WHIRLWIND
Part 12 | Removes Memory About It
I woke up from my sleep, I opened the curtain in my room, the sunlight illuminated my room. I also walked to the bathroom to take a shower because today I went to college.
After I take a shower and put on clothes for the campus. I immediately rushed to the latrine, but before that I stopped by the lake first. This is where I shot Cynthia and was witnessed by my friends. But now I see Cynthia being shot by another guy in front of me even very close to me.
I took a seat in the white chair that was holding the lake. I paused for a moment while daydreaming about Cynthia.
I was determined to forget about Cynthia and let her be happy with her choices that were always nearby. I then looked for a way to not always have her face covered. I find it hard to forget.
“It took me an hour to love you
but it took me a lifetime to forget you from my heart and mind".
..."After I broke up with you the hardest thing for me was not forgetting you but how I got rid of my habits while with you”....
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After a long silence sitting on the white bench, I also stood up and walked towards my dirt which I parked behind this chair. I went to the college.
After arriving at the campus, I was welcomed by all my friends.
“My friends are back?” rifku said while insinuating.
“Where are the gifts?”.Dion said.
“By what's there broken heart”. I replied with ketus.
“But heart why?” santi said she wanted to know.
“loe never met Cynthia?” Michalle.
“Loe failed baikin Cynthia?”
“She's still angry with lue?”
“Gue break up with him!” I answered Michalle.
“why?” everyone asks the same thing in wonder.
“He shot the same other guy even directly in front of me!” I say with emotion.
“What Crazy, cave salute same guy” said Rifki.
“Eh lu kok muji-muji she saw dong your best friend her heart is fragile” said Santi advising.
“But you're sure he really accepts his love?” Michalle.
“Ga know I go” instantly I replied.
“Mending lupastiin again deh” Michalle command.
“Males, it's certain that Thia will accept him, the person he is more handsome than me even cooler appearance. I'm sorry I'm talking about that again. Mending me straight kekelas”.my answer.
I also went straight to the class. During my class, I was dizzy myself, trying to get rid of my feelings for Cynthia and I didn't even want to see her face in my mind anymore.
But no matter how hard I try but still can not forget it but more sticky in my memory.
...“God created that brain to remember...
...Not to forget...
...That's why no matter how hard we try to forget something...
...The harder it is to get rid of it...
...Because the brain is just doing its job ...
...ie remember and not forget”....
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After getting a reprimand from the lecturer I also returned to try to focus on the lesson being explained.
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The subjects were finished, I left the class for the cantines. Because of hunger, and heartbreak it needs to eat a lot in order to be strong to accept reality.
My footsteps were toward the cantin, but in the middle of my journey I was stopped by the Goddess, she wondered to me, but I avoided her for being lazy to answer her question. I answered one word firmly
“Gue wants to own?”.my orders to Dewi.
I immediately rushed to the cantines. When I was put in the bag, I also ordered the food that I usually order this time I messan two bowls. Then came my friends. Sembari.
“Ciye the abis broken, until mesen two bowls?” said Dion cynically.
“lapar what laper?” said Rifki also insinuated.
“Gue it again hungry so that later strong”.
“strong what?” said Santi.
“Strength face the reality of satisfied lu”.my reply firmly.
I also finished off two bowls. When I finished I pulled out my phone. I opened Instagram but my finger was looking for Cynthia's name and opened her profile she created instastory. I don't know why I'm looking for Cynthia's name when I want to forget her.
I also closed the phone screen. Rifki, Dion Santi invited me to play ludo, I also agreed because so I don't always think about Cynthia. While we waited for our next lesson, we enjoyed the game. We repeated the game three times.
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The break time is over. Me and my best friend returned to our eleventh grade by walking together through class after class to our classroom.
We arrived in our class. But someone called me, I waited for him and my best friend to come in first.
“Fakhri?” tiara.
“Tiara, where are you going?”
“mau to campus happens to be freeclass” replied Tiara.
“owh, see you again, I enter first later with the lecturer come”.
“Yaudah, whose spirit yes learn?”, Tiara said to give me spirit.
“Do not think of the former mulu”, said Tiara.
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When today's learning time is over, I immediately tidied up the books on the table and put them in the bag. I stood up and walked out of the class. As usual when we returned home campus always convoy and in the middle of the road we disperse. This we have always done since we were on the Junior High. We are always together and will never be apart.
And when the road came, we parted. I went to my house, but I did not lead directly to the house, but I stopped by the lake first. When I got there I parked my bike behind the bench. I got off the bike and sat in a white chair.
I looked towards the lake. And again I'm still thinking about Cynthia. Until it does not feel the time marked by the sky that has changed color to orange, which indicates the twilight time arrives.
When I saw the twilight, I remembered him again. When I was with Cynthia, I always took her to this place to see the beauty of twilight. Every Sunday I bring him here.
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After that, I moved from my seat to my bike. I got on it and turned on the motor. I left the lake to go to my house. During the trip I still remember about him, as Cynthia always hugged my body tightly when coming home using a motor accompanied by twilight.
“But at this time will Cynthia be tightly hugging my body again?”
I got home and went straight into my house and into my room, I wanted to take a break from thinking about Cynthia.
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