
Nilam's condition has dropped since Azhar asked to separate from him. Nilam's spirit to heal is no longer there
“This is all because I forced Azhar to love me“
“Why should I love him?why should I have a wound between us?” asked Nilam and then shed tears.
Zidan tries to make Nilam smile “Maybe this is the best way for you and Azhar, don't torture your heart like this Nilam“ said Zidan sadly
“But Zidan loves me so big for Azhar, I love him so much“ replied Nilam then cry“I want to meet Azhar in Kantor“ said Nilam then left.
At Azhar's office, Nilam hugged Azhar. “Azhar I beg you not to leave me“ said Nilam in his arms
“Have Patchouli among us no love for what do we survive in this marriage ? “
“Married without love it makes me suffer. “ said Azhar.
Azhar took her arms off Nilam
“Better you go from the office I“ said Azhar expel Nilam
Nilam's heartache saw Azhar's attitude that drove her from the office. Tears poured over Nilam's cheeks
Along the road Nilam cried with sadness at Azhar's attitude that drove her away
“Loving and being loved is the right of everyone, why should I feel pain by my own love“
“I feel cheated by the love and taste that I have, this is all unfair“ Nilam said then cried.
Nilam returned to Cafe and saw Shinta who was also crying because of Azhar's decision
“Not only am I hurt by love but Shinta suffers much more than me. “ Nilam said in his heart and cried
Shinta's heart was devastated to have to accept Azhar's decision
“Maybe that opportunity will never be in my life, even though that feeling has started to be present in my life. “ Shinta said in his heart
Only a photo of Azhar can he embrace at this time, while Azhar must endure the pain and long for Shinta
“I hope this is the best decision for all of us. “ Azhar said in her heart and shed tears.
On a cold night Nilam came to Azhar's house with food for Azhar
“I just want to give this food to you“ replied Nilam then smiled
“Sorry Nilam I can not accept it, you better bring the food back“ said Azhar then closed the door of her house.
Azhar's attitude hurt Nilam
“Why should you reject me Azhar ?” ask Nilam inwardly and leave.
The next day Shinta comes to Azhar's office, initially Azhar feels happy Shinta came to her office
“Azhar I'm here to apologize“ Shinta said
“Sorry for what?” ask Azhar cuek
“Pardon all attitudes so far, I beg you not to go and stay here“ Shinta said and held her hand
Azhar saw Shinta's pleading attitude in front of her
“I can't Shinta I will still go. “ replied Azhar then let go of her hand
“Why is your heart so hard Azhar?“
“Where was Azhar? “ Ask Shinta Emotions
“Azhar who used to be dead because of love, now you can feel like I used to feel when I pursued your love Shinta“ replied Azhar and left.
Tears soaked Shinta's cheeks
“It hurts so much to pursue love, maybe this is what you used to feel when you were chasing a heart that never cared about your race“
“ I'm sorry Azhar the love I have is too late for me to reveal to you“ Shinta said in her heart and left.
That's a feeling when we get closer the feeling is already away and may be gone.
How did the taste of Shinta that had begun to be present in his heart for Azhar?
Is Azhar going to keep going and slaughtering for herself?
Keep following the story….