WHIRLWIND

Part 10 | Heartbroken

The footsteps continued to follow the goal path, after arriving in front of Cynthia's boarding houses, I was surprised, I found her but she was not alone. She was alone with someone, not with her girlfriends, but she was with a man, I don't know who that person is, because Thia has never introduced her to me. While his female friends I know are Dira and Salma.

I also stopped for a moment to see the sight. I also started to think about things that were not-nothing towards Cynthia. I called him right behind him without him noticing my arrival. But he did not answer my call, I tried again, even I heard the ringtone of Cynthia's phone. And I saw how Cynthia turned off her phone. This heart is so disappointed in his piercing deed in my heart.

I walked up to him, and after about 2 meters the distance between me and Cynthia, but he was unaware of my presence. I also went back to seeing the two of them.

And when the man wanted to embrace Cynthia, I felt an emotion that I could no longer bear, it was too late.

I called Cynthia.

“Cynthia?” he also looked back.

“Fakhri?, what are you here again?” cynthia said astonished.

“I'm here to straighten out the misunderstandings between us, you're angry because I walk with another girl right, you must think that she is my girlfriend, you should know that I was with him only aja, I drove him because at that time he was alone at the bus stop and the atmosphere was cloudy, too, since no vehicles passed by then I helped him”.

“Ri?”

“Listen to my explanation first!” I said firmly.

“Cynthia you should know that my feelings are the same you can never change, even though distance and time separate us, I am currently still loyal to you, and waiting for you to return home in my arms. But what I see right now you and the other guys, it breaks my heart, I always love you sincerely but do you feel that way too?”.

“Ri, in no one I” said Cynthia made things clear.

“Lying her boyfriend”. Said Dimas to make the atmosphere worse.

“Ri, don't believe he's just me, you trust me?”.

“I don't know at the moment I can still believe in you or not, I need time”.

“Yaudah, I have met you and I have made clear this misunderstanding, so I go first, good night”.

I also left Cynthia who was alone with the person. With tears in her eyes, Cynthia chased after me.

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But he is held back by Dimas, he attempts to release his hand held tightly by dimas. Before long he let go of Cynthia's hand. He also pursued Fakhri. But I just kept walking. He followed me and even blocked my path. Then I stopped and listened to him talk.

“mau why again, not all is clear, you are dating him, it has been mengingan you just as he is, you seem happier with him than I”.

“Ga so Ri, I'm sorry, I'm the same Dimas just a cement, we're not any special relationship, you trust me, you trust me, I still remain loyal to you to this day and forever”.

“akupun sorry you but you sorry me too right?”.

“I'm sorry about you too, so we're not marahan again ya”.

“Iya, I promise”.

Shortly after we got better. So Dimas came, he brought a red rose and a pair of rings. Then after that he approached Cynthia and knelt in front of her and said.

“Cynthia today is the right time to say everything hidden, all this time I keep the same feeling you, will you be my girlfriend and accompany my life always”.

“Sorry as if I disturbed both of you, I go good luck!”.

“Ri, Ri, Fakhri”.Cynthia said to arrest me.

After that I left and would not listen to Cynthia's answer, too sick to hear it. So I don't know what answer Cynthia gave to Dimas.

I walked to the hotel. I quickly set foot into the room using the elevator. After arriving I went straight into the room and prepared to pack a suitcase. Because tomorrow I have to go back to Bogor.

I was silent to see the photo between me and Cynthia, I said

“what might this be my farewell to Cynthia. If it is true then I am sincere, as long as he is happy I am also happy”.

While at the side of the cynthia he walked towards his boarding house with tears in his chin, he walked towards his room, and wept very deeply lamenting what was happening at this time. He hugged the doll that I had given him which was a teddy bear that held the shape of love.

I could not bear to see her shedding tears, if I was near her then I was the one who wiped her tears, but I was now far away from her. We both experienced sadness because of the love that was broken before our eyes.

****

Then I put a picture of me and Cynthia, and then I fell asleep and tried to let go of all the burdens that were in my heart.