
Today is my third day in Yogyakarta, my mission this time is to meet with Cynthia but it has been two days I have not been able to find her either. I also convinced myself and motivated me not to give up and be discouraged.
I'm getting ready to go back to Cynthia's. Today I left at 06:00, and it turned out that he had left 5 minutes ago, again I was late to meet him, but I again motivated myself to remain patient and not discouraged,
“Kalo Mate Surely Meet?”. murmured me in heart.
I took a seat on my desk and pulled out my phone, I opened my chat with Cynthia all this time, I muttered in my heart.
“I miss you, we are as good as we used to be, and joke together again, advise and motivate each other, I really love you and I want us to be better as before.
I didn't just sit around, I looked for Cynthia's name and I called her and just like yesterday there was no answer from her, it was only anxiety that enveloped me.
I opened the screen of my phone that I had closed before, I was looking for the Instagram application and I was stolking Cynthia's account, she was creating an instastory, she was in the library, he is just like me always spend time paused our activities during this time.
Seeing this, I immediately remembered the time when Thia and I read books together in the State Library. Just thinking about it makes me smile. I turned off the phone screen and put it on my desk.
I also feel bored with this situation, I re-ignited my phone screen and I look for the Iflix application to eliminate my boredom and saturation. I also took the AirPods in my little bag. And I also look for the best Indonesian romance movies.
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After getting bored, I went from Cynthia's boarding to the hotel. I walked on foot with a hollow heart without any certainty of Cynthia's coming.
During the journey I always remembered Cynthia's beautiful face, I couldn't remove her reflection from my mind. I try to get that out of my mind. But I failed in doing so. I did not give up and tried again, but it was still the same as before.
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After arriving at the third floor, I immediately set foot into my room, which is at number 325, which is located at the far end and if the sun sets I can see how beautiful the atmosphere of twilight. Every twilight happens I always remember the times between me and Cynthia once made a promise at dusk come in a lake, that we will always be together no matter what.
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I also decided to get out of the room and surround the beautiful place around this hotel. I found a garden in a hotel that said it was very beautiful to eliminate loneliness because it was accompanied by beautiful flowers.
After that I went around the place, until the time had shown in the afternoon, and the clock was showing at 5 pm, I returned to my room before I would meet Cynthia at 7 pm.
After I was in my room, I also fell asleep for a while and so that later I would not sleep in Cynthia's room.
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I woke up and I was an hour late, and rushed straight to Cynthia's boarding house. During the journey I continued to do’a, hopefully this time I can meet with Cynthia.
I stepped with long footsteps so that I would quickly get to Cynthia. And on the way I had to stop for a moment because I hit the mothers who were selling, inevitably I had to help him and give the mother compensation.
After that I refocused on rushing Cynthia's emptiness. But again on the way I had to help the person who fell unconscious in front of me, I don't know what happened, then I sent him to the hospital, so I changed the course of my goal. After all the hospital jam, I rushed back to Cynthia's boarding house.
Footsteps continue to follow the path of the goal, after arriving in front of the boarding houses Cynthia, I was surprised, I found it but..........?