. Rosyidah frowned to see their return. Just 1 hour ago, the two visited.


"Mas Reyhan, Andre?" mummy Rosyidah.


"Yes Ros, sorry our arrival was a little annoying. Can we meet Haji Dahlan again?" reyhan broke the awkwardness.


"Maybe mas, please come in." Rosyidah allowed the two to sit in the living room and call her ashes.


For some reason, his heart felt troubled by their coming back to his house. After calling his ashes, Rosyidah again made drinks for them while daydreaming.


Meanwhile, Haji Dahlan immediately asked the purpose of his guests coming back. After making small talk, Reyhan slowly nudged Andre's arm to speak.


His steps swelled, as he faintly heard Abi and his guest conversing. Finally, behind the curtains he stood up and listened.


"Em, so here's what we mean by coming back. I, I would like to propose to your daughter, Rosyidah to be my wife sir. I understand and know myself, my family is nothing compared to the family of Hajj sir. If I refuse it is also okay, the most important thing is to express my heart. Sorry for my care, sir." although initially stamped, finally Andre was able to express the purpose of his arrival, until the sweat soaked his face.


DEG!


Rosyidah's heart was beating fast. When you hear clearly what they are talking about. He did not expect to be proposed by Reyhan's best friend.


There is a sense of happiness because there are men who put their hearts on him. Especially that guy, Reyhan's best friend. If Reyhan is good, Rosyidah believes Andre is good too. Several times meeting him, Rosyidah could feel that way.


But he also needs time to consider it carefully. Because he hopes to get married once in his life.


Haji Dahlan sighed with a smile before giving an answer. Salute the young man. Not long ago met with Rosyidah was convinced to propose to him.


"Son Andre, I understand what you mean. The soul mate does not look at social strata. Don't you go down like that. All my decisions go to Rosyidah. Because one will live him. Whatever decision he gives, may you accept it with great heart."


Before Hajj Dahlan called Rosyidah, he had already stepped closer to them with a drink. His hands trembled as he put the drink on the table.


'Astaghfirullah, why is my hand shaking like this?' his inner. Suddenly he was nervous.


'Lhololoh, Rosyidah's hand why is it shaking like that? Is she sick?' inner Andre.


While Reyhan and Haji Dahlan seemed to smile when he saw Rosyidah trembling. Haji Dahlan was convinced that his daughter had heard the conversation about him.


After delivering drinks, Rosyidah was about to return to her room, but her ashes instead told her to sit next to her. Rosyidah sat down.


Haji Dahlan asked Andre to repeat his intention earlier, which made his heart beat faster. Especially now that there was Rosyidah directly in front of him.


"Let's go Andre please." Haji Dahlan's hand moved with a warm smile.


Andre replied with a smile while nodding. His hands clutched together and returned in a cold sweat.


"Ep.... Rosidah. Let me convey my purpose back here. I. I want to make you my wife. I realize I still have many shortcomings in terms of science, material and more. But all forms of deficiency are not able to inhibit myself from submitting this proposal to you. May you please forgive my closeness."


Andre took a deep breath. Finally being able to express the desire that he had always endured.


While Rosyidah, his heart also beat again. After being silent while breathing out repeatedly, he finally gave an answer.


"Before, I was very grateful, there were people who wanted to propose to me. Do not feel inferior, for in God's eyes we are all the same. But even so, may I ask for time to get the right decision?"


"How about Andre, Idah asks for time?"


"Please ask for 1 day, 2 days or....."


"In shaa Allah for less than 1 month I will give an answer." cut Rosyidah which surprised Andre.


'Oh my goodness, how could I die standing me, hanging me for that long.' Andre's mind wanted to cry.


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