Women of Choice
The Wrong Desire
The Wrong Desire
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"Look, tuh, the Menik also who is in high school while mondok can have a guy, you have no time, anyway, Na?"
Questions that contain innuendo from Luna's mouth, but not Luna Maya that just contact to make Anna instantly silent. At that time his feelings were filled with feelings of inferiority, shame, and self-confidence immediately burst through the earth. Want it to feel when he also stuffed his friend's mouth with a napkin cloth former snot. Let's know the taste!
A split second after hearing the nyinyiran from a friend no khlaknya that Anna was dissolved in the bersamuk his own heart.
'Duh .. yes, yes, why is it that I have never been given a chance like other friends? Fascinated by the opposite sex, pedecate, then courtship, there is attention every second, every minute, every time. Is there always an SMS already eaten yet? have you taken a shower yet? deesbe, de'elel.' in her little heart Anna bathes ngenes.
Actually similar questions are not the first time that the girl who just graduated from high school was heard. Because it is only he who until now barely has a love story like other friends.
His classmates had mostly started dating since they were in the second grade of Junior High. While Anna at that time could only be a matchmaker her own countryman. But not a single man glanced at him.
***
The days passed Anna little change since she had a old-fashioned mobile phone given the brother-in-law who was back home at the time.
"Teh, this is the hape for Anna, can't you?" Anna asked expectantly to her older sister who already had one child.
"Make what?"
"Let us always be able to communicate if it is fitting Teteh has returned to Jakarta again. Later, Teteh can call mom every day," sedu Anna hopes Aini tea, her brother gave up his phone.
After passing through negotiations that are quite tough finally the brother gave the old hat to the younger brother. Of course, after the tea Aini asked permission first to her husband.
Through the tiny object now the time passed by Anna became a little reduce the feeling of saturation. Because he started to feel like he had entertainment even though it was just a black and white sailing phone with only a few app features in it. There is no camera for just selfies and taking pictures, let alone internet networks that can access other information.
Anna started keeping some phone numbers of her friends who already had a cell phone first from her.
***
January 2006
Anna had just woken up from her sleep. Before long his old phone rang aloud a sign that a number was calling him. The jet-haired girl was stunned for a moment when she saw the number that was calling her was without a name or a new number that she had never previously stored in her own hape.
With a sense of doubt driven by high curiosity Anna also began to massage the answer button.
"Hallo, who is Assalamualaikum?" ask Anna for a little chat.
"It's the same Ita isn't it?"
There was the voice of a foreign man from there asking for a name that Anna herself did not know.
"No. It's the same Anna."
Anna gave the answer as it was. After a long conversation between Anna and the man named Wira was getting closer and more intense.
When I first heard the sound, the tone of speech and every sentence that came out of the man named Anna had unknowingly become a special attraction for Wira who indeed according to him the female character that he had longed for as if everything was in self Anna.
And vice versa. Anna felt comfortable every time she heard every sentence spoken from the mouth of the man who was asking her to speak even if only via the phone.
Anna's mood always felt fine rustling every time she received a call from the man who is now a student at a college in the city where she lives.
Wira also promised that if the upcoming semester break he would try to come to Anna to his residence. To prove if he really wants to know the figure of Anna more closely.
"But don't be surprised, yes, if it comes to my house you are told to sit in the palupuh amben. (Amben palupuh that stilt house floor made of bamboo rinses) Because in my parents' house there is no soft sofa like in the house of most people," said Anna later.
Wira also intends if they have been reunited later he will invite to exchange his cellphone with Anna's cellphone. Although previously Anna tried to reject him because he felt bad because the phone he had was just an old-fashioned phone in which there was only an additional flashlight application, which was a flashlight, radio and snake games in addition to the main function for SMS and make calls.
Especially when Anna knows if the Wira phone is the latest output that costs up to millions of rupiah because it is equipped with a video camera and internet application as well.
"Didn't you mind if you later have a good conversation Brother must be exchanged for this ugly hapeku." Anna confirmed.
"It's okay. Then exchange the same card." The hero answered without hesitation. Which made Anna slightly jump in shock.
"Seriously same card as well?"
"Why? Scared, huh,? If the guy calls someone else?"
"Owh, no, no, no. That's not what I mean, emh .... " Anna's sentence hangs.
"Continue?" insist Wira.
"Where will you be if your parents or your sister's family calls me?" ask Anna.
"Yes, just say that the hape is again held by friends," replied the Wira giving direction.
"Owh ... Friends, yes," Anna muttered as if she was talking to herself.
"Well?" lure the 27-year-old man later.
"Yes, just a friend. We're the cement, aren't we?" Anna answered a bit salting. If only they were talking together while meeting face to face in person would be clearly visible if Anna's cheeks were now meeting red.
"More than friends are even better than possible." The hero seduces Anna who just makes Anna's heart pound more smooth.
***
The hero keeps his promise to meet Anna at home. The slightly aggressive attitude of the Hero made Anna uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Time and again the woman reminded the man she had just met.
However, instead of following Anna's advice. The man even more daring to hold the palm of the hand that was immediately brushed aside violently by Anna.
"I came all the way here when I got nothing," said Wira while throwing cigarette butts to any place.
"That means" Anna asked.
"It should understand dong, right, we're both adults."
Immediately Anna felt ill-feel for the man sitting in front of her. Anna felt unappreciated by the words of the Hero just now which seemed to demean her.
"I'm sorry, I'm not angry but in five minutes I have to go to the house of Imas, my friend who is at the event at his house." Without further ado Anna spoke like that hoping that Wira would immediately leave her home.
***
"Still trying to date again?" ledek Imas while folding the clothes he had just lifted from the clothesline, when Anna recounted her experiences during her acquaintance and meeting with a man named Wira.
"Religion. It's better to be alone until the soul mate comes on time." Anna answered steadily.
But no one's paying attention anymore you know, nothing, "has eaten yet? Have you had a shower yet?" imas said with a still soft tone.
Previously Imas had tried to give a warning so that Anna did not press the talk of people around who questioned her status who did not have a boyfriend in order to avoid slander and can maintain CHASTITY that must be maintained. But, at that time Anna did not heed the advice of her best friend who already had a 5-month-old baby.
Now Anna promises to herself to follow in the footsteps of her best friend who is looking for a soul mate through ta'aruf not just dating, together, giving each other attention when not necessarily able to reach the guarantee. Anna only realized that her actions while alone with the Hero the time was included in terms of approaching adultery. Nauzubillahimindrealik. As stated in one of the verses of the Qur'an:
It means: "And do not approach adultery, for adultery is a wicked deed. And a bad path." (QS. Al-iszra: 32).
