WHIRLWIND
Part 26 | Back Internship After Holiday
This morning I was getting ready to go to the office. I had breakfast first.
After I finished breakfast I immediately took the bag and helmet and went to my motorcycle which I had parked at the door. I hurried off to get to the office.
In the middle of the journey I felt this heart empty without Cynthia near me. Now he's away from me. Her body is not with me, but her heart is with me.
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An hour later I finally arrived at the office. I walked straight to my desk. This time there must be a lot of work that Mr. Ilham will give me. From home, I prepared to meet him. Two days I didn't see him. It felt like this heart was very calm and free from him.
But today I have to see him again. I must remain patient because the time required for my internship is 1 month or 30 days, 720 Hours, 43,200 minutes, and 2,592,000 seconds.
“Ahhh, it feels like I'm pasrah” hisisku slowly.
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I also sat in my chair, beside me there was already a Goddess who had first come. I put the bag under my chair and took the file that I hadn't finished yesterday. Suddenly
“Fakhri you are called Ilham sir!” the order of one of the employees called me to meet with Mr. Ilham.
I began to suspect what was going to happen
“I think I know why Mr. Ilham called me”, I murmured in my heart.
I walked to his room, too, ilham.
“Tok-tok-tok”, door knocking sound
“Log in!” the command of the person inside.
“What sir is calling me?” I pretended not to know.
“Take this file and work!” orders of Ilham sir.
“This much!” I murmured in my heart to complain.
I just nodded according to Mr. Ilham's orders and then I left this room and headed to my desk with a lot of files that I had to finish.
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The Canteen
I was sitting in a chair that could only be occupied by two people. Different from the usual day. Right now the place I'm sitting at is empty of users. I ordered food for the waiter. Then the Goddess came and sat beside me.
“How is your relationship with Cynthia good?” ask Goddess.
“Now it's better no more misunderstandings”, I replied.
Then the Goddess fell silent and did not ask me any more. The goddess ordered food for the waiter.
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Finally my order and the Goddess has come, we also enjoy this dish. The goddess remained as before just silent and speechless.
“Typically he always talks despite eating, but why is it different today. Did I say the wrong thing?” I murmured in my heart.
I left it until our food ran out The Goddess no longer said to me. Feeling that something was different from the attitude of the Goddess I asked her.
“Why are you sick?” I was confused.
“No kok”, replied Dewi briefly.
“Keep why?” askaku.
“Not why-why. Uh I went back to my desk first huh?” dewi.
“Yaudah”, I welcome.
I didn't want to go deeper into her because I was focused on my phone because I was going to call Cynthia.
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When the time to go home from work finally arrived, I went straight to the motor park. It is seen that the Goddess today does not carry a motor. With compassion I offered to come home with me
“You go home with hue?” I'm dealing with the Goddess.
“Ga need I can go home ojol!” reject Goddess.
“Let's be a long time, mendingan with me?” tawalku.
“That's okay, you go first. You don't have to think of me!” pinta Goddess.
I was worried about him and got off the bike.
“What do you want?” ask the Goddess who is confused about my behavior.
I also carried the Goddess to ride my dirt. Even though he tried to fight it eventually drowned too and got on my shit.
“Well that dong. So ga drama”, I said to Dewi.
Me and the Goddess walked on the bike together. I enjoyed this trip. No voice from the Goddess came to me. He always talks whenever and wherever he is with me.
At first I was ordinary but over time I also felt astonished. After arriving at her house Goddess I said that had been held in my heart.
“You're actually why?” ask me to the Goddess who from earlier kept quiet.
“Ga anything!” reply Goddess.
“You have your problem tell me the same story. We are in office!” my bargain for the Goddess to be able to tell stories to take out her life burden.
“Grass friends?”
“If you knew that I really love you!” the Goddess in my heart.
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I also went straight to my house. Today was exhausting for me both physically and mentally.
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The second day of internship after two days off. I immediately rushed to the office. Today I did not eat breakfast because I had bad luck so I had to rush to the office so as not to be late.
I walked at high speed but carefully and watched the road.
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I finally got to the office safely and safely. I went straight to my desk, thankfully I was on time so I wasn't punished.
I greet the Goddess who has arrived since
“How are you?” ask the Goddess.
“Baik”, replied Dewi.
I also sat in my chair and saw a pile of files that I still had not finished. I asked the Goddess
“Wi, your duty as much as this ga?” ask the Goddess.
“Enggak”, replied Dewi with a ketus.
Feeling something strange about the goddess I asked her
“Actually you are why?, you are angry with me?, I admit a mistake?, please answer!” I said by raining a lot of questions to the Goddess.
“That's okay, you calm down, replied Dewi reassured that he was okay.
I refocused on doing my task that was piling up on my desk.
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Even the time of rest, the attitude of the Goddess remained the same as before even more narrow than before.
In a hallway leading out of the office. At the crossroads where the Goddess headed inward while I headed out. It is seen that the attitude of the Goddess is very indifferent just like me. It was like his usual attitude. I miss the nagging nature of the Goddess, who can make me smile.
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I'm not a kantin and approach the Goddess.
“Goddess!” call me.
Then the Dewipun stopped and said to me
“What's up?”
“Actually you why?” my many.
“Not why-not kok”, replied Dewi.
“Ri, I think I still have a lot of work to do. I have to be back soon!” pinta Goddess.
“You answer first. You why?, your attitude is different like the usual?, honestly I miss the same chatty you that can make me smile!” my word.
“Ri, I'm busy!” word Goddess.
I also let the Goddess return to her workplace.
The days continue to pass until it does not feel like I have one (1) month here and end my internship here. So too with her attitude the Goddess changed towards me during that as well.
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I finally finished my internship and it was certain that I would never meet again with a mentor who I missed the most and who made me bleed the most for the tasks he gave me. I finally broke free from it and I declare myself from today on I am free.
Today I want to give a report letter during my internship here to Mr. Ilham. It's to ask for value for my work here. And today is the last day I met him.
“See you later, Mr. Ilham and thank you for the tasks given”, I murmured inwardly.
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When I finished I returned to the parking lot. Because there is no schedule anymore. So I decided to go back home and enjoy my days of rest even if only for an hour.
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