
After I finished wearing clothes, I brought a book and mobile phone out of the house precisely to the front garden. That night the atmosphere was very cold accompanied by a gentle breeze. I sat down in a chair and put my phone next to me. I opened a book to write a poem. I always go out to look for inspiration. If there used to be a Cintya near me. I was able to write the poem because it was my source of inspiration. Because of her beauty and very beautiful face is seen to make it easier for me to string the words bucin.
Suddenly my phone rang and it turned out to be a phone from Cintya. I also picked up the phone call and I just said Hello it turns out he was immediately angry no matter what happened. He also talked about what happened this afternoon.
“Where were you this afternoon?”
“I ain't nowhere”
“Bohong” said Dewi with a faint tone of voice
“Berain I ga nowhere” explained me while convincing him
“You were the same as who was the motorized raffle, use hugs again?”
“That Goddess temen I dikampus” replied me to explain
“You're dating her, you're cheating?”
“I ain't cheating Cin, I just him you don't get mad first, horrified explanation I”
“Ga there is something to explain again!” cintya said with a ketus
“You know from where” I asked wonder he knew fromman?
“There are people who send photos of you together with him”
“Let me clear first yes, you calm”
“Ga there is something to explain, I am disappointed with you”
Cintya hung up on me without listening to my explanation first. I understood he was angry and disappointed so I let him calm down first.
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I stopped first to contact Cintya, because I was already late for the campus. Maybe coming home from college I can call him again and he'll forgive me.
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When I was in the campus I just kept quiet thinking about Cintya, how could she know yesterday I could bring the Goddess home. I was curious about the person who had made me and Cintya fight like this. Surely this is not the first time that I and he had a fight, this is the 5 times we had a fight so I know very well the nature of Cintya if angry. He will answer and reply to the message in 7 days. But for this I don't want to wait long. I want to put an end to this tension with Cintya. I want us to get back on top with him.
I during class could only daydream and think of a way to make me and Cintya quickly better again. I'm not focused on learning. When the lecturer was explaining, I kept thinking about Cintya. Like I made such a big mistake that I couldn't focus and forget about it. I was also reprimanded by the lecturer for daydreaming. I tried to get rid of my anxiety. So I asked permission to take a toilet for a while.
I walked to the toilet to wash my face and calm down for a moment. I try to get rid of my anxiety and guilt. I tried to contact him again. I kept trying to contact him. But there's no answer either. I also put my phone in my pants pocket. And I immediately returned to my classroom that I had left behind a long time ago. I came back with the same taste as I did yesterday and yesterday.
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I decided to take 5 days off from college. I also take care of the files for licensing. My mind is round, I have to straighten out all these misunderstandings so that the matter does not drag on.
Finally the campus gave me permission so I could come to Jogja and meet with Cintya. Fortunately I recorded the address of his boarding house that he told me on the phone, if I wanted to visit him I would not have to bother waiting for him.
I immediately rushed home, and put my bag, after which I headed to the bus terminal to book a ticket tomorrow to Jogja.
I'm preparing everything I need to go to the school tomorrow. I packed a few change of clothes, and bought snacks for the purpose if there was hunger in the middle of the road and no food.
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During the day on Saturday I headed straight to the bus terminal. More or less the journey was overnight. Until I slept on the bus.
After arriving in jail I immediately find a hotel close to the cost of Cintya. I first searched for a hotel to make it easier for me to visit it. And if today I can't meet him then there's still time tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow I can meet him.