
After a journey not far away. I finally got to Cynthia's house. He then got off the bike first and handed the helmet he was wearing to me. I also took off the helmet I was wearing.
Suddenly Cynthia fell silent and spoke no more.
“Typically he kept babbling until I left new he was silent”, I murmured inwardly.
I was curious to ask him, but I was afraid he was angry because he interfered too much. I could not shake my curiosity towards Cynthia, nor did I try to dare to ask her, to remove the curiosity that was in my heart.
I tried asking him in kind words so as not to offend him
“You why are you quiet?, you are sick?, try the same story me, can you help?”
“Kalo I told you angry not with you?” asked Cynthia and didn't answer my question.
“Why be angry!” said convincing.
Then Cynthia let out a long sigh and then said something stored in her heart
“Later tonight I have to go back to Jogja, so I can't stay here for long. But I promise if I have graduated, I will always keep you.”.
This time I was the one who was silent to all of Cynthia's words that she was going to leave me. There is nothing I can do to hold it back, I also have to be as strong as possible to establish a long distance relationship like yesterday.
Looking at me who was silent, made Cynthia say to me
“Kok even you who are silent. I told you not to be angry!”
“I'm not angry, I just don't want you to go again from my life!” my words explain the contents of my heart that have been stored.
“You will know my ideals want to be a Doctor, you alone support whatever I want. How is it now even a ginih?” Cynthia.
I then straightened my words so that Cynthia would not misunderstand me
“Nothing row. I just want you to always be by my side. But I have no problem if you want to go again, but you have to promise me. That you will always remember me and be loyal to me!”
“I promise”, said Cynthia by first sighing and extending her little finger.
I kissed my hand that was tied with Cynthia's finger and so did Cynthia kiss her hand that was tied to mine.
Cynthia then went inside her house by opening the door. After that I started the bike and put on my helmet and then I went straight to my house.
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On arrival I took my dairy book and opened it. At the beginning was a picture of me and Cynthia. Then on the second page was a picture of a Cynthia and it was a photo that I kept before I expressed feelings for her. I opened the blank sheet of the book and wrote it down.
Dairy Dear.
Later that night Cynthia returned to Jogja
I felt hard to take off his departure
I would very much like to hold back his departure
But what power of me that can only be silent
I tried once
However, Cynthia was finally angry with me
There was even a word “BUTUS” from his mouth
That's why I don't dare to say it anymore
Cynthia, if you're happy
I'm not why you left
Let my heart languish in longing
You are fine there
I do’a always you
To achieve all your dreams.
Then I closed the book and put it on the bookshelf.
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I was getting ready to put on a shirt to take Cynthia to Jogja. I don't think I can see his disappearance. But I have to be strong. As her boyfriend I had to be around her to witness her disappearance.
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I finally got to Cynthia's house. It turns out that everyone is in front of the house.
“Udah long wait sir?” I asked who felt bad for making him wait.
“No, it is intentionally so that it is faster than the predetermined schedule”, said Mr. Bambang.
“Udah all right Cyn. All have been brought no one left?” ask Mr. Bambang to Cynthia.
“Udah kok Pak”, Cynthia said.
“Judah we all leave immediately. Fakhri you drive the car!” bambang sir's orders.
I also obeyed the orders given by Mr. Bambang
“Good Sir!”
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Finally we arrived at Husein Sastranegara airport, I helped get out Cynthia's belongings in the trunk of the car. After that we all went to terminal 2 to get to the Cynthia plane.
The appointed time has come, where Cynthia has to leave us to pursue her goals.
He then said goodbye to his mother and hugged her, then he said goodbye to his father and hugged her. Then he approached me.
“Are you okay?” ask Cynthia.
“I am fine” I replied.
“I say good, you don't be sad. Can we communicate remotely” said Cynthia calmed me down.
“I'm fine. Don't worry I'll be loyal to you!” reassuringly said.
He then hugged me with a warm hug. I hugged him tightly. It's time but I don't think I'm going to let go. But I don't want to be selfish. Because I have to support Cynthia's dreams, and think of her happiness.
I also let go of my embrace from Cynthia. He then walked away from me and raised his hand and turned it on all of us.
Cynthia was far from my sight, making my heart languish without her.
Then Cynthia's parents and I got back in the car to get home.
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I walked on my motorcycle that I used to live in Cynthia's house. On the way, I started to miss Cynthia. Just an hour ago, he was gone from me.
“Cruisely he managed to make me miss and stay away from him make me have to fight the turmoil of longing that increasingly day will not be able to control”.
In the middle of the journey I stopped. I saw a woman who was no stranger to me. He stopped on the side of the road, which seemed to be in trouble. I approached him too.
“Goddess!” call me after seeing who that person is.
“Fakhri!” call Goddess. Until we said names to each other.
“Why are you here alone?” I was surprised to see his presence.
“Motor I broke down, I called the repairman but ga dibales-bales”, said Dewi.
“Can I see?” bargain him.
“Any thing you can?” said Dewi underestimated me as if I could not fix it.
“Means I saw first. God willing I can!” reply reassured.
After checking and I found the problem, then I fixed it well and carefully. It did not take long, I finally finished repairing the Dewi motorbike.
“The motor is finished you can go home now!” my orders to him.
“Owh, thank you for notolongin me!” said Dewi.
“Sama-sama”, I replied.
The goddess went from my place. And I put in the equipment that I just put out to help the Goddess into my motorcycle seat. Then I got on my bike and headed home. Today was very tiring not physically but the heart that was hurt by Cynthia's departure.
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