WAITING FOR YOU ON THE PATH OF DESTINY

My Wedding Cry

As usual, she looks very beautiful. She didn't want her husband to know that she was sick.

“Azhar you are ready to go to the office?” Shinta asked and smiled.

“I have to go,” Azhar replied regardless of his wife.

It was sad to see Azhar's attitude that was always indifferent to her.

“Azhar until when are you like this? Makes me cry all the time,“ said Nilam then filled with tears.

Nilam went into his room and opened a suitcase. He saw a kebaya shirt he had bought.

“Destroyed to see this kebaya but I don't want him to be tormented because of me. I will make this kebaya shirt for him,“ Nilam said then shed tears.

After that Nilam made a pattern for the seams. Although his head felt dizzy but Nilam still wanted to sew the kebaya for Shinta.

Every Night Nilam almost forgot to rest. His body is getting weaker. When he sewed Azhar home from the office. He saw Nilam sleeping on his sewing machine. Azhar's heart was further crushed to see Nilam's face.

“Nilam why can't I love you? though you are a good woman even better than Shinta.”

“Maybe it is true that love is blind because love I can't tell which is good and bad for me, but honestly I can't love you,“ Azhar said in her heart and left.

Beautifully leavened Nilam had prepared food for her husband.

“Azhar you eat huh? I have prepared this meal for you,” said Nilam and smiled.

“Sorry Nilam I don't want to eat,” Azhar said then left.

“Why does this wedding always make me cry? your words always make my heart hurt Azhar,” Nilam said then cried.

Azhar felt really tormented by her marriage. Love and hatred towards a sense of making Azhar even more destroyed.

While Nilam his heart was so sick and broken to see a husband who hated him so much. Nilam poured out all his heart through his diary.

Tears soaked the cheeks rubbing a pen on paper. Telling a feeling so painful.

***Sick I won't be able to tell you anymore. Pain that can make my eyes look at one beauty.

Blue looks bitter.

Why does this taste exist for someone who doesn't have the same taste.

What else do I have to do to get away from this painful love.

You who didn't choose me made me want to hug you even more. You are my husband and I love you so much***.

Nilam always cried in his wedding. The love he had had to be repaid with wounds and tears. Azhar is tormented by her marriage.

“Not him I want. Shinta, you are the woman I love so much. Why does my love have to be like this?“ azhar said and shed tears.

Returning from Azhar's office came to Cafe Nilam to see Shinta. Shinta is shocked to see Azhar coming to see her. Azhar looked at Shinta's face and hugged her tightly.

“Shinta let me hug you. I miss you I love you so much,“ said Azhar then shed tears.

Shinta was so devastated to hear Azhar's words.

“I cannot love Nilam and I cannot forget you,“ Azhar said.

Shinta also endured the pain in her heart.

“See your wedding ring with Nilam. Your status is different, you are a husband. I'm sure you can definitely forget me,“ Shinta replied and left.

Azhar felt sad and tormented by her marriage. After that Azhar went home. Arriving at Nilam's house greeted him warmly.

“You've returned Azhar?” Ask Nilam and smile.

“I cape want to rest,“ replied Azhar then leave.

Nilam was very sad to see Azhar who was so tormented by this marriage.

“I know you must be tormented by this marriage,“ said Nilam then shed tears.

Nilam went to his room and saw a bride kebaya that he had sewed.

“Maybe this will be the last gift for my husband,“ said Nilam and embraced his danger with destruction. While Shinta cried withstanding the pain in her heart.

“I'm sorry Azhar I was forced to like this. I want Nilam happy.I don't want you to regret it," Shinta said and hugged Azhar's photo.

Beautifully leavened Nilam saw Azhar sitting one in the guest room. Azhar is so busy with her cell phone.

“Azhar you busy? Can I ask you something?” Ask Nilam and smile.

“What do you want to ask?” answer Azhar with a jutek.

“Are you happy living with me?” Ask Nilam again.

Azhar simply fell silent and looked at his wife's face.

“If I'm honest do you not hurt?” answer Azhar.

“Better you be honest, I will listen to everything,“ said Nilam then shed tears.

“Alright if it wants you. I have never been happy with this marriage, my love for Shinta is still the same as it used to be,“ replied Azhar.

“Why did you marry me Azhar? Am I just an impingement for you? an impingement of a taste you can't have?” Ask Nilam and shed tears.

“I thought marrying you would make me happy but it turns out I was wrong. I cannot forget Shinta in my life, This feeling remains the same as it used to be,“ replied Azhar.

Nilam also released his wedding ring with Azhar.

“If it is like that give this ring to Shinta, what is this ring for me if your heart and love are not for me,“ said Nilam and left with destruction.

“The husband I love so much only thinks of me as a shadow. The marriage I dreamed of was filled with tears and wounds,“ Nilam said in his heart and then cried sadness.

Lovely love should be the sword in Nilam's life that makes him hurt and cry out for grief. To love without being loved is the most painful thing for him.

As a wife Nilam just wants to be loved, missed and appreciated by her husband. But he did not get it from Azhar.

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